I just got home from the hospital...
Im sorry For not contacting you tonight Heathavoid....
Ive been pulled to far...
Im going to go sit in my room...
And Im going to cry...
I dont care if thats stupid or not...
I have witnessed some of the worst things within the last year...
I'll be around in a couple days...
I cant deal with the...
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Im sorry For not contacting you tonight Heathavoid....
Ive been pulled to far...
Im going to go sit in my room...
And Im going to cry...
I dont care if thats stupid or not...
I have witnessed some of the worst things within the last year...
I'll be around in a couple days...
I cant deal with the...
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I feel like shit...
Since my ex...decided to share her wonderful views on hell...
(for people who dont know...my ex basically told me my little sister is in hell for killing herself)
So Ive been thinking about it non-stop..
Thinking about your 13 year old sister suffering for....well ..Forever is painful..
Im so mad at that stupid bitch (my ex)
I had nightmares about it.......
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Since my ex...decided to share her wonderful views on hell...
(for people who dont know...my ex basically told me my little sister is in hell for killing herself)
So Ive been thinking about it non-stop..
Thinking about your 13 year old sister suffering for....well ..Forever is painful..
Im so mad at that stupid bitch (my ex)
I had nightmares about it.......
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heathavoid:
um... hope everything's ok...
my cell doesn't always work in my house... so yeah... you can leave a message or whateva.
um... hope everything's ok...
my cell doesn't always work in my house... so yeah... you can leave a message or whateva.
stacie:
Just because the ex says something doesnt mean it is word. Everyone has their own beliefs. Dont let her thoughts rule over yours.
I just ordered stuff off of BME...
Im pretty happy
The best part was....
It wasent with my credit card
Evil room mate...Gets what he deserves...
Im pretty happy
The best part was....
It wasent with my credit card
Evil room mate...Gets what he deserves...
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heathavoid:
I'm okay. The smoke isn't coming out of my ears anymore.
And one of my customers just sang that "zippity do-da" song from Cindarella to me over the phone... because he apparently thinks I need to 'relax'. Haha, so that was quite amusing. He knew ALL the words.
Anyhoo... I'm a fucking idiot... too melodramatic...
And one of my customers just sang that "zippity do-da" song from Cindarella to me over the phone... because he apparently thinks I need to 'relax'. Haha, so that was quite amusing. He knew ALL the words.
Anyhoo... I'm a fucking idiot... too melodramatic...
heathavoid:
haha aw, 
that's not what I meant... but I like being right...so I'll take it.
that's not what I meant... but I like being right...so I'll take it.
Kill me.
ok, This whole bullshit about feeling numb is starting to get to me.... It hurts like ten times more...When you just have no mood..no feelings...Its confusing and makes you want to scream.....So I justed wanted to say..My posts may be a little...bitchy..and full of venting..so Just ignore me if I annoy you.....
-scott.
ok, This whole bullshit about feeling numb is starting to get to me.... It hurts like ten times more...When you just have no mood..no feelings...Its confusing and makes you want to scream.....So I justed wanted to say..My posts may be a little...bitchy..and full of venting..so Just ignore me if I annoy you.....
-scott.
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heathavoid:
haha. I just realized I wrote 'boo-diddly-urns'. I'm losing it.
I'm going to try and sleep before I make anymore nonsensical dorky posts.
g'night teddy bear. 
haha. I just realized I wrote 'boo-diddly-urns'. I'm losing it.
I'm going to try and sleep before I make anymore nonsensical dorky posts.
g'night teddy bear.
darkartist81:
Thanks for the words of encouragement about the station wagon. God, I hope it doesn't suck balls like the last rat trap!
I hope you're feeling better as well.
I hope you're feeling better as well.
Im really happy right now...Its weird..
Im addicted to 'Nirvana' Sobe drinks....
and a game called harvest moon...
My night is really boring...And apparently Im a pirate
Tomorrow I gotta be up at 6..
Evil ...am's
Im gonna go back to drinking vodka...and leaving pointless comments in everyones journal...fun fun
Im addicted to 'Nirvana' Sobe drinks....
and a game called harvest moon...
My night is really boring...And apparently Im a pirate
Tomorrow I gotta be up at 6..
Evil ...am's
Im gonna go back to drinking vodka...and leaving pointless comments in everyones journal...fun fun
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heathavoid:
and because I'm bored, you get a
/end pointless comment.
/end pointless comment.
heathavoid:
yeah, I'm a jerk. For real.....
I just want to cry...
And I feel so stupid...
Im sitting here..its 1:42am...
And Im begging myself not to cry...
Why do I have to get like this...
I need to let things go...
But its hard...
And September is a bad month...
I just feel lonely as fuck...
It hurts...
God Im So Emo sometimes
Im just...
Sick of being like this..
Im...
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And I feel so stupid...
Im sitting here..its 1:42am...
And Im begging myself not to cry...
Why do I have to get like this...
I need to let things go...
But its hard...
And September is a bad month...
I just feel lonely as fuck...
It hurts...
God Im So Emo sometimes
Im just...
Sick of being like this..
Im...
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infinity:
im feeling pretty much the same right now...
darkartist81:
Oh God, do I know how you are feeling right now. I hope things get better.. 
I feel numb today....
It sucks and is annoying the hell out of me
It sucks and is annoying the hell out of me
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infinity:
i think ive reached the point where SG is actually getting boring for me 
well 9 days of freedom left before school starts...shudder...
and my sis is down in new brunswick for college - theyre throwing a party for the frosh. i better write a note to myself to bring a flask with me next year, lol.
well 9 days of freedom left before school starts...shudder...
and my sis is down in new brunswick for college - theyre throwing a party for the frosh. i better write a note to myself to bring a flask with me next year, lol.
rorschach:
I like numb days. I dislike painful days
My day was odd...
And I just spilled a can of pepsi, fuck...Im an idiot
I went into my sisters work today, shes an addictions councellor..
There are some odd characters there but there all so cool...
This lady, Maryanne has a 5 year old girl. Her name is sarie. Well this kid went outside with my sister, while my sister was having a smoke....
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And I just spilled a can of pepsi, fuck...Im an idiot
I went into my sisters work today, shes an addictions councellor..
There are some odd characters there but there all so cool...
This lady, Maryanne has a 5 year old girl. Her name is sarie. Well this kid went outside with my sister, while my sister was having a smoke....
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heathavoid:
hahaha, sorry my dad started watching 'cheaters' so I went and watched it with him... that show is WHACK, yo.
I might go in the chat for a bit... you can flirt with me there...
and vice versa.
I might go in the chat for a bit... you can flirt with me there...
and vice versa.
heathavoid:
because I'm bored... and you're not here... I thought I should post a really bad pick-up line in your journal... something I saw on fresh prince...
picture me, pointing at you... and yelling really loud to an imaginary audience, "somebody call 9-1-1, cause damn, it must be a crime to look that good... or was that call me an ambulance cause you gave me a heart attack?" hmm... I dunno.
Whatever... I'm showing more and more of my dorkdom.... are you scared yet?!
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picture me, pointing at you... and yelling really loud to an imaginary audience, "somebody call 9-1-1, cause damn, it must be a crime to look that good... or was that call me an ambulance cause you gave me a heart attack?" hmm... I dunno.
Whatever... I'm showing more and more of my dorkdom.... are you scared yet?!
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My fucking house was broken into!!!!!
This finished off my crappy couple of days.....
Im soo fucking angry....
They broke in through a basement window screen...went through the house...Only stole all my dvds...which is like 130...
Then went upstairs...saw my step sister..(whos 11) Sleeping....
Freaked out and ran out of the house...
My step sister slept through this.......
I got home...my cat was sitting half...
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This finished off my crappy couple of days.....
Im soo fucking angry....
They broke in through a basement window screen...went through the house...Only stole all my dvds...which is like 130...
Then went upstairs...saw my step sister..(whos 11) Sleeping....
Freaked out and ran out of the house...
My step sister slept through this.......
I got home...my cat was sitting half...
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heathavoid:
hi...
heathavoid:
I'm annoyed. I'm at work and it sucks.
Other than that I'm good... except I have to do laundry so I had to wear super ugly clothes to work today.
Other than that I'm good... except I have to do laundry so I had to wear super ugly clothes to work today.
Tired....Tired....Tired....
Last night sucked...I had to sleep...(if you can even consider it sleep) across 6 waiting room chairs...
I actually didnt sleep....2 bored night nurses kept waking me up...
Im gonna go sit on my couch ...watch the butterfly effect...
And hopefully...Pass out...
Hope everyones night is going ok
Last night sucked...I had to sleep...(if you can even consider it sleep) across 6 waiting room chairs...
I actually didnt sleep....2 bored night nurses kept waking me up...
Im gonna go sit on my couch ...watch the butterfly effect...
And hopefully...Pass out...
Hope everyones night is going ok
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anarchick:
Hope your ok buddy! what happened?
infinity:
Hope you're OK. Damn, thats not somethin I'd like to go through. What happened that resulted in you sleeping there?
You should be able to catch up on the sleep though...if youre watching tv and cant fall asleep, cspan is good for pushing you asleep, well sometimes it is.
Edit: OK why would Canada have a TV network with US congress hearings on it? Well then I'd reccommend you watch the Canadian equivalent, but judging by how little you slept I dont think anything will keep you up.
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You should be able to catch up on the sleep though...if youre watching tv and cant fall asleep, cspan is good for pushing you asleep, well sometimes it is.
Edit: OK why would Canada have a TV network with US congress hearings on it? Well then I'd reccommend you watch the Canadian equivalent, but judging by how little you slept I dont think anything will keep you up.
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