I am at a very anti social period in my life right now.Tonight I went out and was hanging out with friends at this club called moonday (it just sounds hippy its actually sorta a fetish club) and I felt so alone.How can i feel alone in a crowded place so often.My friends are great because they kept introducing me to people and what not...
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doll_:
I have a hard time being "social" when I listen to conversations from afar and am just irritated by how un-cool i feel.
I guess I am destined to be a dork for ever, and never a hipster with something cool and interesting to say.
I also find that now, more than ever it is very important for me to have a great deal of "personal space" it seems that becasue of this I have aleanated the few only friends I had left after the post college purge. Where as once I thought it was great to have a "posse" I find that it just steals too much of my energy that I need to reserve for my own life.
They call, I screen, they call and e-mail, I dont answer.
They stop calling.
I am past the lonely stage, I kind of like it. I do feel bad.
But for once I am looking out for myself.
I dunno.
I guess I am destined to be a dork for ever, and never a hipster with something cool and interesting to say.
I also find that now, more than ever it is very important for me to have a great deal of "personal space" it seems that becasue of this I have aleanated the few only friends I had left after the post college purge. Where as once I thought it was great to have a "posse" I find that it just steals too much of my energy that I need to reserve for my own life.
They call, I screen, they call and e-mail, I dont answer.
They stop calling.
I am past the lonely stage, I kind of like it. I do feel bad.
But for once I am looking out for myself.
I dunno.
teeny__:
Don't worry.....I'm young and i get like that sometimes. I think it's normal. It''s hard talking to people. I hav eto have a pretty good conection with someone before I even attempt a friendship. 
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sicily:
i wanna see you DANCE in those fuckers!
stina:
which suburbia.. the original or the remake? DONT WATCH THE REMAKE!
well i spent last night with some friends at this place on the house in seattle it was pretty fun we played mortal combat on a big screen and rocked out to sabbath and dio.other than that we went to the hurricane and watched this really entertaining drunk couple till they got asked to leave over all a good night heres the crew at the...
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stina:
cute Man.. The whole makign the neighborhood too rich shit... that was happening in philly parts too.. Theyd make it all fancy college style.. cuz the college kids parents where worried about the ghetto being too close to thier kids
Man.. The whole makign the neighborhood too rich shit... that was happening in philly parts too.. Theyd make it all fancy college style.. cuz the college kids parents where worried about the ghetto being too close to thier kids
enola:
haha...hi there 
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hera:
Keep up with the bass playing...
Hope things are good for you! I'm just struggling through the sober life and try'n to find new hobbies to keep me busier.
Hope things are good for you! I'm just struggling through the sober life and try'n to find new hobbies to keep me busier.
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trevallion:
I know you were just waiting with much anticipation until you could get my coolness on your friends list. Had the pointer ready to go and everything. 
sophie_sass:
You gotta watch out for those walls! Maybe you need new glasses. 
today i went and saw hot hot heat at neumos it was less than impressive,but then my friend had earlier given me tickets to moonday at the fenix normally i hate pioneer squeer but i had a great time.i just found out one of my fav old bands got together and are touring.gang of four they are playing at the showbox in may fuck yeah.im...
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coco:
i just saw your comment in the prom group. i'm so excited you're coming!! 
scarlette:
Prom?? When was prom, I missed my own prom too!! I wanna see you break dance!
I will be coming to SF in May for the prom.It looks like I might be DJing the night before @ the stud for thier new discopunk night if things dont fall through.I also more than likely will dj on the following Monday @ The Blue Lagoon for The Box(electro/industrial set) in Santa Cruz.Maybe I will fit my band into playing on Sunday -hahahhahaa- then...
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dravenraine:
HEll yeah, sounds like hella fun!
hera:
HEY TAO!!!
Will we all get to hang out then? Thats rad your coming to santa cruz!! Maybe we can finally meet up.
Will we all get to hang out then? Thats rad your coming to santa cruz!! Maybe we can finally meet up.
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saida:
hey stranger .. long time no type.. how are things?
.. long time no type.. how are things?
stina:
hey.. keyboards rule... too bad i dont know how to play. But the sound effects are pretty fun even iof you have no talent. ha xo
keyboards rule... too bad i dont know how to play. But the sound effects are pretty fun even iof you have no talent. ha xothanks everyone for the birthday wishes.i had a pretty good time went to the twilight exit and sang 99 red balloons.i have been having alot of fun going out almost every night lately since my work leaned up a little on my schedule im sure its not for long though.i have a busy week coming up....
tuesday-elefant and radio 4 at chop suey
wednesday-scissor sisters...
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tuesday-elefant and radio 4 at chop suey
wednesday-scissor sisters...
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holly:
my friend justin is a dancer for will power who played with the scissor sisters...he's so cute.
man i wish i were in seattle right now....i need to get the fuck outta here. i am going to la in a couple weeks. wrong direction...i know....
man i wish i were in seattle right now....i need to get the fuck outta here. i am going to la in a couple weeks. wrong direction...i know....
scarlette:
I didn't know you just had a BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY!!
I am jealous of your active social life. Last night (Friday) I finished writing an essay, then Kristen edited it for me. We are SO much fun on Friday nights, OW!!
xoxo
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY!!
I am jealous of your active social life. Last night (Friday) I finished writing an essay, then Kristen edited it for me. We are SO much fun on Friday nights, OW!!
xoxo
So I am back from WI it was freezing there like -20 most the time.It was an amazing experience though because on the reservation i was related to just about everyone.The trippy thing was that two of my great-unkles were elders and told me some history.It made me realize how ill-relevant my problems are.deffinitaly a life changing experience.It was cool to hang out with SCARLETTE...
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ivy:
Happy birthday 
dravenraine:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah I think I need to get out of the house so I can get happy again!! hehe
yeah I think I need to get out of the house so I can get happy again!! hehe
so i leave for bay field wisconsin on friday it should be really wierd like -5 degrees for a ca. boy that sounds like a lil piece of hell on earth.before i leave though my ex gf is visiting up here with her fiance.which should be cool i havent gotten to hang out with her in a long time or meet him.we had an interesting...
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desdenova:
You know, a picture of me cuddling drums wouldn't work nearly as well as that keyboard picture.
aperfectsonnet:
Hola.
I sort of met you today at the grocery store.
I sort of met you today at the grocery store.
secondly, well, i guess there is no secondly.
sex dwarf is a great song.