whoa! i don't think i'm in kansas anymore. haven't been able to log on...keep getting a notice that s.g. can't support explorer 5, and since i'm not at liberty to download stuff onto the computers i borrow, my presence on here is thwarted even more. i guess i like the new changes....different, maybe better...need to get used to it.
so tomorrow i leave for italia!...
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so tomorrow i leave for italia!...
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screamqueenpinup:
Oh... I missed out saying goodbye you cutie! Have a great trip. I got a couple new pet frogs this past weekend and my dream car two days ago, its all in my journal for yesterday. Things are looking up ! *hearts sqp*
eyesquad:
COME BACK COME BACK
oh dear lord.
would someone please, PLEASE, find the antidote to break the evil magic spell that has been cast over the feeble minds of the majority of californians who actually think electing arnold could be anything but a very very large bullet in the foot. if he gets in, i may become italy's next suicide girl, cuz i ain't comin home.
pray for us...
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would someone please, PLEASE, find the antidote to break the evil magic spell that has been cast over the feeble minds of the majority of californians who actually think electing arnold could be anything but a very very large bullet in the foot. if he gets in, i may become italy's next suicide girl, cuz i ain't comin home.
pray for us...
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reverendbenzo:
Hey at least Gary Coleman didn't win, right? RIGHT?!
funktion:
wher'd ya go?... you are missing all the new site goodness. hope you are well
p.s. i like your new fantasy
p.s. i like your new fantasy
wow, i have to say, i think i've got the best peeps as friends on this site...just got online for the first time in 5 days (computers =
) and read all the comments to my last entry. you. all. rock.
to you
so besides the fact that i can't get online and am resigning myself to the idea that i might be out of...
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bliss:
Good for you!!!!!
delirium_faerie:
there's a tigerlily bell! i love bells. i used to get one as an ornament every christmas when i was little. if i had my own house i'd have windchimes all over the outside.
when did you first lose your innocence? what was the apple that made it all irrevocable? i was just thinking about the christian creation story, and how we all, at some point in our personal lives, have an incident that awakens us, and our heart breaks for the first time...where the veil is dropped and we begin longing for paradise lost.
i'm not sure for...
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serialx:
I think it might be this:
When i was five and i had just learned the alphabet. So i took 26 sheets and wrote each letter from A-Z. When my dad got home i tried to show him that i knew my alphabet... just as i started he stopped me and told me that he would be right back and i could show him there. WHen he left he was picked up that night and i didnt see him till 15 years later. Yeah thats when it all went to shit.
BAMF!

When i was five and i had just learned the alphabet. So i took 26 sheets and wrote each letter from A-Z. When my dad got home i tried to show him that i knew my alphabet... just as i started he stopped me and told me that he would be right back and i could show him there. WHen he left he was picked up that night and i didnt see him till 15 years later. Yeah thats when it all went to shit.
BAMF!
screamqueenpinup:
Hi sweetie! Thanks for the kind words.
I'm still working on the singlehood although neither of us has admitted to being broken up. Probably has something to do with the fact that every time he is in town we're together, we talk on the phone several times a day, he just spent the last week with me, and his task of actually moving his things out seems to be dragging on longer and longer. Although, I know for a fact that he could have fit it all in the truck today. I'm the one who said he had to move out... out of state even. And he did and I'm not sad anymore. Now he is. Boy the tables have turned. Now he's the one have nightmares about me being with someone else, and so I may... soon. I'm going to be just fine.
I'm pretty excited about that Hickory Horn Devil page. Nearly 200 people have looked at it already. A newspaper has asked to use my story and linked my page to their site and the FL Dept. of Agriculture and Consumer Services already added a link to their site's Florida Butterflies & Moths section. I just love that there are more people out there like me... like us! I think I'll start working on a whole site soon... I've been inspired!!
Here are some of my moments of innocence and paradise lost:
1) Summercamp around the age of 7 I found a litter of newlyborn kittens hidden in a pile of old logs. Unfortunately one of the dogs that ran loose at camp was curious what I was doing and all I could do is watch horrified as it ate them.
2) Same summercamp, they had a pig and horses and cows in a back field for some unknow reason. One day this little red-headed stepchild type of kid was kicking and tormenting the pig. Well I jumped the fence and tackled him and kicked his ass to say the least and I was a skinny, tiny little thing.
3) Read my journal on perverts.
I was onto the whole Easterbunny, Toothfairy, Santa Claus thing. I was just too smart for my own good. Although I do remember my dad tormenting me one morning telling me that one of our cats had killed the Easterbunny. This is when I started to figure it all out.
You've got fantastic journals too. I'm so glad we talk.
*hearts sqp*
I'm still working on the singlehood although neither of us has admitted to being broken up. Probably has something to do with the fact that every time he is in town we're together, we talk on the phone several times a day, he just spent the last week with me, and his task of actually moving his things out seems to be dragging on longer and longer. Although, I know for a fact that he could have fit it all in the truck today. I'm the one who said he had to move out... out of state even. And he did and I'm not sad anymore. Now he is. Boy the tables have turned. Now he's the one have nightmares about me being with someone else, and so I may... soon. I'm going to be just fine.
I'm pretty excited about that Hickory Horn Devil page. Nearly 200 people have looked at it already. A newspaper has asked to use my story and linked my page to their site and the FL Dept. of Agriculture and Consumer Services already added a link to their site's Florida Butterflies & Moths section. I just love that there are more people out there like me... like us! I think I'll start working on a whole site soon... I've been inspired!!
Here are some of my moments of innocence and paradise lost:
1) Summercamp around the age of 7 I found a litter of newlyborn kittens hidden in a pile of old logs. Unfortunately one of the dogs that ran loose at camp was curious what I was doing and all I could do is watch horrified as it ate them.
2) Same summercamp, they had a pig and horses and cows in a back field for some unknow reason. One day this little red-headed stepchild type of kid was kicking and tormenting the pig. Well I jumped the fence and tackled him and kicked his ass to say the least and I was a skinny, tiny little thing.
3) Read my journal on perverts.
I was onto the whole Easterbunny, Toothfairy, Santa Claus thing. I was just too smart for my own good. Although I do remember my dad tormenting me one morning telling me that one of our cats had killed the Easterbunny. This is when I started to figure it all out.
You've got fantastic journals too. I'm so glad we talk.
*hearts sqp*
sigh. our server's STILL down, so look out for messages from me coming from other avenues...you know...little birds that hover in front of your window for a minute, that breeze that ruffled up your hair and made you sigh, your favorite song that was playing just as you turned on the radio...yup, all me. that pile of dog shit you stepped in, NOT me. that...
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_v_:
you wear clothes
i thought you was a nakie model
you don't need clothes
i thought you was a nakie model
you don't need clothes
eyesquad:
Eyeball is in the hizzouse. All is better today. Mojo is back in my pocket and I am on the beatter track. When you coming to South Carolina again?
sorry for being so quiet folks. our server's been down...
not too much to say really. things are good, calm, i'm happy. doing this and that to get ready for italy. doing a lot of rehearsing for an upcoming show. leo is ok...i think he still has fleas, and he does this occasional coughing thing which is a little worrisome. but he doesn't seem to...
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not too much to say really. things are good, calm, i'm happy. doing this and that to get ready for italy. doing a lot of rehearsing for an upcoming show. leo is ok...i think he still has fleas, and he does this occasional coughing thing which is a little worrisome. but he doesn't seem to...
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eyesquad:
Good to see you back my little Soymilk Princess. Missed you on my journal. It's like an old house there without you posting on it.
aelectric:
I've spent summer time in the Bay Area. It's damn peculiar. Your body's getting all amped up for heat and then all of a sudden the temperature drops and the fogs come in.
I grew up in the south and love me some heat...maybe not New Orleans in August heat, but come summer it's nice to be hot...
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I grew up in the south and love me some heat...maybe not New Orleans in August heat, but come summer it's nice to be hot...
[Edited on Sep 20, 2003]
anybody seen that new flick "thirteen" yet? saw it on friday. i.n.t.e.n.s.e. reminded me a little of my own teenage dramas, and also made me feel lucky that i somehow escaped unscathed. and wondering just what part of me held me back from going as far out as those girls did. because i could have. i had all the same choices. the first scene was...
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monet:
thank you for the compliment on my set darling. 
8bit_____:
Thirteen is KIDS but with suburban girls. I was suprised more sex didn't go down in the film, you sort of get that one scene where they imply she did something but you never find out what. I wish it talked more about why that experience happens to certain girls and not others.
WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
johnny cash died this morning
johnny cash died this morning
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tadzi:
yeah. its horrible. biggest loss to music in years. gonna miss him
papawheelie:
can you just see him and john ritter chatting at the pearly gates...
ok, quick query for advice...
i don't know how many people know about this, but missy and sean are coming out with an s.g. book, and all the girls are invited to submit personal portraits, including 3 journal entries they feel represent them the best. so here are the 3 i was thinking about...
1. the dream about my grandfather
2. the one about s....
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i don't know how many people know about this, but missy and sean are coming out with an s.g. book, and all the girls are invited to submit personal portraits, including 3 journal entries they feel represent them the best. so here are the 3 i was thinking about...
1. the dream about my grandfather
2. the one about s....
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eyesquad:
Nope, sorry out of wet vacs, BUT!!!!! I do happen to have a role of Bounty, the quicker picker upper, and I can sop you up like Milk gravy and squeeze you into a cup, pop a lid on it (so it will make it through airport security....shhhhh) then take you back to Georgia and have fun fun fun till daddy takes Tigerlili awaaaaaaaaay.
Wow, why doesn't my world ever materialize. It'ssuch a fun place
Wow, why doesn't my world ever materialize. It'ssuch a fun place
dustd:
I'm sorry, just been keeping away from myself, alot shit going on, mostly negative. I hope to dig myself up soon, cant wait till it rains. My fav are those muggy days you find in late summer or spring where the clouds are all puffy and ready to burst, but only for a few minutes at a time, and the sun is shining the whole tim. Blue skies can be seen still through the downpour, but its warm and you can really enjoy the rain.
so does anyone remember a somewhat
alternative/punk/goth music magazine from the 80's called...what was it...."smash hits"? well, there was this little section in the back called "r.s.v.p" where you could put a post for pen-pals of the punk persuasion (oooo, lots of p's). if the editors liked your little blurb, that is.
well, one rainy sunday in 10th grade, on a whim, i wrote up...
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alternative/punk/goth music magazine from the 80's called...what was it...."smash hits"? well, there was this little section in the back called "r.s.v.p" where you could put a post for pen-pals of the punk persuasion (oooo, lots of p's). if the editors liked your little blurb, that is.
well, one rainy sunday in 10th grade, on a whim, i wrote up...
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trazadone:
This is a great story. Penpals are sooo fucking sexy (to me) because there is so much mystery tied up in our relationships. I know that I will never see them in person, and I'm fine with that. But emotionally some of them feel like some of my best friends ever in the world. There's a couple that I've never met that I've been writing to for nearly a decade now! I was in the same city as one of them for a little less than an hour this past week and thought about looking him up, just so I could see his face in person, but I decided against it...
evildesade:
I STILL feel guilty over the pen-pals I flaked out on over the years. Oh, well.
-The Marquis
PS-Daaaaaaamn, you go girl. With your big black lover.
PPS- I have a really loud stereo in my car. You should see the nasty looks I get when I'm bumping Shania Twain through the ghetto. Negros can get nasty.
-The Marquis
PS-Daaaaaaamn, you go girl. With your big black lover.
PPS- I have a really loud stereo in my car. You should see the nasty looks I get when I'm bumping Shania Twain through the ghetto. Negros can get nasty.