Thank you for all of your words of comfort and advice from my last entry! I apologize for the constant changes in my mood 
I'm better now though!
I'm better now though! Sometimes I long for someone...
No matter how much anyone tells me I shouldn't be like that, I still long for someone. To show them affection and to know that they only love me. I've never had that before and I'm tired.
No matter how much anyone tells me I shouldn't be like that, I still long for someone. To show them affection and to know that they only love me. I've never had that before and I'm tired.
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abraxas:
I honestly thought I was gonna end up like one of the Golden Girls, but then Jason came along when I wasn't expected...
Don't give up and keep your heart open like Silver said...
Don't give up and keep your heart open like Silver said...
elise:
abraxas is smart. listen to her.
You guys are just too sweet with all the comments on my new picture 
Well classes started Monday and it's going pretty well. Surprisingly, I haven't had many people staring at me with all the "strange" clothes I wear this time lol, this is even with all the sorority girls that accumulate an enormous population at my school. I think that's cool though, maybe it's...
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Well classes started Monday and it's going pretty well. Surprisingly, I haven't had many people staring at me with all the "strange" clothes I wear this time lol, this is even with all the sorority girls that accumulate an enormous population at my school. I think that's cool though, maybe it's...
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emily:
Yes it would be nice to talk to you on aim sometime!=)
suoda:
mmm.... Audrey Tautou.... yes....
i agree... why should groups simply be decided on clothing? while i don't personally like Abercrombie clothing or prices, i think it is quite ridiculous for people to hold grudges over each other just because of their opposing clothing.
i agree... why should groups simply be decided on clothing? while i don't personally like Abercrombie clothing or prices, i think it is quite ridiculous for people to hold grudges over each other just because of their opposing clothing.
Thank you for all the sweet comments on my new board picture!! *hugs* I missed you guys!!
I had so much fun this weekend!! I really needed to get away for awhile and getting to spend that whole time with Elise just made it that much better!!
The concert was SO fun besides a little fight that happened beside me, it was pretty humorous though...
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I had so much fun this weekend!! I really needed to get away for awhile and getting to spend that whole time with Elise just made it that much better!!
The concert was SO fun besides a little fight that happened beside me, it was pretty humorous though...
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joscelyne:
...yeah, what Roxy said...I saw your new avatar and drooled.
miss_magenta:
hey sweetie!!! i missed you. i hope you are doing well and i hope to talk to you soon. *hugs*
(and you already saw what i said about your pic!) *swoon* =)
(and you already saw what i said about your pic!) *swoon* =)
YAY!!! I finally got my license today lol, yes I know I was pathetic to wait until I was 20 to get it! But I just wasn't ready before. My tummy was making all these horrendous noises before the lady came over to take me to the car lol. I really love my uncontrollable nerves! My heart was pounding and my hands were all sweaty...
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devi1gir1666:
So yeah...I'm pretty pissed that I accidently deleted you from my friends list, and now I can't add you back. What am I doing wrong?! I didn't realize your pic had changed for favorites. I'm gonna go check it out now. I'll continue to try to add you back on my friends list until someone makes me stop....I'm always fucking something up.
xxx Crystal
What am I doing wrong?! I didn't realize your pic had changed for favorites. I'm gonna go check it out now. I'll continue to try to add you back on my friends list until someone makes me stop....I'm always fucking something up.
xxx Crystal
toreena:
I don't have my license yet, either. Grrrrr.
And, your new board pic is lovely. I can't wait to see the set that it's from.
And, your new board pic is lovely. I can't wait to see the set that it's from.
Your Love
We all got
Somebody we love
We dont got
A lot of faith in the above
A little sunshine
Will please and thank you all right
When its cold out
When its cold outside
Dont you
Forget what I need
A little inspiration
Gets me through where Ive been
Ive got
An army escorting me on
An army escorting me on
Dont give...
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We all got
Somebody we love
We dont got
A lot of faith in the above
A little sunshine
Will please and thank you all right
When its cold out
When its cold outside
Dont you
Forget what I need
A little inspiration
Gets me through where Ive been
Ive got
An army escorting me on
An army escorting me on
Dont give...
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emily:
=)
miss_magenta:
It's just incredibly sweet and fun 
if you change the "it" in the sentence to "she," it would be about you!!! =) have a great day.
if you change the "it" in the sentence to "she," it would be about you!!! =) have a great day.
Slivers of Bliss
You came to me,
Like a cool breeze,
On a summer's day.
So unexpected,
But yet so welcomed.
I long to bathe in your beauty,
To soak up the gorgeous rays,
Of your radiant soul.
My feelings I hold inside,
Twinkle and spark,
Like little fireflies,
Against the black canopy of night.
I gaze into your sweet eyes,
And feel the empty...
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You came to me,
Like a cool breeze,
On a summer's day.
So unexpected,
But yet so welcomed.
I long to bathe in your beauty,
To soak up the gorgeous rays,
Of your radiant soul.
My feelings I hold inside,
Twinkle and spark,
Like little fireflies,
Against the black canopy of night.
I gaze into your sweet eyes,
And feel the empty...
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elise:
hey babe! sorry i didn't get a chance to get back online last night... We rented a movie and watched it with David. It didn't get over until 3:00 am so I just went to bed! But i'll have plenty of time to talk to you today if you're on. I'll be at work later.
Love you!
elise
Love you!
elise
Aww! I finally found one of my really close friends online again last night! I missed her so much! I told her about the site too which I was a little scared about since she's a little weird about nudity which is really understandable! But she was ok with it, she just didn't want to see the pictures lol 
That would be weird but hey...
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tatum:
You guys are so sweet! *kisses*
emily:
=)
Well it's official! Nine days until I'm back at my apartment! I'm so excited! And then it's off to a concert and some awesome shopping with Elise Can't get much more cool than that!
I feel kind of spoiled lately but I think I deserve it after working every damn day! My mommy took my sister and I shopping yesterday and bought us a ton...
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Can't get much more cool than that!
I feel kind of spoiled lately but I think I deserve it after working every damn day! My mommy took my sister and I shopping yesterday and bought us a ton...
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thelastasthmatic:
i want some ice cream!
Hugs and kisses to everyone!
That's all, have a good night
That's all, have a good night
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emily:
Hugs and kisses right back at you!=)
lefty:
peace and humptyness, foreva!
Sorry guys! This should work though http://www.psend.com/users/suicidetatum/fairy.html
Well I moved my stuff over to my new apartement last night!! It's so much cuter than I remembered it being! And I told my roommate that I'm on the site and she's ok with it! So I'm extremely excited to get back and be able to take more sets with Elise!!
Well I moved my stuff over to my new apartement last night!! It's so much cuter than I remembered it being! And I told my roommate that I'm on the site and she's ok with it! So I'm extremely excited to get back and be able to take more sets with Elise!!
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devi1gir1666:
Hi! I am getting to the site on and off, and loving what I see. I'm looking forward to a new set from you. I'm in love with the new girl, Gabe. She has a gorgeous face. As for your next set, one smile pic, please? You are so adorable when you smile.
xxx Crystal
You are so adorable when you smile.
xxx Crystal
tatum:
Thank you for the compliments guys! *kisses*
Yay I finally got my new fairy done! Here's the link
http://www.psend.com/users/suicidetatum/newfairy.jpg
http://www.psend.com/users/suicidetatum/newfairy.jpg
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elise:
what'd you tell to whom??!!!!!! now i'm all in suspense!!!
lefty:
i got your fairy tatum.... (check out my profile pic)