1luneywolf

So my ex girlfriend emailed me today because of my not so sunny demeanor while conversing with her and all i could do in response was to say "fuck you"

and yeah, fuck you, fuck you for wasting my time, fuck you for taking the easy way out, fuck you for being unable to ballance your life, fuck you for making me think you wanted to find a way for it to work, fuck you.

fuck me for ever having loved you.

We aren't friends, we were lovers, we loved each other, there was passion there, maybe not romance, but passion, we weren't friends. and now that its gone you want to be the good guy and maintain this shit, this bullshit so you can have that on your shoulders, you're driving me crazy.

Im not talking to you, im not emailing you, im not calling you, its over and done with. There is no cow level.

Im so sad and tired of loving, of being expected to be there, of lies, of bullshit excuses, I just don't want to be around anyone. Fuck you screwed me up, or perhaps I screwed myself up.

yeah, i did this to myself. it is never. ever. happening again.