Napping has of late become a haunting experience for me. The first time it really shook me was about a month ago. The wind was howling outside during my internals of lucid dreaming. It chilled me to the bone, so much so that finding comfort in consciousness was difficult.
The sound of the wind whipping outside my window now stirs fear in me when before...
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The sound of the wind whipping outside my window now stirs fear in me when before...
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anticus:
Trystmas
doctashock:
I actually like it when I have those lucid dreams. But then again it might have something to do with my fucked up spiritual beliefs and the fact that I see them as communication between realms.
Journaling and poetry used to be an escape for me, but as time passes it almost seems like a trap, a sort of cage for the emotions that justifies never sharing those feelings and thoughts with PEOPLE. People who matter. People like family, best friends, enemies, lovers.
I'm not saying my diary days are over, and I'm also not insinuating that this piece of shit...
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I'm not saying my diary days are over, and I'm also not insinuating that this piece of shit...
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jimmyjoe:
i undestand totally. but the way you worded some of your feelings were so witty and interesting. well, you know where to find me ?
jimmyjoe
jimmyjoe
theboychris:
I usually find Jack Daniels helps to 'share emotions' - teehee
go check out my band's new song "Goodbye"
here. Send us a friend request, and let us know what you think. Thanks.
Other than that, my life is not up for discussion at the current time. Love you all,
Laura
here. Send us a friend request, and let us know what you think. Thanks.
Other than that, my life is not up for discussion at the current time. Love you all,
Laura
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theboychris:
Will go take me a look now... as for you life situation...
*raises eybrow*
You ok there hun?
*raises eybrow*
You ok there hun?
anticus:
I want to talk to you.
You cannot live a full life if you do not let on.
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jimmyjoe:
it's good to be back 
xoxoxo jm
xoxoxo jm
tornfrommyheart:
hey thanks for the add!
nothing matters. but I mean that in a cheerful way.
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syh:
I agree--also cheerfully.
thenine:
Today I agree, wholeheartedly.
beautiful day. beautiful day.
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vonbaxter:
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
nocontrol:
don't let it get away.
One day HWLMLILH.
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theboychris:
One day he will...
One should probably never ease back into food consumption with a 711 burrito. 
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anticus:
I am in love with someone incapable of loving.
cheech:
Hey, Big Burrito! Wazzup?
Mom says if I really love him maybe it is worth fighting for him. How can I fight whenn I can barely walk?.
Please tell me, what is happiness to you? I want to know what happiness is to you. Use explicit detail. Enlighten me. Because to me, it's just him. just him beside me and his arms around me. Fucking pathetic.
this was the...
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Please tell me, what is happiness to you? I want to know what happiness is to you. Use explicit detail. Enlighten me. Because to me, it's just him. just him beside me and his arms around me. Fucking pathetic.
this was the...
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punknitemike:
so im guessing something must have happened with the boy? and you are now sad...very sad! and your emotions & feelings are so strong that now you are unable to do almost anything! but at least you are venting!
happiness...i think its different for everybody. i think being content is being happy! having a job, car, your own belongings, friends...that kinda stuff makes me happy! but im sure it goes much deeper for others like yourself!
i miss ya!
happiness...i think its different for everybody. i think being content is being happy! having a job, car, your own belongings, friends...that kinda stuff makes me happy! but im sure it goes much deeper for others like yourself!
i miss ya!
ulstersaysdrink:
Happiness; A soft ripe cheese, you know the kind that melts at room temperature
tomorrow I'm going to get wellbutrin. does anyone have anything to say about this drug? does it help?
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whatshisnuts:
My girl takes it and another pill just to get out of bed everyday. I've been on two different things and now I'm on nothing. I may give it another shot though.
lombardy:
It works for me but it takes a while to get into the system and start to have an effect.