Here I sit thinking about life in gerenal...I live a very depressing life here in the US ARMY, however I used to love my job my duties the meaning behind being part of the Combat Arms of US ARMY defending my country and those who live there. But as the years go by, the number of deployments rack up the feeling of losing the people who you become close to...is it really worth the fight? The service requires alot out of a person its hard to hold a relationship other then those of FWB kind ect your personal time, physical strain that get placed on a person my bad you know Iam just ranting Iam done peace.....Here I sit thinking about life in gerenal...I live a very depressing life here in the US ARMY, however I used to love my job my duties the meaning behind being part of the Combat Arms of US ARMY defending my country and those who live there. But as the years go by, the number of deployments rack up the feeling of losing the people who you become close to...is it really worth the fight? The service requires alot out of a person its hard to hold a relationship other then those of FWB kind ect your personal time, physical strain that get placed on a person my bad you know Iam just ranting Iam done peace.....