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Good luck with everything.... everything will work out O.K, you just have to have faith, and follow your gut instinct!

Here is a little good luck monkey for you:

Thanks for that. I kind of had second thoughts about pouring out my soul like that... hence deciding to delete it all half an hour later. I'm always a little conflicted as to what to write in my journals. Half of me wants to be super honest, even when I am down, and the other half has this pride thing going on where I wont let myself!

On a positive note, my Brazilian chappie just called and I'm going to hook up with him tomorrow. Am very weary about meeting blokes after chatting to them for once night whilst very drunk.... but he actually seems alright. Cheered me up a bit anyhow.

When I feel misrable about being lonely, I just remind myself that its just the other side of the same coin. The only reason we can feel connected to someone and be intimate and feel close to someone is because the opposite of that i.e loneliness exists too.

Always makes me feel a bit better.

Hooray for monkeys