i can't take this any longer... parts of my life just aren't working... i can't shake the feeling that i am always being taken for granted by a particular person. i want those warm happy feelings back. can i be an attention whore? just this once? someone say something to make me feel warm. 
cause i am so hardcore and angsty like that yo'
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cause i am so hardcore and angsty like that yo'
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dear lil apricots,
i always find it particularly amusing when lil hip hop boys follow me despite my lack of interest. especially when they follow me off the bus the whole time emphasizing how they must work out tonight because they have been too busy being playboys all week to actually spend time gaining momentum during their work out session.
fuck off.
after that painful...
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i always find it particularly amusing when lil hip hop boys follow me despite my lack of interest. especially when they follow me off the bus the whole time emphasizing how they must work out tonight because they have been too busy being playboys all week to actually spend time gaining momentum during their work out session.
fuck off.
after that painful...
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mikefool:
I can't believe you read my journal.. this is better than meeting the blond guy from dukes oif hazzard!!!
I can't believe you read my journal.. this is better than meeting the blond guy from dukes oif hazzard!!!
llouys:
funny, my one & only violent experience in life was when i punched a kid in the stomach in the 5th grade. that was it.
i hope it wasn't the same guy as you kicked in the nards, cuz dag.
[Edited on Sep 06, 2004 8:08PM]
i hope it wasn't the same guy as you kicked in the nards, cuz dag.
[Edited on Sep 06, 2004 8:08PM]
dear plum-pies,
thank you for all your kind words about my dad. he just had surgery yesterday and it looks like they were able to expand his artery without doing open heart surgery. i have been such a stress case since the heart attack and i am so relieved.
looks like summer is nearing the end and silly me, i blew it working. i need...
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thank you for all your kind words about my dad. he just had surgery yesterday and it looks like they were able to expand his artery without doing open heart surgery. i have been such a stress case since the heart attack and i am so relieved.
looks like summer is nearing the end and silly me, i blew it working. i need...
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otto79:
I spent my summer in servitude to xylacksomizorak the blasphemous tentecled nighmare from the plains of zylor where I helped harvest mura-mura eggs and nogachi fire mushrooms.
Oh!...and I went swimming in our pool...well not our pool it was the neigbors but he let me...at night as long as I was real quiet and didnt turn on any lights...or nobody was home
Oh!...and I went swimming in our pool...well not our pool it was the neigbors but he let me...at night as long as I was real quiet and didnt turn on any lights...or nobody was home
dharmabox:
whoa sorry to hear about your daddy. i've been there and i know how tough it can be. very glad to hear he's doing so much better.
the best thing this summer has been hanging with er and getting to know her better. so far i am loving every bit of her.
thanks for being so sweet!
the best thing this summer has been hanging with er and getting to know her better. so far i am loving every bit of her.
thanks for being so sweet!
Go visit my lazy-ass-non-journal-writing (but beautiful though you can't tell cause there is no profile pic...cause once again she is LAZY) partner and say "hello" or "sandwiches" or something of that nature. tangent_one
I wish we could add dogs to our wishlists. I know...I know... all I ever talk about is how much I want a dog. Obviously, I want one so bad. I just...
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I wish we could add dogs to our wishlists. I know...I know... all I ever talk about is how much I want a dog. Obviously, I want one so bad. I just...
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ophelia:
Ah!
I hope that your dad's all right! He's so sweet!
I hope that your dad's all right! He's so sweet!
imagoldfish:
hope your dad is doing better! god, that's so scary. *big hug*
that puppy is absolutely adorable. what's keeping you from getting a dog? just curious, because i'm dying for one too, and not letting myself get one. but i want a big one, like, rottweiler at minimum, so the issue of keeping it in an apartment is what's holding me back.
that puppy is absolutely adorable. what's keeping you from getting a dog? just curious, because i'm dying for one too, and not letting myself get one. but i want a big one, like, rottweiler at minimum, so the issue of keeping it in an apartment is what's holding me back.
okay, so i am going to make myself update at least once a week from now on. since i am completely sick and delerious right now after leaving work for the second day in a row and being stuck at home with nothing to do except recover every half hour from another crazy fever, i figure "why not write in my journal" so to leave...
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leftjab:
no bears that i could tell, either animal, large hairy gay men, or dancing ... just another sound system in the woods.
sorry you didn't get a chihuahua on your birthday, but at least your birthday is at a perfect time of the year when i hear the word "chihuahua," i hear bjork singing the sugarcubes song of that name.
sorry you didn't get a chihuahua on your birthday, but at least your birthday is at a perfect time of the year
when i hear the word "chihuahua," i hear bjork singing the sugarcubes song of that name. 
friedbanana105:
it's been a week...
dear peach,
it is soft here.
*shit is happening right now and i am sorry i haven't been around much lately. we have been receiving yucky phone messages from some lil' psycho -despite having her number blocked- who is really freaking me out. as soon as i can be back i will my lil' papples. xoxo tiamat *
it is soft here.
*shit is happening right now and i am sorry i haven't been around much lately. we have been receiving yucky phone messages from some lil' psycho -despite having her number blocked- who is really freaking me out. as soon as i can be back i will my lil' papples. xoxo tiamat
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on a lil break 
be back soon monkeys
be back soon monkeys
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catdad:
gah! I missed your birthday. Hope it was happy!
zarina:
dearest tiamat
once again I find myself smitten with your beauty. Come back to me my love... be my prince charming.
xoxo
-Zarina
once again I find myself smitten with your beauty. Come back to me my love... be my prince charming.
xoxo
-Zarina
yay! internet access. goodness gracious. i almost was forced to go into withdrawl. this weekend is going to be dedicated to catching up on my journal postings and email replying since i will be taking a small break from the site to get things sorted out...as well as recuperating from actually having a full time 40 hour a week job... * i quit the coffee...
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originalthought:
I started to fill out your little interrogationyquestiony bit and then decided I'm not even cool enough to do that.
I dropped by to say that I'm glad you're a SuicideGirl. You're not overly cute or cliched like so many of the girls, and for that I am grateful. Miss Tiamat, I appreciate your style.
Umm, thanks.
I dropped by to say that I'm glad you're a SuicideGirl. You're not overly cute or cliched like so many of the girls, and for that I am grateful. Miss Tiamat, I appreciate your style.
Umm, thanks.
jasperellah:
1. Who are you? crystal vagina
2. Are we friends? i hope
3. When and how did we meet? here, awhile ago. and it was love at first comment
4. Do you have a crush on me? yis. who doesnt though?
5. Would you kiss me? with tongue?
6. Describe me in one word. adorable
7. What was your first impression? wow, shes a lesbian vampire too. a fun one.
8. Do you still think that way about me now? nahh.. i think yr cooler.
9. What reminds you of me? any refrence to canada hahah..reminds me of you and kiscica *le sigh*
10. If you could give me anything what would it be? a visit. anda hug. and a... and a... yeeuh.
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me? ha. never
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? can we be polygamists and get married? hah. No, you're fun. if i felt like telling you something, i just would tell you.
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you? now that you mentioned it. .....yes. i think i will. *hugs*
glad yr not leaving.
2. Are we friends? i hope
3. When and how did we meet? here, awhile ago. and it was love at first comment
4. Do you have a crush on me? yis. who doesnt though?
5. Would you kiss me? with tongue?
6. Describe me in one word. adorable
7. What was your first impression? wow, shes a lesbian vampire too. a fun one.
8. Do you still think that way about me now? nahh..
i think yr cooler.
9. What reminds you of me? any refrence to canada hahah..reminds me of you and kiscica *le sigh*
10. If you could give me anything what would it be? a visit. anda hug. and a... and a... yeeuh.
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me? ha. never
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? can we be polygamists and get married? hah. No, you're fun. if i felt like telling you something, i just would tell you.
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you? now that you mentioned it. .....yes. i think i will. *hugs*
glad yr not leaving.
edited to say Damnit! the day my set goes up i lose internet connnection. fuck! only a couple minutes to type this... thank you so much for the wonderful comments. when my connection is back i will thank all of you.
i want a chihuahua cross so badly. please please please please. cross your fingers for me that i will get one for my b-day...
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i want a chihuahua cross so badly. please please please please. cross your fingers for me that i will get one for my b-day...
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veganjihad:
ill rescue you a puppy.... but no promise on the breed... 
by the way... 
by the way... 
bort79:
I want a chihuahua too. But I guess a hedgehog is cool plus I just got a ferret today. I hope you get your chihuahua for b-day!!!
I hope you get your chihuahua for b-day!!! dear lil pears (as requested)
so here i live in vancouver and everything seems to be great. i found work in no time and i am happily employed at an organic and fair trade coffee shop. i graduated from uvic and got to do the whole ceremonial thing followed by dancing with bettina and a lil with lulumae. and... my geology set just showed up!...
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so here i live in vancouver and everything seems to be great. i found work in no time and i am happily employed at an organic and fair trade coffee shop. i graduated from uvic and got to do the whole ceremonial thing followed by dancing with bettina and a lil with lulumae. and... my geology set just showed up!...
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lulumae:
I wear a retainer at night.
letigre:
i would lick your retainer.
how you doin sweetheart?
how you doin sweetheart?
it's your eyebrows. yowsa. don't worry, i'm no dude.