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i know it is selfish, and extremely selfish of me, but my mom's b-day being on the same day of my double performance is making me go crazy.
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yesterday she spent the afternoon and the evening with me.
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and today i go to my brother's house to spend more time with her.
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i know it is selfish, and extremely selfish of me, but my mom's b-day being on the same day of my double performance is making me go crazy.
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yesterday she spent the afternoon and the evening with me.
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and today i go to my brother's house to spend more time with her.
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and then i have to run back to prep....
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*crisis over. i think*
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Master is the deepest waters i have ever swam in. It scares me what lies beneath, and around me it is pitch dark.
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oh well, then again, i do hate predictable people.
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truth is that i was also very afraid Master would no longer allow me to perform.
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He said ok.
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so now, with my...
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Master is the deepest waters i have ever swam in. It scares me what lies beneath, and around me it is pitch dark.
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oh well, then again, i do hate predictable people.
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truth is that i was also very afraid Master would no longer allow me to perform.
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He said ok.
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so now, with my...
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clarkekid:
Ha ha... I think it's cool that you still make your own outfits even though you say you can't sew. 
couture:
hugs you so tight you cant feel your toes.. hehe
chin up honey..
xox
chin up honey..
xox
heisszeit:
i like your "coffee commercials"
you are so damn hottie even with this serious hairstyle
take care
xoxo
you are so damn hottie even with this serious hairstyle
take care
xoxo
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i get disapointed, and then, You get upset at me.
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when i heard You making a havok in the kitchen, i figured You were taking all the sharp objects with You, knowing that You aren 't here with me for the night.
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but it wasn't so.
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i am a control freak slave. a maniac for deadlines and responsability.
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You are...
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i get disapointed, and then, You get upset at me.
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when i heard You making a havok in the kitchen, i figured You were taking all the sharp objects with You, knowing that You aren 't here with me for the night.
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but it wasn't so.
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i am a control freak slave. a maniac for deadlines and responsability.
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You are...
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sugar_on_asphalt:
Part of the weird dichotomy of being a slave is the fact that one of our own needs is meeting someone else's needs. Or, in order to be happy, we need to be making someone else happy. I left my last boyfriend (among other reasons) because I realized he was not going to give me the kind of structure and order that I need as a submissive.
Just because you're a slave doesn't mean you don't have needs too...this is something that my Sir is making me deal with right now.
*hug*
Just because you're a slave doesn't mean you don't have needs too...this is something that my Sir is making me deal with right now.
*hug*
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news, right?
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1. i have a new hair cut. i love it. i just wish Master would let me get the bangs too, then i could play Helen Kane.
2. despite my debut, being a dancer is as scary as exciting. but i really love the idea.
3. i have tons of new fabric to play with.
4. my scabs are healing, but...
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news, right?
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1. i have a new hair cut. i love it. i just wish Master would let me get the bangs too, then i could play Helen Kane.
2. despite my debut, being a dancer is as scary as exciting. but i really love the idea.
3. i have tons of new fabric to play with.
4. my scabs are healing, but...
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sugar_on_asphalt:
Your hair looks fabulous. Love it.
And yes, you should go to the doctor. It might actually be that sleeping so much is the problem, but I'm not a doctor myself.
And yes, you should go to the doctor. It might actually be that sleeping so much is the problem, but I'm not a doctor myself.
fairyjochen:
ciao !
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clarkekid:
What happened to your arm there? 
clarkekid:
Ah... tree climbing... so much fun.
*alas, it is almost time*
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just giving my act its final brushes.
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along with the cleaning, the laundry and dolling up, yesterday i finished mixing the track.
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what does one get when one mixes belly dance, jazz and hard rock? my neo-burlesque number.
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yeah, there is a carrot in my undies.
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(loved that.)
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just giving my act its final brushes.
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along with the cleaning, the laundry and dolling up, yesterday i finished mixing the track.
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what does one get when one mixes belly dance, jazz and hard rock? my neo-burlesque number.
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yeah, there is a carrot in my undies.
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(loved that.)
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so, whoever is around can check...
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socal_drew:
Good luck tonight = }
*won't you lend me some time?*
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because i need to add another 12 hours to my day tomorrow. i just got too much to do.
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yeah, i know. i could skip sleeping tonight, but i got brain work to do as well, and i gotta be fresh in order for it to be good.
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even chronic procrastinators like myself gotta learn some...
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because i need to add another 12 hours to my day tomorrow. i just got too much to do.
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yeah, i know. i could skip sleeping tonight, but i got brain work to do as well, and i gotta be fresh in order for it to be good.
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even chronic procrastinators like myself gotta learn some...
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socal_drew:
Cool new ink and I like the new profile pic 
On your profile pic you have a SG logo on top
Did you get a set approved?
On your profile pic you have a SG logo on top
Did you get a set approved? *back to my future*
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after mourning my latest rejected set for a day (i'll up it when i feel ready), now i focus on tonight's party.
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the week is over, and i haven't done much. not even my laundry.
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spent most of it in bed, but i don't mind.
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because it's my bitch week, the one when not even i can...
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after mourning my latest rejected set for a day (i'll up it when i feel ready), now i focus on tonight's party.
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the week is over, and i haven't done much. not even my laundry.
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spent most of it in bed, but i don't mind.
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because it's my bitch week, the one when not even i can...
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salome:
Thanks for the sweet comment on my set; I put my heart and soul into this one and I'm so glad you like it!
*expectations*
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so when you have no expectations it does hurt less.
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nonetheless, given the quality of the set that went live last night (what is that?), i thought mine would make it.
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fine. i'll wait. probably by february i'll have more interesting things to do and you guys will never get me.
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so when you have no expectations it does hurt less.
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nonetheless, given the quality of the set that went live last night (what is that?), i thought mine would make it.
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fine. i'll wait. probably by february i'll have more interesting things to do and you guys will never get me.
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cherishchain:
Rejection hurts like hell. Thick skin or no, I cried a little last time.
My philosophy is to give yourself a day to mope and cry and then get back on the wagon. You're a beautiful girl. Please try again!
My philosophy is to give yourself a day to mope and cry and then get back on the wagon. You're a beautiful girl. Please try again!
camilla:
also for me.
you are so sexy!
you are so sexy!
*suggestions needed*
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i need to come up with some performance idea for an erotic burlesque...
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ideas, anyone?
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i need to come up with some performance idea for an erotic burlesque...
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ideas, anyone?
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angelica:
Puts...
Voc quer uma coisa mais clean ou freak?
Voc quer uma coisa mais clean ou freak?
luka_____:
good luck for your set !
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the caffeine just doesn't want to kick in
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because i'm still super sad, but it might just be PMS.
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i had a job interview yesterday.
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i just need something more to fill my days. and some time for myself.
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i got chores to do. now.
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and tonight we are gonna go out. please?
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i got some exams to...
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the caffeine just doesn't want to kick in
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because i'm still super sad, but it might just be PMS.
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i had a job interview yesterday.
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i just need something more to fill my days. and some time for myself.
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i got chores to do. now.
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and tonight we are gonna go out. please?
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i got some exams to...
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cate:
caffine makes your cramps worse, if you are indeed "bitch sick". 
i promise