treachery

today i bought a remix of blues explosion thats really good its remixed by dfa and !!!.its wierd i think im becoming more addicted to buying records lately maybe it will take place of smoking.tonite im going out for my first time since i quit to go get some second hand smoke and dance to 80s music.

today is day 5 of not smoking and i bought 2 records the fever cover of glamorous life and peaches with the guy from the butthole surfers they do a song called redneck sex.goodtimes.i let go of alot of emotional bagage two days ago and im feeling a little awkward.oh well when i get back from SF in may i am going to start a...
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I still havent smoked i know its only been two days but its a big deal to me.i have been buying records everyday though.yesterday i bought a limited press of :W:umpscut and some pretty cool comps one is on beggars banquet so it has bauhaus. love and rockets, the ramones, the fall, ect ect ect.then i got this other comp its called electronic body music...
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cool i got space ghost season 3.its a good day.anyway just got done djing and then i went dancing at 80s nite.tommorow i am quiting smoking we will se how that goes geeez im not looking foward to it.and how.

Dammit I need a new man purse and a haircut!

Damn I got off work so late tonite like at 2.30am.Things are pretty rendundant still but its okay I guess it will all pan out.Theres actually this one person I talk to when I have problems but hes on tour with his successful R&R band in europe right now so I think they will be back soon.Maybe I just miss all my old friends in...
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I just saw my EX on yahoo and so I decided I would say hi and it hurt my heart.It s so heavy these days I feel like an emotional basketcase.My life has become this mundane wake up go to work X 100.Even when i go out I feel alone and I am starting to not call my friends anymore.Whats my fucking problem?

dammit im sick right now.oh well thats not going to stop me from seeing motorhead on sunday.oh yeah and i have been on a freaks and geeks marathon lately.

lets get personal...
okay.
So I moved to Seattle in April of 2003 to be with this girl that lived in kent (no one warned me about girls from kent till after this fact).Anyway we had a relationship that was new to me which mostly involved role play,some light SandM,and bondage when seemed appropriate.Everything was going fine and dandy up to the point where the...
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so anyway death from above 1979 were really good those bastards have the keyboard i want.coming up on the 16th electric six and mix master mike are playing a free show at neumos fuck yeah i love these guys.plus in may is lcd soundsystem and gang of four.im missing dane cook on monday and hes pretty much my favorite comedian which im really fucking bummed...
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i guess im going to go to these arms are snakes,death from above 1979,and big business tonite my friend bought me a ticket i have never heard any of these bands except i have seen big business before so i will let you know.anyway im really anxious for prom i hope im not anti social.have a good night.