ick. thats all i have to say. ick. its almost 1pm, i got no sleep, and i have my first mock practical exam at school in 4 hours. i THINK im all prepared for it. i certainly had to BUY enough SHIT for it. sometimes i regret getting into cosmetology. but it seemed like a good idea at the time, and i needed something to...
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really busy few weeks ahead. REALLY busy. i have to get shit together for my doctor, i have to pick up that cd of the shoot from george (i might just have him mail it to me if he would be that kind, because he wants me to pick it up tomorrow and im going to be nowhere NEAR the scarab club tomorrow)
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2shadowland:
pure energy
pure energy 
ginary:
sorry about your divorce troubles , stay sweet and beautiful hun! 
first of all, i have an exquisitely horrible headache. i just took a couple excedrin. for some reason, excedrin is the only non-prescription painkiller that does anything for my headaches. its in the back of my neck.
i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i want the day off to draw and lay around the house and think. i have some thinking to do....
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i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i want the day off to draw and lay around the house and think. i have some thinking to do....
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vanessa:
Excedrin's the only thing that works for me when I get a migraine.
I wonder why that is. Usually motrin helps with all my body aches and pains except migraines, it has no effect on them whatsoever.
I wonder why that is. Usually motrin helps with all my body aches and pains except migraines, it has no effect on them whatsoever.
rozdoss:
i hope everything is going to turn ok for you and that you'll feel as happy as you deserve to be.
and I wanted to let you know that I think you have an amazingly beautiful face, I love your big eyes and your lips.
and I wanted to let you know that I think you have an amazingly beautiful face, I love your big eyes and your lips.
so i did a photoshoot today! tracey was my stylist and went with me to the scarab club to meet with george booth; we shot an hour set and i think im going to be very pleased with the results. he was extremely professional and i hope to work with him in the future. i cant wait to see these photographs!! i got the $100...
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devilsreject:
Good for you for not letting him have that power over you. Divorce isn't easy, been there played that game.
Good days help so much don't they?
Good days help so much don't they?
xx_river_xx:
Meh... don't let Nick bother you. He's going to pull this shit his whole life with anyone he's with. I don't think he's doing it to mindfuck you, or even to hurt you. I think you're MUCH better off without him sweetie. I am sorry he's running like a scared little bitch though. That does put a damper on a good day. Just focus on the awesome day you had BEFORE that. And post pictures of some of the gorgeous outfite you got!
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xx_river_xx:
If you're on stuff for depression AND anxiety, you should talk to your doc about maybe having Cyclothymia. That's what I have, and I am on mood STABILIZERS now. They work so much better. 
And if you are having a bad day, hop on the computer and give me a shout!
And if you are having a bad day, hop on the computer and give me a shout!
karma:
Have you been in the Fan Art group yet?? I love it!
let me see if i can get some pictures up here from the baby shower. it ended up being a blast, by the way. i had a great time. got to see people that i hardly ever see, and everyone was sober for a change!!... well, everyone except the babydaddy who decided to go on a bar-run almost as soon as he walked in. as...
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78walk:
Glad to see you had a good time.
Love your expression in that next-to-last pic!
Love your expression in that next-to-last pic!
ed1e1us:
Your huge eyes look stunning..glad the shower turned out fine
i dont know how much longer i can stand this.
all of this.
my whole life.
i dont know.
i hate where i live. i hate the circumstances that are controlling my life. i hate this.
the thing is, i could change it. i could change it drastically. but im afraid. i could buy an airline ticket one way to LA, but where would i...
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all of this.
my whole life.
i dont know.
i hate where i live. i hate the circumstances that are controlling my life. i hate this.
the thing is, i could change it. i could change it drastically. but im afraid. i could buy an airline ticket one way to LA, but where would i...
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trahern:
No, I'm not making use of ceilings, in study or bedroom. I used to. At the time I had a thing for celebrity fakes. I had a dozen above my bed.
You see, my usual routine was to wake up, roll over and go back to sleep. The celeb fakes would catch me mid-roll, and I'd end up playing with myself until I was too awake to go back to sleep.
It worked great... until my eyesight went. *sigh*
No, I'm not making use of ceilings, in study or bedroom. I used to. At the time I had a thing for celebrity fakes. I had a dozen above my bed.
You see, my usual routine was to wake up, roll over and go back to sleep. The celeb fakes would catch me mid-roll, and I'd end up playing with myself until I was too awake to go back to sleep.
It worked great... until my eyesight went. *sigh*
ed1e1us:
Hey Baby, I feel for you...its rough. Know that no matter where you end up, you will always have to deal with 'you'. Take time out to find you and what it is that you need and want.
Be strong baby
Be strong baby
tomorrow is my best friends baby shower. im so excited. i got her WAY too much stuff.
but it was all stuff from her registry, so its not like she wont be getting anything she doesnt want. i really cant wait to meet this baby. i hope the shower goes well. susie is friends with EVERYONE and some of her friends dont like me. maybe...
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but it was all stuff from her registry, so its not like she wont be getting anything she doesnt want. i really cant wait to meet this baby. i hope the shower goes well. susie is friends with EVERYONE and some of her friends dont like me. maybe...
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2shadowland:
one car for you, very skinny one
sureality:
why you nervous about your photoshoot?
dear god im so tired. my eyes are closing of their own free will. but, valiantly, i am plowing forward anyway.
i dont know why i write. it makes me feel better, in a way. its my version of a band-aid for all the cuts and scrapes in my brain.
i have a baby shower in a couple of days, and a photoshoot on the...
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i dont know why i write. it makes me feel better, in a way. its my version of a band-aid for all the cuts and scrapes in my brain.
i have a baby shower in a couple of days, and a photoshoot on the...
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scarlett:
hi beautiful. hows ur night going?
wanna see my video i did last year for horrorfesT?
too bad i didnt win
are u gunna try out this year>?
we should do a vid together!
hey how do you like cosmetology school? i start sept 11th. nervous. hope its not all drama
wanna see my video i did last year for horrorfesT?
too bad i didnt win
are u gunna try out this year>?
we should do a vid together!
hey how do you like cosmetology school? i start sept 11th. nervous. hope its not all drama
78walk:
You absolutely should do a Horrorfest video - I know you'd have a dramatic presence. Wish I were close enough to help out.
as i was driving home from school today (my mother lets me drive as long as SHE is in the car with me), she told me she spoke to my aunt jane on the phone. and she isnt doing well.
at all.
aunt jane has always been close to my heart. the best part of it, really. i consider her a queen among mortals. and...
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at all.
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ozzz:
Hold her hand, tell her you love her, tell her the impact she's had on your life, how she inspires you to be a better person, to fight, to never give up, to stride for love on everyone around you.
And tell her that when she passes, she'll live on through you, and that you will make damn sure that your kids and all other generations after you know, recognize, and respect the strength, love and impact your aunt Jane has had in your life and all those around her.
Knowing that, I would be confident I had lived a full life.
I won't hope that you feel better, that would be unrealistic. But I do hope for you to have the strength to cope through this or any hardship.
Hugs!!
And tell her that when she passes, she'll live on through you, and that you will make damn sure that your kids and all other generations after you know, recognize, and respect the strength, love and impact your aunt Jane has had in your life and all those around her.
Knowing that, I would be confident I had lived a full life.
I won't hope that you feel better, that would be unrealistic. But I do hope for you to have the strength to cope through this or any hardship.
Hugs!!
surl:
oh honey, I'm so sorry
I saw you applied for the penpal group, you can join my group too if you want!
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