You know what? Fuck it, It's my journal, I'm going to write whatever I want... I'm no longer here for being that chick that is oh so positive...... I have a real life that is fucking narly. I love dancing, but hate the girls I work with..... they hate on me, because I actually just want out. and they hate that. I don't want to...
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Every time I read the news on new orleans, I want to cry. What is wrong with this country? The federal government let people starve in 100 degree heat and humidity on top of thier whole lives being turned into a toxic waste lake, and these people have lost everything. Isn't it great that the jack ass running the country cut his vacation two days...
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optimism:
I'm sorry to have to agree with you. If you wanted to move up here...
jomei:
Voltaire,
In the end the only people we have to blame for our Government is ourselves... and those who came before us.
As for the corruption, that has been there for ages. Just never so blantely obvious.
Jomei
In the end the only people we have to blame for our Government is ourselves... and those who came before us.
As for the corruption, that has been there for ages. Just never so blantely obvious.
Jomei
I saw the Rambo of black widow spiders tonight.... she aws beautiful! I'm usually scared of spiders; in fact I'm terrified, but she was so graceful and so BIG.... I'm learning to respect them........ I wish I had pics! she was like three inches in diameter with leg span....... just ask wan......................
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eli:
a dangerous female
wan:
(just humor her)
... yeah, it was the super-size scoop of black widows.
no, really, it was.
maybe ask splixx what he likes for a name?
he was always trying to get people to name his paintings.
... yeah, it was the super-size scoop of black widows.
no, really, it was.
maybe ask splixx what he likes for a name?
he was always trying to get people to name his paintings.
I'm sick and tired of people who try to act "cool". If you have to try, you're obviously not.
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thora:
I could be better, but I wasn't in the path of a pissed of Madre Natura, at least. Thanks for asking! How are you? 
thora:
Wow!
And that's funny; I just finished reading about spideys.
And that's funny; I just finished reading about spideys.
If you pray at all, pray for the folks in New Orleans.
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mora:
i don't pray. but if i did it would be for the people of biloxi especially.
jaytan:
Yeah, I was meaning more just the fact that Katrina wasn't causing as much damage throughout the rest of the US, but I admit, I'm floored by the damage reports to N.O.
Well, if the country rallies around and helps pitch in on the rebuilding, at least some good will come of it, I suppose.
Well, if the country rallies around and helps pitch in on the rebuilding, at least some good will come of it, I suppose.
wtf?!?! I should be asleep right now getting my "beauty" rest..... I have a fucking shoot tomorrow..... good night.......
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velle:
yeah...well what i have seen of the movie so far is....just bad. it seems like they never even WATCHED aeon flux. it is saddening. plus theres a lot you know they arent going to put in the movie and put in dumb stuff. bleh.
anyway, i loooove your tattoos and all your photosets. you probably hear that all the time but once more cant hurt...probably.
anyway, i loooove your tattoos and all your photosets. you probably hear that all the time but once more cant hurt...probably.
jj_r0x0rz:
hope you rest went well....i have to work on a movie set >_<
I'll be back right after this commercial break.
I hate TV.
I hate TV.
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sicily:
i give you a call in a little while...the psycho? just another fucked up human.
zaksmith:
hey, i'm ok--seeing the end of the tunnel on all those paintings--so i can slow down--i got to see some bands play. Back feels ok. Just trying to simultaneously be ready for my show and enjoy the summer before it's gone.
What's up with you?
What's up with you?
I'm wishing my life was a lot more simple.... I want.... well, I don't know what I want...............
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mckenzie:
I feel the same way, I know I want something but I have no clue what I want..... 
lynnailove:
I enjoy reading your journals, so you know. It's always hard to know what you want in life, and when you think you know - it can still change. Luck to you!
Good afternoon! hello SG....
RIGHT NOW
I'm sitting here eating a mango and drinking green tea. My house is a complete mess, as I decided to clean out my closet. now it looks like my closet vomited all over half my apartment. How did I wind up with so much shit? good god, I'll never know...... I'm only half done, too.....
MY LEG
is getting...
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I'm sitting here eating a mango and drinking green tea. My house is a complete mess, as I decided to clean out my closet. now it looks like my closet vomited all over half my apartment. How did I wind up with so much shit? good god, I'll never know...... I'm only half done, too.....
MY LEG
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argene:
1. No. The closest I came was when they carted my dad and I to a police station b/c they thought the car he was driving was stolen (it wasn't, my mom worked at a car dealership and she bought the car months ago-the dealership still hadn't processed the paperwork 
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2. I'm a virgin.
3. Dark moss green
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2. I'm a virgin.
3. Dark moss green
gina:
-have you ever been arrested?
A: nope, but I came close to getting fined for indecent exposure ..getting jiggy on a baseball field w a dude back in the day, a cop walked up on us
-what is the most public place you have had sex?
A: at Grassmere Zoo on my lunch break with my guy..with the front door open in mid day
-what is you favorite color for today?
A: pink always pink...
hope your leg is feeling better! -G
A: nope, but I came close to getting fined for indecent exposure ..getting jiggy on a baseball field w a dude back in the day, a cop walked up on us
-what is the most public place you have had sex?
A: at Grassmere Zoo on my lunch break with my guy..with the front door open in mid day
-what is you favorite color for today?
A: pink always pink...
hope your leg is feeling better! -G
I wish the pain would stop. I am normally very flexible, and can touch not only my toes but my palms flat to the floor with my elbows bent...... today it hurts to even try to touch my knees. the shittiest thing is, I have to try to work on tuesday too........
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melted:
Sorry about you leg, hope it gets better soon.
I know what you mean about losing interest in getting high. I remember the last time I smoked pot. It was in the valley in a sort of backyard tent at a party , with people who were more acquaintances than friends. I could hear police sirens in the distance; coming down, feeling paranoid, I just wanted to be done with it, to go home, read a book, get something done. What a waist of time. I wanted a clear mind.
I know what you mean about losing interest in getting high. I remember the last time I smoked pot. It was in the valley in a sort of backyard tent at a party , with people who were more acquaintances than friends. I could hear police sirens in the distance; coming down, feeling paranoid, I just wanted to be done with it, to go home, read a book, get something done. What a waist of time. I wanted a clear mind.
phaedrus33:
Voltaire, hope your pain is easing -- there sure seems to be a lot of good kharma in this list urging for your speedy and safe recovery, and it gets my vote, too.
Off the point but in your area of expertise: I don't qualify for the Sex Workers group, but since the group includes dancers there's someone I hope you can keep in your thoughts: Taliya has been dancing at the Orchid in Reno for about four years, while producing two high-quality CDs in a new-age band, that's sort of a distillation of Enya, Joni Mitchell and Sarah McLachlan, and indeed her own signature style. She's supported the members of the band, purchased the equipment, rented studio time and kept a roof over, all this based on what she earns dancing at the Orchid. You all know it's a hard-earned living, and she's done it with grace and style. The band has polish, imagination, and a really eclectic style, and she is one hell of a producer.
She and her band are performing in SF at the Brava Theater Center, 2789 24th St., San Francisco, on Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 4 p.m. in a performance that will benefit the Foreign Language Scholarship Fund. If there's any way you can spread the word to dancers in the area, I am sure she'd appreciate their support. More info at the SG events page for September 18, or at http://www.taliya.net/events.html All of the members of your group know what it's like to try to make it in this world. I think it would mean a lot to Taliya for her to know she's got support from members of the group.
Thanks for considering this request. . . .
Off the point but in your area of expertise: I don't qualify for the Sex Workers group, but since the group includes dancers there's someone I hope you can keep in your thoughts: Taliya has been dancing at the Orchid in Reno for about four years, while producing two high-quality CDs in a new-age band, that's sort of a distillation of Enya, Joni Mitchell and Sarah McLachlan, and indeed her own signature style. She's supported the members of the band, purchased the equipment, rented studio time and kept a roof over, all this based on what she earns dancing at the Orchid. You all know it's a hard-earned living, and she's done it with grace and style. The band has polish, imagination, and a really eclectic style, and she is one hell of a producer.
She and her band are performing in SF at the Brava Theater Center, 2789 24th St., San Francisco, on Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 4 p.m. in a performance that will benefit the Foreign Language Scholarship Fund. If there's any way you can spread the word to dancers in the area, I am sure she'd appreciate their support. More info at the SG events page for September 18, or at http://www.taliya.net/events.html All of the members of your group know what it's like to try to make it in this world. I think it would mean a lot to Taliya for her to know she's got support from members of the group.
Thanks for considering this request. . . .
xo
I understand what you are saying completely.
I found a recipe I thought you might like.