everything went black today. tell me if i should be concerned...
last night i could not sleep. Or rather, did not sleep "well"... although i tried.
then today at work, of course i was damn exhausted and my legs, also, were just killing me
the past few days have been really BAD in that aspect - in that my legs have been in major pain......
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last night i could not sleep. Or rather, did not sleep "well"... although i tried.
then today at work, of course i was damn exhausted and my legs, also, were just killing me
the past few days have been really BAD in that aspect - in that my legs have been in major pain......
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light_bringer:
Get yourself checked out, sweetie. Also, please be safe there with Ike getting close.
lizzi:
Thanks girl! I'll probably see you around! 
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tatian:
YAY! September 23rd is THE DAY - to "BREATHE"
mark ur calenders!
mark ur calenders!
evangeline:
I love you so much. As soon as possible wwe are hanging out again.
OMFG! What a GREAT DAY this has been for me.
GREAT shit.
Saw the new set by Vermelho and OMG. I love it. He is SO incredibly talented. I think it is the best representation of me yet and i have him to thank for all of it... I just hope you like it!
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Got the link to the short:
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GREAT shit.
Saw the new set by Vermelho and OMG. I love it. He is SO incredibly talented. I think it is the best representation of me yet and i have him to thank for all of it... I just hope you like it!
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Got the link to the short:
hope it works, if...
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lord:
Haha! Love the video...and you look hot as hell!
Rock on sister!
Rock on sister!
michaelelder:
go vote, guys!
we need her to be on the big screen at the alamo drafthouse during fantastic fest!
we need her to be on the big screen at the alamo drafthouse during fantastic fest!
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soix:
Those shoes are awesome!! 
That is a nice gift!!!
And the heart....I heart you.
Flexibility: THAT is amazing, i must say! I am still trying to figure that out...how you got your foot there in front of you.
That is a nice gift!!!
And the heart....I heart you.
Flexibility: THAT is amazing, i must say! I am still trying to figure that out...how you got your foot there in front of you.
gray138:
can't wait to see the movie!!!!!!!! that's really awesome!!!!
So... the blood and guts... were not AS bloody as I thought they'd be. They were sticky. HAHA (dumb joke)... anyways.. the filming is done and to my surprise and the surprise of you guys too, guess who I got to shoot the film with? - eeee - Evangeline!
talk about a fun time...
i got to hold her, pull her, scream with her,...
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talk about a fun time...
i got to hold her, pull her, scream with her,...
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light_bringer:
You just wonderfully described many of the advantages of the single life, my friend.
tomorrow i'll be covered in blood... running around somewhere... probably in my undies for a horror film being shot out here in Austin.
Don't know what to expect, but I think it will be fun. I'm hoping I'll get to be the gal who lives thru the film and ends up slaughtering the bad guy (I could afford to take out some aggression, even if...
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Don't know what to expect, but I think it will be fun. I'm hoping I'll get to be the gal who lives thru the film and ends up slaughtering the bad guy (I could afford to take out some aggression, even if...
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hor:
Cooool! You should def post a linky or clip of the film when it's done.
Stupid Internal Affairs. Always coming up with the dumbest shit.
Hope your grandma starts feeling better.
Cooool! You should def post a linky or clip of the film when it's done.
Stupid Internal Affairs. Always coming up with the dumbest shit.
Hope your grandma starts feeling better.
vivi:
thanks for your comment on my set
xoxo
xoxo
am i still tough enough?
feels like i'm wearing down
is my visciousness
losing ground?
am i taking too much
did i cross a line
i need my role in this
very clearly defined
i need your discipline
i need your help
i need your discipline
you know once i start i cannot help myself
and now it's starting up
feels like i'm losing touch...
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feels like i'm wearing down
is my visciousness
losing ground?
am i taking too much
did i cross a line
i need my role in this
very clearly defined
i need your discipline
i need your help
i need your discipline
you know once i start i cannot help myself
and now it's starting up
feels like i'm losing touch...
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noahmack:
I actually listen to ICP, Manson, NIN, and HIM a lot when I am depressed. I don't know why though. I love all of that music, but it never really helps me cheer up. hahaha
I never thought that you were suicidal either, T. I just believe that everyone has their breaking point. Some of us never get to that point, but I believe that it's there nonetheless.
I'm still deadly serious about the "you cut, I cut" thing as well. I understand that it is a release for you, and I'm sure it is the lesser of whatever evils might lie within you, but there are completely healthy ways to release all the negative vibes. Besides, do you really want to intentionally blemish that perfect body of yours?
I never thought that you were suicidal either, T. I just believe that everyone has their breaking point. Some of us never get to that point, but I believe that it's there nonetheless.
I'm still deadly serious about the "you cut, I cut" thing as well. I understand that it is a release for you, and I'm sure it is the lesser of whatever evils might lie within you, but there are completely healthy ways to release all the negative vibes. Besides, do you really want to intentionally blemish that perfect body of yours?
noahmack:
Totally not necessary, T. I was more than happy to do it. If I could have gotten everything on there, I would have, but I had some gifts I had to get for a couple other people this time around as well.
I'm just glad I could help brighten atleast one day, and you DO deserve it. You really do.
I'm just glad I could help brighten atleast one day, and you DO deserve it. You really do.
i want to cut SO bad right now
:cries:
this rollercoaster shit is unbearable.
there is something incredibly wrong with me.
:cries:
this rollercoaster shit is unbearable.
there is something incredibly wrong with me.
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hor:
Please don't cut. I know it's how some people deal with hard times. But it's just not healthy. And it makes me worry. If you really have to release cut something else beside yourself, like a stuffed animal or table. Be strong. Someone always cares about you. No matter how alone or shitty you may feel at times. Someone always cares.
Please don't cut. I know it's how some people deal with hard times. But it's just not healthy. And it makes me worry. If you really have to release cut something else beside yourself, like a stuffed animal or table. Be strong. Someone always cares about you. No matter how alone or shitty you may feel at times. Someone always cares.
redheadedleague:
My ex used to cut, but it never really helped, only distracted. Go somewhere, talk to somebody (rl style.)
bah.
nope, not feeling any better. GIR
i am not feeling very social right now. sorry... just kinda bummed and tired and depressed and stressed among other things. Today at work SUCKED. RAWR... ppl are such dicks. It's a damned holiday ppl! Jeez. Relax - at least u were not working!
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nope, not feeling any better. GIR
i am not feeling very social right now. sorry... just kinda bummed and tired and depressed and stressed among other things. Today at work SUCKED. RAWR... ppl are such dicks. It's a damned holiday ppl! Jeez. Relax - at least u were not working!
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gray138:
looking forward to your new set sweetie!!! hang in there!!!!
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hor:
Hope the shoot went well! Purrdy dress.
Hope the shoot went well! Purrdy dress.
flashmo:
Pretty dress on a pretty girl.
I do hope you are feeling better these days.
I do hope you are feeling better these days.
the day. it has finally come.
he has left me...
and my heart...
my heart...
it is in a million little pieces.
::CRIES::
this is so hard.
::CRIES::
i just want to disapear.
he has left me...
and my heart...
my heart...
it is in a million little pieces.
::CRIES::
this is so hard.
::CRIES::
i just want to disapear.
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hor:
You're tough. I bet you'll bounce back in no time.
You're tough. I bet you'll bounce back in no time.
avalectra:
Poor dear. Just remember that guys can be assholes, and relish in the fact you're now single.
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climbit:
AMAZING!!!!!! 
vivi:
sex shower
kisses
kisses