mercie:
If I'm doing shit just to do it, if I'm moving through life just to move, someone shoot me now. I want reasons goddammit. I have my own sometimes, but as you can see in my journal, I just can't make sense of it all or find reasons for it all, especially the shitty things in my life.
13minutes:
But why do you have to figure out everything? Does it groudn you, make you fgeel better? Do you feel like you are exuding some sort of control over things?