oh lordy lou. i wonder if there is a way to make the font bigger on this. im finding it difficult to read my own writing. then again, maybe this is normal to everyone else and im just going blind.
thats one of my biggest fears; you know. going blind.
i mean... my books.. i have to be able to read my books. my books...
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thats one of my biggest fears; you know. going blind.
i mean... my books.. i have to be able to read my books. my books...
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its been a wacky few weeks. the heat is unbearable. the way i see it; humans are meat. and what does meat do in the heat? it rots. i feel like im rotting sometimes.
i want to dye my hair, but theres something i feel like i need to write about first. this sounds like im trying to be something im not; or trying to...
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mayarix:
I wouldn't worry about being put up so quickly. your set is stunning, Zombette. It's very well shot and done really well. So honestly, it shouldn't be a huge surprise. Yours is one of the few I've REALLY enjoyed out of the ones I've seen lately.
When it comes to putting up a set, the ones that have been planned, have a theme, and are well shot are going to go first. That's all there is to it. It's marketing.
And yes, girls are jealous creatures, so you're going to have those who are jealous. Really? You should be damned proud you turned pink as fast as you have. I only hope I have the same luck.
I'm really planning my shoot out meticulously and only hope that my photographer is going to be up to the task.
Cheers to you, am happy for you, and to me you are a sign of hope that if you put a good effort forward, you are rewarded with going pink. Honestly, don't worry about the haters, they're just jealous. Your set is VERY nice.
When it comes to putting up a set, the ones that have been planned, have a theme, and are well shot are going to go first. That's all there is to it. It's marketing.
And yes, girls are jealous creatures, so you're going to have those who are jealous. Really? You should be damned proud you turned pink as fast as you have. I only hope I have the same luck.
I'm really planning my shoot out meticulously and only hope that my photographer is going to be up to the task.
Cheers to you, am happy for you, and to me you are a sign of hope that if you put a good effort forward, you are rewarded with going pink.
Honestly, don't worry about the haters, they're just jealous. Your set is VERY nice.
setherington:
hey up
your first sets pretty damn special
cant wait to see more killer loveness
loves it!!!
your first sets pretty damn special
cant wait to see more killer loveness
loves it!!!
still feel bubbly. carbonated. like my blood has magically been transformed into sodapop. this is a really big deal for me, you know. tracey and sarah got accounts because of me. i got all stupid and mushy and kept hugging tracey. i keep prodding her to send in a set, to get in while the gettins good; the girl has class, style, grace under pressure,...
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queen_reality:
You ought to be one of the most passionate people I've ever read about in this site.
I love this post. Especially when you described the difference between kissing a man & a woman.
You truly have a way with words. Keep the good blogs coming
& again, congrats on your set. glad it makes you happy
I love this post. Especially when you described the difference between kissing a man & a woman.
You truly have a way with words. Keep the good blogs coming
& again, congrats on your set. glad it makes you happy
chrissteele:
Friend - oh, I love that word too. You are beautiful!!!
oh. my. god.
my set is going up. live. in a little less than three hours.
MY SET IS GOING UP. FOR REAL. me? ME? this cant be... i... oh my god.
I HAVENT BEEN THIS HAPPY AND NERVOUS AND EXCITED SINCE I LOST MY VIRGINITY!!!!
yeah, i know, a lot of things can make you just as happy as first losing your virginity... say......
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my set is going up. live. in a little less than three hours.
MY SET IS GOING UP. FOR REAL. me? ME? this cant be... i... oh my god.
I HAVENT BEEN THIS HAPPY AND NERVOUS AND EXCITED SINCE I LOST MY VIRGINITY!!!!
yeah, i know, a lot of things can make you just as happy as first losing your virginity... say......
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trahern:
Hail Satan! No... wait...
Meh. Yay for your self-esteem!
Yes, that seems to do the trick. I haven't actually seen you naked yet. I should probably look through July's sets now it's only two and a half hours until August (here, anyway). But I'm just too drunk and all I wanna do right now is log into World of Warcraft.
Which I'm gonna go do once I catch up on commenting on people's journals or whatever.
Meh. Yay for your self-esteem!
Yes, that seems to do the trick. I haven't actually seen you naked yet. I should probably look through July's sets now it's only two and a half hours until August (here, anyway). But I'm just too drunk and all I wanna do right now is log into World of Warcraft.
Which I'm gonna go do once I catch up on commenting on people's journals or whatever.
deadguytwitchin:
Amen?
But what a damn lucky drug addict guy. Geez... you are sexy as hell and shouldn't be going through that crap young as you are...
Great set...
Lucks
But what a damn lucky drug addict guy. Geez... you are sexy as hell and shouldn't be going through that crap young as you are...
Great set...
Lucks
HELP ME.
i am trying to upload a video into 'myvideos' and I CANT FIGURE IT OUT. i got the video i want; its quicktime, ive been trying for almost 12 hours straight and all im getting is this 'programming' box.
i know its near impossible to talk someone through this but i am sincerely at the end of my stupid rope.
i am trying to upload a video into 'myvideos' and I CANT FIGURE IT OUT. i got the video i want; its quicktime, ive been trying for almost 12 hours straight and all im getting is this 'programming' box.
i know its near impossible to talk someone through this but i am sincerely at the end of my stupid rope.
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cosette:
AAAAAAH!!!!!!!! Your set is going live tonight!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT!!! Yay for Alissa's girls!! 
zombette:
oh my god.
OK. i went to the bank today, as i was instructed to do by the assistant manager (who has been extremely kind and helpful through this whole fucking ordeal from hell) and after two weeks of not knowing, of ulcers forming, of nail-biting, of anxiety and breakdowns...
the money orders are legit.
oh. my. god.
i cannot wrap my head around this. unless it was...
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the money orders are legit.
oh. my. god.
i cannot wrap my head around this. unless it was...
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punknitemike:
OMG...your mark ryden tattoo is absolutely incredible! im a HUGE fan of his and that tattoo of yours just blows my mind! and next time come to havana, i wanna meet you!!!
minarose:
marry me<3
i am A QUEUED WOMAN again! oh wow it made me feel better to see that. ive been checking it hourly. i freely admit im obsessive/compulsive, but only about certain things.
only certain things.
i will be so happy when my set goes up live; it will be a real good smackaroo right in the face for my ex. i am not a vindictive person....
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only certain things.
i will be so happy when my set goes up live; it will be a real good smackaroo right in the face for my ex. i am not a vindictive person....
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badsun2:
It sux ass when things get so bad it seems like there's no peace even after break-up. Fuck it! On your own life now anyway. Congrats on the cue. Looking forward to it 
mrkatos:
"after being deserted by the person you treasured above all others; it forces you to rethink a few things you took for granted as truths"
Very eloquent. You concisely state the harsh reality that one faces when going through a breakup. I wouldn't be surprised if many people would nod at your words and know them to be truth; I know this applies to what I was going through during a terribly messy breakup of my own several months ago.
I hope you feel better, that releasing your doubts and anger onto the written page helps ya feel less of that in real life.
Please don't feel that you are cheating on your ex if you do things he wouldn't approve of (including meeting new boys). One of the wonderful things I discovered was that I didn't have to consider myself in relation to my horrid ex anymore; likewise, your self-image should not be primarily influenced by the ex (one hopes he's more of a footnote, now). You don't have to compare his values and desires to yours, and try to hold his wants up as some sort of standard you are obligated to. In time the need to have a daily dose of joy at his misfortune or the impulse to feel despair when he appears to be succeeding at something, anything, will also fade. Hopefully, the need to know this person that in previous times gave the illusion that you knew all there was to know will fade. These are lessons I learned as I was putting myself back together after my breakup.
I can only hope you can glean some small sense of encouragement from my basically anonymous comment on your blog. Good luck! You deserve to feel good.
Very eloquent. You concisely state the harsh reality that one faces when going through a breakup. I wouldn't be surprised if many people would nod at your words and know them to be truth; I know this applies to what I was going through during a terribly messy breakup of my own several months ago.
I hope you feel better, that releasing your doubts and anger onto the written page helps ya feel less of that in real life.
Please don't feel that you are cheating on your ex if you do things he wouldn't approve of (including meeting new boys). One of the wonderful things I discovered was that I didn't have to consider myself in relation to my horrid ex anymore; likewise, your self-image should not be primarily influenced by the ex (one hopes he's more of a footnote, now). You don't have to compare his values and desires to yours, and try to hold his wants up as some sort of standard you are obligated to. In time the need to have a daily dose of joy at his misfortune or the impulse to feel despair when he appears to be succeeding at something, anything, will also fade. Hopefully, the need to know this person that in previous times gave the illusion that you knew all there was to know will fade. These are lessons I learned as I was putting myself back together after my breakup.
I can only hope you can glean some small sense of encouragement from my basically anonymous comment on your blog. Good luck! You deserve to feel good.
i am unqueued now and confusion is mounting. its been a rough month, friends. its been a rough five fucking years, to tell the truth and save a lie. i was just watching the first tour dvd of the suicidegirls and it looked like so much fun. id like to meet missy someday, but i bet she exists on a totally different astral plane than...
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itsy:
wait... babe are you queued or unqueued???
so confused.
p.s. you need to be queued!
so confused.
p.s. you need to be queued!
zombette:
thank you, apexxx. its hard to talk about, hard to write about, and hard to listen to; so thats a hell of a damn kind offer and i wont forget it. (i wont tell anyone that youre a softie, either. your secrets safe with me)
and now IM QUEUED!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, I DONT KNOW HOW IT GOT FIXED, BUT IM QUEUED!! AND I HAVE A REAL HARD TIME TYPING THAT WORD!! SO ILL JUST SAY IM OFFICIALLY BACK IN LINE!!! HOORAY!!
and now IM QUEUED!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, I DONT KNOW HOW IT GOT FIXED, BUT IM QUEUED!! AND I HAVE A REAL HARD TIME TYPING THAT WORD!! SO ILL JUST SAY IM OFFICIALLY BACK IN LINE!!! HOORAY!!
oooh kay... after a full friday night, saturday all day and night, and sunday all day and night of emailing various government officials (including my local cop shop, the state police, the attorney general, the FBI branch for dealing with email/internet fraud, my local paper... lets see... my bank of course... and everyone else on earth in AUTHORITY, explaining what a sucker i was and...
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zombette:
aaarrr matey meow heh heh
yeah it was a pisser of a weekend.
i think getting all the emails and documentation together and worrying about who i was going to have to talk to was the worst. and i still dont really know the full ramifications. the bank wont know what to do with me for at least a couple days. i could end up with a little of my money, i could end up dead broke and owing them a thousand dollars.
and im not going to think about that anymore. im going to go out there and try to establish myself so im not a 'noob' anymore. i swear some of the posts and shit on the boards reminds me of catty, nasty, inappropriate sorority girls fighting for alpha female.
whatever, dude, i just wish my set would go up already.
know what im sayin?
yeah it was a pisser of a weekend.
i think getting all the emails and documentation together and worrying about who i was going to have to talk to was the worst. and i still dont really know the full ramifications. the bank wont know what to do with me for at least a couple days. i could end up with a little of my money, i could end up dead broke and owing them a thousand dollars.
and im not going to think about that anymore. im going to go out there and try to establish myself so im not a 'noob' anymore. i swear some of the posts and shit on the boards reminds me of catty, nasty, inappropriate sorority girls fighting for alpha female.
whatever, dude, i just wish my set would go up already.
know what im sayin?
druggist:
oh, i remember you as a hopeful! congrats on going pink
im scared. i mean bullshit fucking terrified.
i dont know who reading this knows, but i have a few profiles set up on a few modeling sites. just hoping to get some freelance work or even prints because any model worth her salt has to have a decent portfolio. i get a lot of correspondence, actually, some of it good, some of it not so...
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i dont know who reading this knows, but i have a few profiles set up on a few modeling sites. just hoping to get some freelance work or even prints because any model worth her salt has to have a decent portfolio. i get a lot of correspondence, actually, some of it good, some of it not so...
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vance333:
I hate to say this but you've been taken . No one sends money orders to be cashed and then have the cash sent to them. THink hard , why would some forienger have you cash money orders and send them to an address in this country. You have one choice contact the FBI and let them know you are a victim of a scam .
This is the real world "TRUST NO ONE!".
This is the real world "TRUST NO ONE!".
christinarenee:
add me to your myspace
And I loved your set too. I 'd been waiting for a while for it to go up (though the wait must've been way worse for you, haha!