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Sunday Apr 15, 2007

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aliens, exes, one night stands and nerdy lovers

if everything were to change with the world next week - like aliens land, are perfectly unharmed by any and all weapons we have and as a bonus they are totally cool and don't mean any harm, what would you do with the last 7 days before everything changed?

I hate wasting days, but I don't consider relaxing being a wasted day either. I am 35, never married, done a lot of partying, lived as free and had as much fun as I can when I've been single, given totally to each of the several serious relationship I have ever had only to be disappointed and let down. The last few girls had no meaning behind the words they easily let free from their lips. You don't say you love someone if you aren't willing to make love work.

I hold some blame too of course. I am an emotional Pisces, which for me means I feel energy all the time and can be moody - my ups are huge (i'm outgoing, excited, loving, energized to take on the world, etc.), my downs are much more seldom but deep (quiet, reflective, need a laugh or simple warm-hearted gestures, etc.), but i ride 'em like waves and mostly need someone to be there and accept the person they see at the center of my soul (not asking for too much, right?, lol). But my cockiness is humbled by my sincere desire to love my girl and never take her for granted. Although it obviously takes two to make a relationship work, I think I kept falling for spoiled tarts who so easily jump from guy to any other guy like the way a monkey swings from branches of trees, never fully letting go of one while reaching out for another.

I don't think I'd be so self-absorbed these days if it weren't for my last serious relationship - I left that more confused (and subsequently more disappointed) about trusting and loving then I ever was prior. I don't think I could trust anyone who tells me they love me so quickly or easily again. But that idea that you have to earn my love before I even think of loving you... c'mon.. that's recipe for total love failure man! but a gal I know told me about something I am trying out (but possibly too weak to sustain), the idea of no sex until a friendship is made. Not sure about that, but I'm always open to anything that will get me what I want. But if abstaining until a few months into a relationship is what it takes for a lasting love then I better get some sexy lingerie dances, cute and kinky emails, erotic pics and plenty of foreplay action or something else to keep me feeling like a fucking man. I'd wait for the right girl, maybe not longer than three months, but I think that's a hell of a commitment on my part to get the real deal. The problem are all the one night stands I keep having wink j/k

how do two decently attractive, slightly nerdy, fun, amorous people meet? hhhmmmm...



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