sweetie

*on and off*

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have you ever done the dutch waltz?
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last week my jazz teacher taught us a step called "the dutch waltz". It made me feel as i feel now. Strange and dizzy. And pretty pathetic. Here am i stuck to the computer when i really need to finish putting my clothes back in the closet and putting things in place.
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*i wanna talk of ice-cream and teddy bears*

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for the first time in my life, i think i am too thin. That is wierd. Where have my boobs gone?
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but it must be cuz all that fat is turning to muscle... Dance classes are a universe more fun than just body-building.
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although i miss the threadmill.
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i feel lonely. A bit....
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i am so anxious i feel my stomach coming up my throat. Maybe Master going to Mexico today will give me the time to get all i need done. i never focus when He is around, but i miss Him soooooo much already.

i am sooooooooooooo screwed. i hate when i bite more than i can chew. But its what i've always done. And these...
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"*i am just a nothing that someday would like to be a something."* (Jerry Lewis, in the Delicate Delinquent).

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its sunday again.

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*Faster, faster, faster-faster-faster, faster-faster-faster, I'm late, I'm late*

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its gig night. and a special one. Fetish Party tonight. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! for that despite the threat of having to wear a large inflatable vibrating plug under my outfit all night long. Plus those killer heels. Believe me, those white sandals are NOT comfortable.
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so, who is going?
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monday is "valentine's" in Brazil. So... Good...
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