sweetie

(everything in moderation. especially moderation).

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lazy sunday with Master, at home. it feels great. although doing house chores and cooking in nothing but a hooters t-shirt is absurdly tacky.
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and last night i was too tired to go out and booze. sad. i hate missing out on saturday nights.
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but i felt really tired and strange, because my body was tingly all...
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"To be or not to be -
That is not the question!
I decided long ago to be!
With me, it's what to be,
Now, make me some suggestions,
Good or bad,
Which is the best for me?
When you're after fun and laughter, this aggravates you,
Some reformers say a warmer climate awaits you!

If it's naughty to rouge your lips,
Shake your shoulders...
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the difference is visible when Master is around.
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and now that He is back and i have quit that awful vanilla job, it will be a true 24/7 M/s lifestyle.
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(i love when He feeds me candy...)
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its just sooo fascinating to observe how i can actually still be a riot grrl, and at the same time, be His submissive pet....
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why is it that when people repeat kind words, we actually believe them?
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and when they tell you over and over, it hurts when it turns out to not be true.
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(truth doesn't exist)
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tomorrow my metaphysical reason to keep on living will make sense. it doesnt now. at all.
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life makes no sense.
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(post lunch coma).
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i...
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i guess Someone will not be happy with my first post.
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but as i wait for the goodness of the seasoning to sink into the lamb and meanwhile, season my own bitterness with Judy Garland, i guess this is ok.
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its not like the MOST important think ever.
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but in metaphysical terms, nothing is.
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but happiness.
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(i should try...
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so i am here. nice. not on my terms, but nice. i guess i shouldnt nag in this first post.

so i probably must express my gratitude to Sg or something for giving me a consolation prize.

hum....

i hate consolation prizes. they tell me i've lost (highly competitive spirit)

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and then i go kare kano again...
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(bitch)

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i'll just be happy...
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