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I'm fairly confident that I am done highschool now.
I would chant and cheer that I'm done highschool forever, but if I don't get 70% in english, I have to take summer school in order to keep my placement at the university that I'm going to.

I'm pretty sure I got it though.
I got 79% on that essay I wrote. I was fucking amazed....
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bridgetwnpeddler:
3 days? no Zarina comments.. am I actually missing you?

Where are you?
velvetkither:
i got a fullbody massage in fiji, and i , m, liked it....yeah it was cool....i dont have much else to say.
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soon I have to leave for what will more then likely be my last dance recital ever.

Things are coming to an end.

Things are starting.

None of it feels real.

I'm just glad that I don't have to wake for dance in the mornings anymore after tomorrow.

xoxo
-Zarina
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git:
awww... I totally remember my last dance recital at the end of highskool. I'd been dancing in studios since I was 2, so it was really really sad. frown
asreal1:
Thank you smile

In-between stages feel strange, huh? I wasn't excited or sad for my graduation this year. I was just kind of... there. If you've finished something you've been working towards for five years, isn't it supposed to feel like more than that?
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I realized last night how addicted I am to this site while I was on the internet at my friends house and for some reason was unable to log in from her computer. I was seriously going through withdrawl. It was sad. I just wanted to show her a picture of my kitten in a funnel.... and wander into the chat...

Speaking of kitten's. She...
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samskara:
you really cant keep secrets can you? smile

its okay, i dont really care. i just didnt want too many highschool people to know, since highschool people tend to misunderstand and blow things out of proportion... but whatever, highschool's fucking done forever.
pihka:
Oh, I see...it sounds like a pretty good place to work at indeed. Im crossing my claws for you to become a serving wench, then. Yay! biggrin
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I got a new pet on the way home from school today. His name is Sir Tapioca the second.
I'll post a picture of him later.

I'm going to my elementary school best friend's house party tonight, it shall serve to be a good time. I haven't seen her in a year.

This time next week, I will no longer be in highschool and never...
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paulnikon:
I cry when ever an enlarger breaks.
Photo-nerd 1st Class.
flux:
i cried like a baby when i graduated high school.
hehehe. we win.
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I had the most perfect day ever today.
I'm really fucking tired right now but I want to immortalize it and put it in atleast one of my journals before I go to sleep and loose the wonderful feelings inside of me.

First off, I had the most fucking vivid dream last night, and was it not also vivid but I was haveing an all...
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cheech:
Hey Z; wanted to say I was impressed by the Gay Pimp video and hope to look it up to view the whole enchilada sometime this weekend. Tonight? ha, I got like 8 zillion people to write to...but I will look it up. "Hey, dude."

Rosie Grier said it's alright to cry, so go ahead. I wish I could see your plays; that would rule the school.
tygertyger:
Glad to hear you're happy. smile

Um, yeah, that's about it, I guess.
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Opinion Question:
(I'm going to try to not make this as biased as possible)

2 members of an indie band unsuspectedly quit their band in a way that leaves them on not so good of terms with their now ex band members to move across the country to start a new band with a member of a not so indie band that left her band...
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leningrad:
all too many bands have "former members of" on their label. if the bands style's are comparable, this is an acceptable thing. eg; Bane and Barrit (sp? also check me for correctness). If the new band is not so much the same, it's merely self-aggrandisement. Much like calling a movie "produced by the team that brough you..."
ginger:
thanks for posting about my set. your butt is hot, i totally saw it on the webcam. yay!
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Perfection is sitting in your room, with the window open while it's storming outside and listening to the song Into Dust, by Mazzy Star, knowing that from here on in, the stress goes down hill

I'm done my essay, and it actually looks good. Many thanks to peart22, Cereal_Killer, spikybluegirl, KungfuDwarf and Flux for all their help kiss

xoxo
-Zarina
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fenris23:
Next time you need help in any way with an essay I will help. I am a very good editor.... And I am pathetically eager to please. wink
samskara:
man, i have to go all the way over to schomburg? maybe, i'll talk to her about it tomorrow, she wasnt at school today.
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Just a quick little update that I really shouldn't be doing since I'm supposed to be working on my big ass (well... 1200 word) essay that's due tomorrow...

Peart22 is my saviour and without him there would be no way in hell I'd be able to write this.

To him, I send many kisses and thankyous

xoxo
-Zarina
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tatum:
Good luck on finishing your essay! kiss
hollywoodrocks:
that is really nice...
and good luck on your paper..



[Edited on Jun 08, 2003]
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Went to see my friend's band, The Bloody Mannequin's, last night. I was fucking impressed. I haven't seen them play since the summer and even then, when they were just fresh and new and had only been together for about 3 months, they were good.

Last night they blew me away. They remind me of early Hole, like Live Through This era.

They're going to...
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itsalivemedia:
ERm....niec webcam.....here's to boobies!
tattoosnscrews:
The Salads Rock ass!
I'm digging Robin Black too..
Still hunting down the rest...
Thank you so much for putting me into their direction.
After I'm done with these I am coming for more.
kiss
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!URGENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone think massively good happy good luck thoughts for my dearest Scratching Post today whether you know who they are or not.

Much appreciated,
xoxo
-Zarina
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leiru13:
I am hungry and there is nothing to eat. My step-bitch is cleaning out the kitchen because of the ant problem, and won't let me fry some eggs for myself. And where I live, at my foster mom's, we have no means to fry eggs.

And the bastards at the bar downstairs kept me up all night.
fuckers! fuck them all!

oh, yeah, but the good news is that I looked at appartments today and may have found one. My father doesn't like it as much as I do, but he hasn't seen any of the others that I have looked at.
samskara:
ha, your cat's a lampshade.
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I have a sudden urge to shoot a new set right this second.

Too bad I don't have:
A) anyone to shoot it
B) various things needed to shoot it myself
C) various items needed to shoot various themes I want to do

Ah well, hopefully soon...
must talk with some people...

xoxo
-Zarina
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edea:
hey babycake!! I will have something for you very soon I just need you to e-mail me you're address!! I won't be able to mail it till I get into my new apartment... but thats only a week away...woohoo!!!
paulnikon:
Come to Florida. I'll do it. Be one good set too.
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~Zarina's countdown until she's finally done fucking highschool~

15 days
10 school days

Dance:
1 Preformance

Art:
2 Buildings
1 Portfolio

Photography:
1 Summative
1 Portfolio
1 roll of film
1 Special Effect
1 CD cover
1 Art Show

English:
2 Presentations
1 ISU Essay
1 Exam

Zarina is a happy but busy duck

Actually lie, Zarina is a generally happy and busy duck, but...
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cheech:
Oh, our sweet Zarina wouldn't smack anyone, you're much too gentle.

SmacK

ouch! blackeyed
bijou:
hay zarina, you do ballet?? or some other kind of dance?