I am sitting listening to interstate love song and all I want to do is sleep. And yet, I am awake unable to sleep or even consider closing my eyes, this is the most frustrated ive been in a long time. Sometimes I hate the daylight.
I went fencing last night, went to bed around 11, woke up at five unable to sleep, layed in bed till six thirty trying to sleep, then went to work.
I don't know. There is so much on my mind lately and sometimes I just want it to stop. I have this theory that the reason the people of this world are so unhappy is because we have come so far from what we are supposed to be. And yet here I am buying into all the consumer bullshit that everyone else is. "this is the last couch ill ever need, no matter what happens at least ive got that couch problem covered"
I could quote fight club all day.
I really think my brain is shutting down, somewhere between the stress, pain, and blood, it just stopped working and something else took over. If you wake up in a different time in a different place, coudl you wake up a different person. Sometimes I leave work and find myself home, I don't always remember how I got there, Im not sure if its my brains way of relaxing, or if the car ride is just that forgettable.
I used to lose time inbetween classes in the same way, walking from one class to the next, I just couldn't remember it. My house is clean, thats an exciting statement, world of warcraft has lost its touch, shar is too high a level and my other characters are too low, i need a group or something to occupy me, kill horde and all that fun stuff. Who knows.
There is nothing quite so amazing as fresh laundry
the song on right now is nannou by aphex twin, it is pretty fucking amazing.
Fencing is quite wicked, you can really let go and open up on someone, it is like a positive outlet of violence if such a thing exists. I think everyone should find positive outlets for their negative aspects...
Ok, im bored, I should revise what I wrote but im too tired.
evolve and let the chips fall where they may.
I went fencing last night, went to bed around 11, woke up at five unable to sleep, layed in bed till six thirty trying to sleep, then went to work.
I don't know. There is so much on my mind lately and sometimes I just want it to stop. I have this theory that the reason the people of this world are so unhappy is because we have come so far from what we are supposed to be. And yet here I am buying into all the consumer bullshit that everyone else is. "this is the last couch ill ever need, no matter what happens at least ive got that couch problem covered"
I could quote fight club all day.
I really think my brain is shutting down, somewhere between the stress, pain, and blood, it just stopped working and something else took over. If you wake up in a different time in a different place, coudl you wake up a different person. Sometimes I leave work and find myself home, I don't always remember how I got there, Im not sure if its my brains way of relaxing, or if the car ride is just that forgettable.
I used to lose time inbetween classes in the same way, walking from one class to the next, I just couldn't remember it. My house is clean, thats an exciting statement, world of warcraft has lost its touch, shar is too high a level and my other characters are too low, i need a group or something to occupy me, kill horde and all that fun stuff. Who knows.
There is nothing quite so amazing as fresh laundry
the song on right now is nannou by aphex twin, it is pretty fucking amazing.
Fencing is quite wicked, you can really let go and open up on someone, it is like a positive outlet of violence if such a thing exists. I think everyone should find positive outlets for their negative aspects...
Ok, im bored, I should revise what I wrote but im too tired.
evolve and let the chips fall where they may.