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fuck this fucking journal entry and not working.

fuck FUCK FUCK.

ok short list:
yesterdays rising, sat sept 11 @ the whiskey
GTFU aaron & jeremy last night playing war
reagan & i look like strippers
willem's insane landlord who wnats to beat me up
mtlqueen & clovesbud feed me & get me stoned
met starla
at jenifa's house
wearing yoga pants
going...
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molly:
Thanks for the vote. By the way, I just realized that the yellow chair you're posing on in the Lithium Picninc set is the one in the livingroom.

Did you creep in at night and steal my chair, only to return it like an elf before the sunrise smile
aries:
Yeah, so i got your message when i was driving back to Bako. Are you still in LA?
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whats up with me...

still in los angeles kind of hanging out bouncing around. got to see a few friends who i havent seen in a while, watched jon cheese eat the most rediculous amount of food...

stayed at willem's house for a couple of days, until i got chased out by the insane land lady who doesn't want water in her pond aparenlty....
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whats up with me...

still in los angeles kind of hanging out bouncing around. got to see a few friends who i havent seen in a while, watched jon cheese eat the most rediculous amount of food...

stayed at willem's house for a couple of days, until i got chased out by the insane land lady who doesn't want water in her pond aparenlty....
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i didnt' want to update my journal, i dont have anything to say... fuckin willem highjacking my journal.

me & reagan are going to get milkshakes & cheese.

------journal from 15th-------

its a sad day when you wake up and realise that you are at the disposal of everyone around you. you are nothing more than a thorn in someone's ass which ocasionally makes them...
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sonofmorrissey:
Sorry kiddo, I'm already home. I had no Internet access whilst camping. I hope you find/found a ride!
benni:
lady... you would not believe how truly i know how you feel...
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its a sad day when you wake up and realise that you are at the disposal of everyone around you. you are nothing more than a thorn in someone's ass which ocasionally makes them feel good.

when you realise, that for a year of your life... you have done absolutely nothing to better yourself but maybe earned some life experience and saw some sights.

when...
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lithium_picnic:

Tegan said onSeptember 16 2004 4:21 shooting with lithium picnic was a very comfortable experience... very proffessional but laid back at the same time. almost makes me want to travel the 2000 miles to do it again.



"almost"?

kiss

tegan:
you left yourself logged in again.
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hello.

so i didn't go out tonight. too tired. though i really didn't do much of anything all day. hmmm...

anyway, last minute plans worked out for me to go to L.A SO, this weekend i am off to that rediculous hell that is called Los Angeles. Im going to die of heat stroke i know it. though i am going to see the ever...
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stormy:
there is no ring
stormy:
oct. 20th-ish?
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oh jesus.


thank you sonofmorrissey & retroactive.

i need more work.

im not as pissed off anymore but who the fuck does things like that? did that really happen?

i need to buy new slippers.

um... my stomach hurts.

my feet are dirty.

im NOT going out tonight. NO.

xo
t.

p.s i love this.
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mike:
so demanding.
paige:
no im back in AZ Ill be in cali agian in 2 weeks
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honestly,

fuck you and fuck people like you.

i dont need this shit, go fuck yourself assholes.








i want to go home.










nothing seems to be good... ever.
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punt:
eek.

sending love from about 40 minutes south of you.
muller:
Tegan, some day you're gonna have to realize that it's OK to punch assholes in the nuts. I know it's frightening at first, but once you get into the "swing" of it, it's like an instinctual reflex.

Do you know what always cheers me up? drinking Tang, and listening to songs that have lots of hand claps in them.

"You tested your metal of doe's skin and petals
While kissing the lipless
Who bleed all the sweetness away"
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im hungry,
im sweaty,
i need a coffee,
i need another job,
i need to quit the internet,
yes... thats it, i think i might quit the internet.

i dont think i can afford to go out tonight.

xo.
t.




where are you damnit.



p.s papawheelie finds all the coolest shit. i want this for christmas --> move your mouse
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revtec303:
SF in SF - "sexually frustrated in San Francisco" use it
fightingrecords:
why dont u come to orlando?
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im a fucking mess and i dont know how to fix me.
















i used to be able to fix me... i cant anymore... not strong enough?













no, im not ok anymore.











i dont want your pity.














i need you... your voice isent enough right now... yes, YOU.
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_mre_:
Hey sweetheart, you got to cheer up! I won't stand for all this depressed, unhappy, blahness that is you as of late! You must bring back the happy, funny, silly tegan we all love!

Visual examples:
Bad: Look in mirror.
Good: Silly+Happy=Good
muller:
i'll put it this way:

sometimes you follow your heart.

sometimes your heart cuts a fart.


make sense?