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Hey guys! Sorry for my lack of commenting and posting and such over the pst few days. Have you noticed? I dunno man.

I'm in Portland now! Was in Seattle.

Seattle was a lot of fun, though I ended up really sick the first night we were there and I didn't sleep because of it...So I had to reschedule one of the shoots for next...
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superbabzy:
Sounds like you had a blast in Seattle! Hope Portland is as much fun :)
seaside_:
I wish we could've hung out! I've been sick since Wednesday :( I hope you enjoyed your trip though, this means I'm just going to have to make a trip to Canada!
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EEK! Today was so nerve racking for some reason.
I'm not very active on Facebook, I use it for business purposes but not even that much. It makes me nervous. It reminds me of high school. I can't be honest on there without someone having to prove that their opinion is more valid than mine, instead of just having a normal fucking discussion like adult....
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shev:
I really hope you go pink, you should have already with your first set <3
lizardlicks:
^^^^^what @shev said ^^^^^
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SG FACEBOOK PAGE<-- The link appeared up here for some reason, you'll know why once you read below.

Hello my lovely wonderful friends!
Today I got the best message from @ituit saying she finished my third set!
We're calling it "Feathers in the Wind", and I can honestly say this is the best one I have yet! It has everything my other sets were...
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stormyent:
@sawlonewolf1 Thank you!! @memnoch666 @robertnagiel Thanks so much! I really appreciate it
pabbz010:
Got my vote Hun! Told ya ill support u anyway! And can't wait to see ur new set !
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So, I really don't want to get in to too many details as to what's going on with my sister and I.
But long story short...
I couldn't afford to give her $100 for a Christmas gift for my parents and she got angry with me.

Then we stopped talking.

Now when we talk it's really awkward and she's acting cold toward me. She says...
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stormyent:
@lewolf That is honestly one of the most helpful things anyone has ever said! I know the seasons behind eveerything, and it's not that they don't make sense it's just that it was all a major overreaction. She's under a lot of stress, and I know that, so I let her know that her words (She said some really..truly awful things to me that were uncalled for and surprising....) hurt me but that I understand she is going through a rough time. I keep calling every once in awhile, texting every so often, just showing her what I'm up to and updating her on my life like she wants, asking about hers and telling her if she needs me she can always call me...But she hasn't called, or really returned my text messages. I get really emotionally distraught when someone is upset with me and I can't fix it. It tears me up inside. 
lewolf:
It sounds like you are taking the right actions on your end, Darlin,  and have a clear view of what’s going on.  At the same time, her silence towards you maynot be because she’s so overwhelmingly mad at you… perhaps just feeling her ownwalls caving in on her right now and is trying to deal with it in her own way,good or bad.  The anger at you she demonstrated(that you mentioned) may be more akin to a nasty impulsive vent rather thananything deeper.  Doesn’t make any ofthis easier for you, I know, but how you are handling it will help in the longrun.  Just be there.  It always saddens me to see, in the spirit ofpeace-keeping and peace-making, bad behavior being brushed off or ignored, thusempowering it to raise its ugly head once again in the future… even faster andstronger than before.  People do that inall walks of our lives, very prominently in politics, and I see no good reasonto accept such pandering in our daily relationships with our family andfriends.  I believe in curing the disease,and not just treating the symptoms. Anyway, Darlin, I hope this works itself out, and soon for you.  We’re supposed to come together this time ofyear, not let the emotions worn on our sleeves drive wedges unnecessarily betweenus!  Besides, HAPPY is so much more yourcolor, more so than sad or heartbroken. Now MELANCHOLY could work on occasion for you… as a matter of fact, Ithink it would give your BEAUTY a certain… DIVINATION!!!  ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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So, @moon posted a blog saying that some paperwork is missing from the new site.

You can find it here BLOGGGG

I e-mailed her about it because I'm not entirely sure what this means for my set that's in review right now? Like...If I'm missing paperwork, isn't it kind of ...Idk...Not able to be purchased or? I also wasn't sure if you needed to sign...
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stormyent:
@lalou yeah! I guess a lot of paperwork was lost with the new switch; thankfully once we found how to check if it was missing and where to upload it it doesn't seem to difficult to get done! I
unknownmisery:
I am glad things are falling into place.
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Today was a strange day.

I made some really interesting geometrical drawings that I'm really happy with. I had a good long cry out of frustration. I had an amazing yoga practice outside in the cold air on my balcony in the sunlight. And I talked with my WCB case worker...Told her I'm feeling very stuck, and sad, and like nothing is moving forward and...
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malacath:
Congratulations for getting featured on marijuana models!
dutch:
Awesome, congrats on the feature :)
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dutch:
Beautiful<3
triplegold:
Sexy.
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I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome and Myofacial pain Syndrome. I have TMJ, hypermobility, loose ligaments...
I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. An often under and misdiagnosed disorder that often includes many other disorders with it. Every case is different. Doctors don't know a lot about it. It's difficult to find help and support. It will get worse, I will never have a "normal" life. But it...
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unknownmisery:
It lends courage to all of our struggles to read about your courage and fortitude. 
superbabzy:
Heartbreaking and inspiring. Thanks for sharing your private pain and give us an insight into your heart <3
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So today I made it my goal to find out where I can get my nude work printed so I can start putting them up in my etsy store.

I want to make copies of my instax so I can sell them, and I want to get prints done of other nude modelling that I've done or made myself.
Soooo I went on an adventure...
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chevvy:
You can print 8x10's and 9x12's fairly cheaply at London Drugs or Walmart Photo centers. Costco is also the best option, but I'm guessing you're not near one or would need a membership. Technically you can hire anyone to print whatever you want, you can make copies of the images as you see fit and sell them/dispense them at your own discretion. A printer can't be held liable for what you upload and print on their website or using their digital services, so I'm not sure who you're speaking to about having prints made or if you're looking to print in some "special" way, but this is a ridiculous issue. I've been selling nude prints for 3 years and I've never had an issue. People who are making the prints just see your vagina. So what?
stormyent:
@chevvy Thank you for the advice! I'm in North Vancouver and went to three separate print shops. It's most likely the area I live in, and people are just being ridiculous, but I want to feel comfortable with the people I'm doing business with. I've found a great online shop that I'll be using. I personally have zero problem with people seeing my bits and pieces, and was very surprised by the reactions I got when I mentioned needing to print fine art nudes on a regular basis. "We uhh, don't really get requests for that sort of thing...I'll need to think about it....". Yikes! 
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As many of you know, and as most of you probably don't, winter is a really hard time for me. This blog is full of real feels, because sometimes I feel like I'm not honest enough with you guys about my life. So I want to open up a bit more:

This is Alex Jayy, he was my best friend in the entire world! I
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scoria:
I miss him too... but you know he's looking over you. He cares for you so much. You will always be able to find him when you need him. All my love.
the_sea:
<3<3<3 it is great he was in your life