tomorrow i'll be covered in blood... running around somewhere... probably in my undies for a horror film being shot out here in Austin.
Don't know what to expect, but I think it will be fun. I'm hoping I'll get to be the gal who lives thru the film and ends up slaughtering the bad guy (I could afford to take out some aggression, even if...
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Don't know what to expect, but I think it will be fun. I'm hoping I'll get to be the gal who lives thru the film and ends up slaughtering the bad guy (I could afford to take out some aggression, even if...
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am i still tough enough?
feels like i'm wearing down
is my visciousness
losing ground?
am i taking too much
did i cross a line
i need my role in this
very clearly defined
i need your discipline
i need your help
i need your discipline
you know once i start i cannot help myself
and now it's starting up
feels like i'm losing touch...
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feels like i'm wearing down
is my visciousness
losing ground?
am i taking too much
did i cross a line
i need my role in this
very clearly defined
i need your discipline
i need your help
i need your discipline
you know once i start i cannot help myself
and now it's starting up
feels like i'm losing touch...
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noahmack:
I actually listen to ICP, Manson, NIN, and HIM a lot when I am depressed. I don't know why though. I love all of that music, but it never really helps me cheer up. hahaha
I never thought that you were suicidal either, T. I just believe that everyone has their breaking point. Some of us never get to that point, but I believe that it's there nonetheless.
I'm still deadly serious about the "you cut, I cut" thing as well. I understand that it is a release for you, and I'm sure it is the lesser of whatever evils might lie within you, but there are completely healthy ways to release all the negative vibes. Besides, do you really want to intentionally blemish that perfect body of yours?
I never thought that you were suicidal either, T. I just believe that everyone has their breaking point. Some of us never get to that point, but I believe that it's there nonetheless.
I'm still deadly serious about the "you cut, I cut" thing as well. I understand that it is a release for you, and I'm sure it is the lesser of whatever evils might lie within you, but there are completely healthy ways to release all the negative vibes. Besides, do you really want to intentionally blemish that perfect body of yours?
noahmack:
Totally not necessary, T. I was more than happy to do it. If I could have gotten everything on there, I would have, but I had some gifts I had to get for a couple other people this time around as well.
I'm just glad I could help brighten atleast one day, and you DO deserve it. You really do.
I'm just glad I could help brighten atleast one day, and you DO deserve it. You really do.
i want to cut SO bad right now
:cries:
this rollercoaster shit is unbearable.
there is something incredibly wrong with me.
:cries:
this rollercoaster shit is unbearable.
there is something incredibly wrong with me.
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hor:
Please don't cut. I know it's how some people deal with hard times. But it's just not healthy. And it makes me worry. If you really have to release cut something else beside yourself, like a stuffed animal or table. Be strong. Someone always cares about you. No matter how alone or shitty you may feel at times. Someone always cares.
Please don't cut. I know it's how some people deal with hard times. But it's just not healthy. And it makes me worry. If you really have to release cut something else beside yourself, like a stuffed animal or table. Be strong. Someone always cares about you. No matter how alone or shitty you may feel at times. Someone always cares.
redheadedleague:
My ex used to cut, but it never really helped, only distracted. Go somewhere, talk to somebody (rl style.)
bah.
nope, not feeling any better. GIR
i am not feeling very social right now. sorry... just kinda bummed and tired and depressed and stressed among other things. Today at work SUCKED. RAWR... ppl are such dicks. It's a damned holiday ppl! Jeez. Relax - at least u were not working!
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On a lighter, happier note the shoot with Vermelho went well i think,...
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nope, not feeling any better. GIR
i am not feeling very social right now. sorry... just kinda bummed and tired and depressed and stressed among other things. Today at work SUCKED. RAWR... ppl are such dicks. It's a damned holiday ppl! Jeez. Relax - at least u were not working!
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On a lighter, happier note the shoot with Vermelho went well i think,...
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gray138:
looking forward to your new set sweetie!!! hang in there!!!! 
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hor:
Hope the shoot went well! Purrdy dress.
Hope the shoot went well! Purrdy dress.
flashmo:
Pretty dress on a pretty girl.
I do hope you are feeling better these days.
I do hope you are feeling better these days.
the day. it has finally come.
he has left me...
and my heart...
my heart...
it is in a million little pieces.
::CRIES::
this is so hard.
::CRIES::
i just want to disapear.
he has left me...
and my heart...
my heart...
it is in a million little pieces.
::CRIES::
this is so hard.
::CRIES::
i just want to disapear.
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hor:
You're tough. I bet you'll bounce back in no time.
You're tough. I bet you'll bounce back in no time.
avalectra:
Poor dear. Just remember that guys can be assholes, and relish in the fact you're now single.
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climbit:
AMAZING!!!!!! 
vivi:
sex shower
kisses
kisses
what a WEIRD, fucked up day... haha...
I swear, when u think things can't get worse, a few more dumb little things get added to the pile of crap... nothing major, but none-the-less! it's the "principle"... HA...
So.... yeeeeah, today I had some customer at work... a real JACK ASS, to say the least... I rung him up for this that and the other, as...
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I swear, when u think things can't get worse, a few more dumb little things get added to the pile of crap...
nothing major, but none-the-less! it's the "principle"... HA...
So.... yeeeeah, today I had some customer at work... a real JACK ASS, to say the least... I rung him up for this that and the other, as...
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gray138:
we all have to deal with assholes when we work in the public hun!! i've had my share this week too.hope you feel better soon!!!
i get no love.
i should stop fucking caring...
and no, i am not talking about my SG peeps... just speaking generally...
SIGH...
whatever... sooner than later i will give up completely and perhaps then i will be missed...
maybe.
HA. i have no faith it seems sometimes... and then other times i feel like I could do anything if i just put my heart...
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i should stop fucking caring...
and no, i am not talking about my SG peeps... just speaking generally...
SIGH...
whatever... sooner than later i will give up completely and perhaps then i will be missed...
maybe.
HA. i have no faith it seems sometimes... and then other times i feel like I could do anything if i just put my heart...
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sydfloyd:
I really like your videos.
vermelho:
Sunday 1:00 -- call me to figure out where we are so you can meet up with us. There is a big organized thing so I guess there will be lots of people there.....
::deletes::
the 17th is over, one more set is gone and now onto the 21st!
MUHAHAHA...
onto NEW beginings...
Open Book is no more and soon Tied Up will be gone too, along with my mind and part of my heart... but for other reasons...
::SIGH::
the 17th is over, one more set is gone and now onto the 21st!
MUHAHAHA...
onto NEW beginings...
Open Book is no more and soon Tied Up will be gone too, along with my mind and part of my heart... but for other reasons...
::SIGH::
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kingoftown:
i suppose it's good fortune that you are leaving all my favorite sets up still.
how are you today?
how are you today?
noahmack:
Honestly people, it is her perogative to take down the sets if she wants. This may not be the case, but imagine if YOU were a Suicide Girl who had a handful of sets that have been sitting in member review for some time and haven't been getting a lot of votes? Would you want that staring you in the face all the time?
Don't get me wrong either, they're ALL great sets in my humble opinion, but I would be getting pissed off and questioning what was wrong if I was in that situation.
ALSO, keep in mind that this means she'll be putting NEW sets up in their stead. Oh, and being that a few people comment on here that have been members for quite some time, if you're THAT worried about her taking down sets, start dropping lines to all your friends to vote for them.
That's my rant. Tatian, you're beautiful. I'm always around (in a metaphysical sense) if you want/need to talk.
Big hugs, sweetheart. "Every little thing, is gonna be alright."
Don't get me wrong either, they're ALL great sets in my humble opinion, but I would be getting pissed off and questioning what was wrong if I was in that situation.
ALSO, keep in mind that this means she'll be putting NEW sets up in their stead. Oh, and being that a few people comment on here that have been members for quite some time, if you're THAT worried about her taking down sets, start dropping lines to all your friends to vote for them.
That's my rant. Tatian, you're beautiful. I'm always around (in a metaphysical sense) if you want/need to talk.
Big hugs, sweetheart. "Every little thing, is gonna be alright."
Cooool! You should def post a linky or clip of the film when it's done.
Stupid Internal Affairs. Always coming up with the dumbest shit.
Hope your grandma starts feeling better.
xoxo