So I am going to work on this thing a bit tonight.
Dead I am the sky
Watching Angels cry
While they slowly turn
Conquering the Wyrm
So, Life isn't so good, I think I have to break it down and start anew. A but this wolf sheds his fur only so many times in his life.
What is fair, what is unfair, is all fair in life? Does life really have rules or do we just make our own rules. Humanity has rules, in order to be something more than a mad beast you have to follow rules, but does life have rules?
Who knows.
I don't, not anymore, Maybe I never did, maybe it never mattered If i knew or not. Perhaps its pointless to even contemplate this shit and just live life a day and a second at a time. The smallest unit of time is a string of zeros infinitely bending toward zero. An invisible moment in time where everything clicks from one instant to the next.
What I believe people don't understand is that there is no click, time is a never ending stream, like conciousness, it doesn't stop or go away and there is no way to truely measure it. The past doesn't exist and the future don't exist as anything more than a string of variables and choices in our brain, or decisions we have already made. We remember the past, and thats why we believe it existed at one point. The past not longer exists. And the future seems like a bunch of bullshit, so I just get to be sad for now.
Im going skydiving, next month everyone is invited, its a static line jump so you really just get to enjoy the ride.
Dead I am the sky
Watching Angels cry
While they slowly turn
Conquering the Wyrm
So, Life isn't so good, I think I have to break it down and start anew. A but this wolf sheds his fur only so many times in his life.
What is fair, what is unfair, is all fair in life? Does life really have rules or do we just make our own rules. Humanity has rules, in order to be something more than a mad beast you have to follow rules, but does life have rules?
Who knows.
I don't, not anymore, Maybe I never did, maybe it never mattered If i knew or not. Perhaps its pointless to even contemplate this shit and just live life a day and a second at a time. The smallest unit of time is a string of zeros infinitely bending toward zero. An invisible moment in time where everything clicks from one instant to the next.
What I believe people don't understand is that there is no click, time is a never ending stream, like conciousness, it doesn't stop or go away and there is no way to truely measure it. The past doesn't exist and the future don't exist as anything more than a string of variables and choices in our brain, or decisions we have already made. We remember the past, and thats why we believe it existed at one point. The past not longer exists. And the future seems like a bunch of bullshit, so I just get to be sad for now.
Im going skydiving, next month everyone is invited, its a static line jump so you really just get to enjoy the ride.
i wrote you an email, so you should check that out...
I would love to try skydiving....
We all go splat...sooner or latter...
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 3:56PM]