Friday Sep 27, 2002

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Yay I like my new hair so much!! Thank you Elise!! smile

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Not a huge difference but it is a lot shorter than it was!! And pink and red too tongue
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volkov:
I love you. !!!
uh. I mean yer hair! of course...right! Tatum's hair...what's not to love? Lovely hair...uhm yes...love it....
*wanders off whistling inconspicuously*

rawr_ima_monster:
yay, indeed.
-a fellow yay-sayer,
Dave

Thursday Sep 26, 2002

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Elise and I are going to have a little party of our own and I'm really excited!! The only thing is that I'm doing the driving, ahh!! I drove my sister back to her dorm last night though and I did ok, I just can't park worth shit lol! Yes, I just got my license for people who are lost about this tongue

Anyway, Elise is...
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jessica:
Have a fun time! And do post a pic! smile

Wednesday Sep 25, 2002

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I love my roommate to death, I really do! I coudln't ask for a better one at all. Sometimes she just comes in and sits on my floor and I babble on about my day and she's always there to listen. I appreciate that so much. I've recently told her about the site and other things and she's completely understanding and supportive. That was amazing!...
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freyja__:
oooh!
i would just LOVE to see your tattoo when you get it.
i've been trying for YEARS to find the right faerie for my body, but i have yet to be able to encapsulate all thing faerie into one picture. i've got pictures in my head, but i can't draw and they don't translate well to other people. so, i am still in search of my faerie. i'm sure she will come to me.. one day.
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astrid:
Aw, thanks! biggrin

It's cool that you and your roommate are so close! My roommate is a sweetheart, but there's a lot of stuff that I just don't feel comfortable telling her. I don't think she'd understand, ya know?

Tuesday Sep 24, 2002

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I want to be happy, I truly honestly with all my heart do so badly!!! Just the smallest things to some people make it so difficult sometimes. Fuck it, I'll find my own ways of being happy if that means the people around me will be.
pigs9488:
It almost seems to be an endless search. I want to find some one that i could be happy with, but i am just complainimg to you. I think i might be to eccentric for most people.
miami:
i'm trying to grapple with the notion that true happiness comes from within, not from someone else.
i'm losing.
but i strive for that. i think that if people are truly happy in themselves, they can have the deepest relationships of all. ones that are strong in individuality, where they are both giving, and no one is struggling to 'mine' happiness from the core's of others.

am i delusional?

Monday Sep 23, 2002

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Thank you for all the responses on my last entry! I don't know, I guess if he wants to continue with anything we'll just be friends. That's fine with me! I don't think I could honestly handle such emotion when I have too much already in my own life tongue I think I'm fine right now with my friends that love me and all of you...
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bionicfemme:
I wish I was in your poetry class...**sigh**
pigs9488:
I liked this girl for a while that seemed kinda like the guy you were with. Like an emotional leach of some kind. After a little while it became more apparent so i decided to just drop the whole thing altogether. Now sometimes i feel that i need a relationship to secure my sanity.

Thursday Sep 19, 2002

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Lord, I've never been more confused in my entire life!!! I mean honestly can he really expect me to love him right away?! I take so much time to trust people and even more time to show them affection that's just how I am. I told him that! Then he gets all sad and just leaves, what the fuck am I supposed to think about...
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gwendolyn:
Thank you bunches for the wonderfully sweet comment you left in my journal. I will send previews to Elise and give her permission to let you sneak a peek as well. I'm sure I've said this 80 times by now, but I can't wait for my first set to go up. I sent it to Missy today, so it should go up, umm... 2005? wink (Don't take that comment to mean I'm unhappy with the popularity of the site-- I love it.)
morgan:
I have no idea if this will be helpful or not...but from what i know of you from reading your posts and journals (and seeing your lovely set), if he can understand and be patient, he's going to be the luckiest guy ever.

Thursday Sep 19, 2002

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I need to calm this roller coaster of emotions I have raging inside of me down so much! I can't control it. I guess it's because I've only recently discovered that I have friends who genuinely love me. I never had that before, I never could trust my "friends" before who always hurt me on purpose. Maybe that's why I get so upset still now,...
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tatum:
That would be a boy, ahh!! That's why it's so weird to me! But he's a sweetheart and so understanding about everything!
Thank you for what you said! It's really too bad we don't live closer because I'd love to break through and find that chocolately center of yours!
elise:
i can understand why you kind of....blew up again then. i forgot you're not used to having a friend who isn't a complete bitch wink it's like you expect it from me, and that's ok!!!!!
tatum sweetheart.......i will ALWAYS ALWAYS LOVE YOU and ALWAYS *ALWAYS* BE HERE FOR YOU!!!! here to the end. to the VERY end. i promise with all my heart. i will not turn out like those horrible people that you called "friends" so many years ago. i am true. i am honest. i am loyal. i am there for you. you can count on me smile PLEASE don't forget that and jump to conclusions again! pleeeeease!!

and i hope you had fun with D tonight wink

Thursday Sep 19, 2002

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I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry...
I'll say it over and over again until you believe me, I'll try to control this mess I have inside me. It's not your fault and I hate myself for saying it is most of the time and putting it on your shoulders....
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Tuesday Sep 17, 2002

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I feel much better about everything but confusion still lurks, oh well, I'll figure it out eventually! If confusion didn't exist then life would be rather boring right?
rawr_ima_monster:
right...sure. but still, everyone hates uncertainty.
-right? RIGHT?
Dave
elise:
hey poopydave! sure sure everyone hates uncertainty! but we're trying to make tatum feel better not worse! tongue

it's ok sweetie. you will figure it out. and i'll be there to help you biggrin
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