hi everyone! i miss you...i'm not around much these days...super busy. plus...i don't know...after a while, i feel kinda tired with keeping up connections with folks i never get to see...not to negate those connections at all, but i just wish more of you could be in my material world. and i always seem to get thwarted whenever there's a local gathering. i told papawheelie...
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on wedsnesday night, i once again had the privelege to hear a talk given by pema chodron. she's an american buddhist nun who teaches a combination of western and tibetan buddhism. she's also one of the foremost teachers of shambhala international...the buddhist organization i practice with. i first fell in love with her teachings when i first moved to the city 7 years ago,...
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typhon:
To do what you like even if it ain't the norm. Beautiful entry. 
pedigree_chump:
how's the climate on planet tigerlily? i miss your journals 
reason 812 why i don't own a gun:
my housemate.
my housemate.
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funktion:
haha yeah and you know they'd suspect you first !!
take care
take care
zazie:
ahhahahahah
Im so NOT looking foward to moving in the dorms. uggggggggghhhhh roomates suckk so badly.
Im so NOT looking foward to moving in the dorms. uggggggggghhhhh roomates suckk so badly.so all those good luck car-ma wishes y'all sent finally arrived through the post...a lot were a little worse for wear, and some had already been opened, but it seems they did indeed work.
drumroll please.....ba da ba da ba da badadadadaddddddd dum!
I HAVE BOUGHT A CAR. not a car. A TRUCK.
it is:
a toyota tacoma
1997
68 K miles (!)
cd player...
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drumroll please.....ba da ba da ba da badadadadaddddddd dum!
I HAVE BOUGHT A CAR. not a car. A TRUCK.
it is:
a toyota tacoma
1997
68 K miles (!)
cd player...
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jennifer:
Yay for new TRUCKS
zgrat:
it sounds like you were meant to have that truck. what'cha gonna call him/her?
ok. i'm back from my extraterrestrial vacation to the beaches of mexico...
so this actually happened about a week ago, but it was so awesome, i still have to give a shout out to it.
a while back AdamElectric wrote me a quick email to ask if he could send me a bumper sticker he'd seen while on vacation. adam e has been my friend...
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so this actually happened about a week ago, but it was so awesome, i still have to give a shout out to it.
a while back AdamElectric wrote me a quick email to ask if he could send me a bumper sticker he'd seen while on vacation. adam e has been my friend...
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les:
Adam E is my favorite guy around here!
papawheelie:
heya. long time no see. just dropping in to give you some well deserved luv
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poojank:
i say tigerlily's a ufo. shes just to hot to be human!
eqx:
I have a picture I took of a ufo in my pics folder - perhaps these same aliens.
this spring has been wackadolla...
i think i've forgotten that we're at war. that it's stressful. that the world climate didn't always seem so dark. could it be i've gotten used to it?
i remember a few years ago, the biggest concern on every activists mind in SF was about the dot-com boom and it's effect on gentrification, housing costs, etc. it was the biggest...
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i think i've forgotten that we're at war. that it's stressful. that the world climate didn't always seem so dark. could it be i've gotten used to it?
i remember a few years ago, the biggest concern on every activists mind in SF was about the dot-com boom and it's effect on gentrification, housing costs, etc. it was the biggest...
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sixsixty:
yeah there is so much going on that we just don't see in our daily lives.
but, what new whole foods. that is soo exciting. liz and i are getting a new whole foods soon, and!!!!! it is one block from our house. how funking cool is that.
i want a puppy.
but, what new whole foods. that is soo exciting. liz and i are getting a new whole foods soon, and!!!!! it is one block from our house. how funking cool is that.
i want a puppy.
funktion:
yeah life's crazy like that. guess it really depends on where you are standing. hopefully this doesn't slow you down too much. after all your probs are still important to you. I guess you need a balance, I find myself all too often with my head in the sand.
take care
take care
gimme an M!
"M"!
gimme an A!
"A"
gimme a T!
"T"
gimme another T!
"T"!
gimme an R!
"R"!
gimme...oh enough already...
what's that spell?
M-A-T-T-R-E-S-S!!
as in almost brand new mattress. as in thank fucking christ i've gotten rid of that god damn lumpy ass hard as a fricken rock i hate my fucking bed FUTON! as in dumped out on the street...
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"M"!
gimme an A!
"A"
gimme a T!
"T"
gimme another T!
"T"!
gimme an R!
"R"!
gimme...oh enough already...
what's that spell?
M-A-T-T-R-E-S-S!!
as in almost brand new mattress. as in thank fucking christ i've gotten rid of that god damn lumpy ass hard as a fricken rock i hate my fucking bed FUTON! as in dumped out on the street...
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scarletbegonias:
Congrats on the new mattress! It's always nice to sleep on something nice 
funktion:
heehee hope your new mattress is getting a proper workout. 
any luck on finding a truck, hope you are well.
any luck on finding a truck, hope you are well.
a million of these to everyone who posted to my last journal. you really have no idea, but your words helped SO much. they were the only kindness to be found that day. thank you.
so no bonfire on the beach. but one certainly did rage right....There. in my heart. by yesterday it did feel like things had shifted. everything doesn't feel totally right side...
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jennifer:
heck yeah friends need to cut out all the crap so everyone can stay friends!
funktion:
you soo rock!!! *sending good vibes*
i also feel some ugly head rearing is coming my way. I'm just trying to stave it off, or maybe just ignore it.. i have a tendency to do that, even though i know full well it doesn't work.. damn patterns.. some day soon
i also feel some ugly head rearing is coming my way. I'm just trying to stave it off, or maybe just ignore it.. i have a tendency to do that, even though i know full well it doesn't work.. damn patterns.. some day soon
my head feels like this: 
my heart feels like this:
swimming in frustrations. what do you do when you've used all your tools to resolve conflicts and issues, and 1. it doesn't work 2. other people won't step up 3. you can't tell what is justified rage and what is skewed by said frustration...
some answers i suppose...don't try to resolve it. sit with it....
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my heart feels like this:
swimming in frustrations. what do you do when you've used all your tools to resolve conflicts and issues, and 1. it doesn't work 2. other people won't step up 3. you can't tell what is justified rage and what is skewed by said frustration...
some answers i suppose...don't try to resolve it. sit with it....
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melodic_on_1200s:
i used to break things when i was a teenager. then i would realize i liked those things. i suppose i shouldn't like possesions so much but when it came to breaking hearts i was a pro. now it has all caught up with me and i just want to break myself. bonfire and sloppy whopper juicy love in the sand with some pacific ocean rinse sounds delicous. cheer up beautiful it will all work out
sixsixty:
thanks, i had a lot of fun on my little motorbike trip. did you get to burn anything this weekend?
I haven't been able to hook up with any SGLA events in ages, so it's all just virtual for me too. Everytime there's some big gathering I can't go, and I'm always at work on weeknights.
I will make it back up your way sometime sooner than later so maybe I'll be lucky enough for a Material World meeting.