Thursday Nov 07, 2002

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Sometimes don't you wish you could take out a big sheet of paper out of the story of life and erase it, start again fresh and hopefully not make the same mistakes again?!
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jessica:
Yes, although I try not to dwell on it and do the whole "learn from your mistakes" thing. Even though it sometimes *would* be nicer to have an eraser!
bishop:
No - past pooer mistakes have made me the delightful person I am today.

Thursday Nov 07, 2002

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I am so ready for this weekend when I get to go home! I'm so tired of being here and I want to hang out with my friends at home and not have to think about ANYTHING that's here right now!! That will be so nice.

And maybe going to more of these meetings will help me to find at least a new friend. That...
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freyja__:
look not for me in the crowds
if i should pass you on the street
i would know you as i know my own heart
just as you would know me.. fearlessly

cry not for me in lonliness
know with all your heart that i am there
growing ever more full inside you
learning the ways of love and life to walk with you

you have seen my face
i am born in your dreams
we move closer with every detail
as we build each other in our minds

be fearless for i will come to you
have faith in you and you will have faith in me
without your strength, courage and wisdom
we are doomed to repel time after time

be at peace, lovely dark fae friend
our time will come again and again
walk through life with spirits high
and know that you are loved
bishop:
that is really beautiful.....thanks..

I think you hurt Elise's feelings...

is there no longer a December Chicago SG event???

Saturday Nov 02, 2002

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Lately I've had this huge urge to do something new to myself! I really want my faerie tattoo on my back and my labret pierced! I just don't have enough money at the moment and if I do get more, I'll probably have to choose one or the other for the time being unless a million of my sets go up now or something! So...
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emily:
It's ok....I was sleeping all day again....It sux working nights....because I sleep all day,and stay up all night....So yeah next weekend,or sometime in the weekwink
abraxas:
definitely the labret pierce because it won't fade...
p.s. When is the Amelie set coming out????

Thursday Oct 31, 2002

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Yay I'm going to have a fun Halloween after all!! I haven't done anything for Halloween in awhile so this will be really fun! smile Elise and I are watching The Ring, she's already seen it but she wanted to see it again and then we're passing out candy and watching Friends!

Happy Halloween to everyone!! *hugs*
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morgan:
I really really want to see that movie.
lefty:
lemme know how you enjoyed the ring!! thats a good scary one that is... kinda ol fashoned in its new age splendor... does that make any sense?

Wednesday Oct 30, 2002

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catboner:
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lefty:
read your last journal post... is there actually a movie called "better than chocolate"? or are you talking about "chocolat".... man that sounds dumb.....

you know... god created the years between 15-25, so that girls could get their ya ya's out (meaning bisexuality if that be the case), and then later have a normal life... you know that sounded better in my head.....

you know im a christian, but ive found that trying to convert people over from alternate sexualities based on personal morals is a lost cause.... so go on with your bad self tatum... wink

Sunday Oct 27, 2002

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Well this has certainly been an interesting few days! Thursday Elise and I watched "Better Than Chocolate", my lord I want that to happen to me!! I'm so obsessed with this movie now! Well this movie just got it all started in thinking that everything would be ok with me and that I could accept myself.

Then Friday I went out with two of my...
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emperor_tane:
The Dark Crystal!!!! I love the Skexxes, the big bird, lizard looking dudes.. I thought the female Skexxes was hot!!! Oh yea!

Tane
freyja__:
life without a bra. wouldn't that be dreamy?
*sigh*

Wednesday Oct 23, 2002

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Well I was brave and went to a bi meeting yesterday! I was proud of myself, I'm so antisocial tongue But it was actually really fun although there was only a total of 8 people there! And that's including myself and the leader of it lol, oh well! The head of it is quite adorable! I don't know if she's interested in me though but it...
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freyja__:
horray for groups.
you can talk to me about it, too.
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tatum:
You guys are all so sweet! *hugs* biggrin

Friday Oct 18, 2002

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Why do I care more about what other people care about and think over myself all the time?! I'm just now realizing that I can do what I want because I want to and that's ok!

And you know, I want to just write and direct amazing movies!

I want to sit in a cute little coffee shop and write poetry in my spare time,...
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freyja__:
go ahead girl. do what you wanna do. keep your goals in mind and stick to your plans. don't let anyone dissuade you and tell you that you can't do it. i believe in you.

i looked at your faeries. fantastic!!
you should start making t-shirts at the very least. they're so easy to make.. all you have to do is get the special paper and print right from your computer and then iron on!!

and then.. you can sell your stuff through this site a friend of a friend runs.. http://www.cutxpaste.com/

there's no stopping you now!
xoxo
morgan:
I'd site money as what is stopping me.

But really it's my own insecurity and fear.

But...it keeps getting better, and easier to be myself and do what I want. So i hope the same is happening for you. smile

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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I really hope the Chinese people upstairs don't mind my whaling hehe tongue I sing my heart out whenever my roomie isn't here and I really wonder if they hear me through the ceiling, oh well! I think that's funny if they hear me, I sure as hell have heard some pretty strange noises coming from their direction anyway lol.

*hugs for everyone!* It's such a...
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abraxas:
want to know something funny? The other day one of my gay neighbors brought home a girlfriend of hers and they were taking turn having the best time of their lives every 2 hours since 1:00 in the morning. It only lasted about 7 or 8 hours with the entire building listening... Next day she promised she'll shut the window from then on... guess this is part of the package when you live in an apartment...tongue
tatum:
Lol I guess so! Oh well, it's good to know that people are enjoying themselves right? tongue

Sunday Oct 13, 2002

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Yesterday was pretty interesting. I had to go to a deaf football game for my sign language class. My mom drove us half way because she was too nervous about me driving into the city. The game was really fun and I don't even like football tongue The used a huge drum to tell the players when to start so they could feel the vibrations. They...
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politrix:
Sorry about your dog... what her name/what kind?
tatum:
Her name is Chloe and she's a cairn terrier like Toto in the Wizard of Oz. She's a blonde one though.

Friday Oct 11, 2002

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So much stress!!!

I can't deal with all of this stuff and now my parents are bitching at me for having to do it. Sorry if I want to get a good grade in my classes. Sorry that they require me to do a bunch of shit and think their class is the only thing in the world that exists!! That's not my fault, not...
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toreena:
Because people are generaly assholes.

Hope things start to look up, Tatum.
morgan:
I find the best thing to do in those situations is take the "nyah nyah nyah i can't hear you tactic".

Really truly. It sounds immature, but people who feel the need to yell at you are immature.

Tuesday Oct 08, 2002

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Ok, I have fallen into conformity and shall post a personal ad too:

I am: a 20 year old, going on 21 December1, girl who loves everyone; I'm shy and quiet most of the time but I do have my moments; I am confused and lost at moments and then know exactly what I want at other times; I have my father's sarcastic humor and...
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freyja__:
oh please please please luvly tatum.. send me a faerie?
*blink* *flutter* love
freyja__:
ps - thanks for the birthday wishes.
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