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i went to bed too late to be awake this early.last night was all fucked up. mostly due to my insecurities. but i was also told by a good friend of mine that she is gettin' a boob job! for some reason this really floored me. i guess its because she was the last person i would think would do that. then i have an ex bein' overly nice/concerned about how i am. now i must figure out what the hell i am gonna do for the rest of the day. i wish p-nut was home so we could go play bocce and get coffee. fuck it i am gonna go for a long drive. maybe i ll end up in another state today.