sydni

I figured out that what I told myself I wanted.....I really don't after all. I realized that:

I want chivalry.
I want to be the pretty girl in the relationship.
I want to cook for my partner.
I want to be a mostly stay at home mom.
I want the old school relationship.

These are weird realizations. I thought I wanted to be the bad...
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happy chaos.

Life is amazing with Niko.

I swear he could be the most beautiful thing I've laid eyes on.

I just had sex on my kitchen sink.


Oooooohhhhhh Afternoon Delight.....


But seriously, I have no idea how long I get to have this amazing man in my life, but we're having a blast, we have crazy chemistry and we have a ton in common.

I wouldn't...
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Niko (greek boy from last night) and I had a fucking blast. He and my friends got along after my show like they've known eachother forever, we walked barefoot on the beach at 2 am and made out under the stars before the cops threatened to cite us, and his eyes are the clearest blue I think I've ever looked in.

We had a lot...
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I have a date after my show with a cute Greek man named Niko tomorrow.

Sometimes leaving your number to be found by your waiter is a good idea.

He's adorable....and wish me fun!!

xo

Dear Boy at the Bar,

Either you're nervous, or you're an idiot. If we keep flirting every week at my show and you don't ask me out, I'm going to have to assume you're gutless. Your friends say you're shy....I say you're ridiculous. I'd like you to cut the shit so we can hang out.

kthnx,
Me.

ha!