..maybe this is a cry for help
feeling a bit lonely tonight, maybe its the weather,but i am getting the feeling that im not really welcome anywhere. i dont know, people have never really called me to do stuff, i am the one that has to make the effort and when i do come around it is to a lukewarm response...sigh, i thought i was...
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feeling a bit lonely tonight, maybe its the weather,but i am getting the feeling that im not really welcome anywhere. i dont know, people have never really called me to do stuff, i am the one that has to make the effort and when i do come around it is to a lukewarm response...sigh, i thought i was...
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december...
car crash, final take home exam, moving to new place this saturday.
merry xmas....definately getting coal in my stockings this year. not that it matters, much anymore.
ive decided that the bad luck that i endure is only to offset all the extremely good things that happen in my life. i have so much to be thankful for, untill something bad happens i dont...
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car crash, final take home exam, moving to new place this saturday.
merry xmas....definately getting coal in my stockings this year. not that it matters, much anymore.
ive decided that the bad luck that i endure is only to offset all the extremely good things that happen in my life. i have so much to be thankful for, untill something bad happens i dont...
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estrada:
The new Sparkle set is on my wishlist.
Also um, that's about it.
I really don't celebrate X-mas.
Also um, that's about it.
I really don't celebrate X-mas.
crossover:
Yeah I'm a grinch what can I say, I've never really liked xmas except when I was a little kid. Now the corperate advertisement blitz of buy our shit annoys the hell out of me... working in retail and having to listen to xmas music all day everyday doesn't help either
my moral standing is lying down
actually the whole self-loating phase has once again turned into a pathetic attempt for me to do what i call a "personality makeover". something about winter does this to me, get all sad about the situation at hand, then make all these resolutions to change. never works, but this time, just like the last time, it will be different,...
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actually the whole self-loating phase has once again turned into a pathetic attempt for me to do what i call a "personality makeover". something about winter does this to me, get all sad about the situation at hand, then make all these resolutions to change. never works, but this time, just like the last time, it will be different,...
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silencenoir:
*happy* I can't WAIT for a new Sparkle set.
Miss you doll. Comment vas-tu?
Miss you doll. Comment vas-tu?
fancybear:
I do the same thing... these makeovers never take 100% but some element sticks around.
This time I am getting new ink to commemorate... a tattoo of a pair of scissors.
Looking forward to your new set!
This time I am getting new ink to commemorate... a tattoo of a pair of scissors.
Looking forward to your new set!so far, so good....
just cleaned up the room after about a month of letting crap pile up, im horrible like that. one might assume with the name "sparkle" that i would keep my living space immaculate...au contraire, mon frere...and most of the time i am not even glamourous looking...so actually my name is a statement of tremendous irony, eh well...this is the REAL sparkle...messy,...
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just cleaned up the room after about a month of letting crap pile up, im horrible like that. one might assume with the name "sparkle" that i would keep my living space immaculate...au contraire, mon frere...and most of the time i am not even glamourous looking...so actually my name is a statement of tremendous irony, eh well...this is the REAL sparkle...messy,...
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mizu:
you should do a set with the new do, or at least post some pics of it in your candids...
mizu:
How does that happen?!!! I only posted once.. grrrrrrrrr stupid mozilla... ooooooooooooooh
this is what you want
this is what you get
my only desire is to find someone that i connect with, that i dont want to kill....is that so hard to ask?
sometimes i think yeah...but things always work out, even in their own fucked up way...
maybe this week will be good.
this is what you get
my only desire is to find someone that i connect with, that i dont want to kill....is that so hard to ask?
sometimes i think yeah...but things always work out, even in their own fucked up way...
maybe this week will be good.
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scooter11:
I'd recmmend myself, but you'd probably want to kill me.
Seems like you're due for a good week...I'm betting on it.
Seems like you're due for a good week...I'm betting on it.
xxanastasiaxx:
I want to kill everyone...
I ask myself that same question daily.
wishing you a good week.
I ask myself that same question daily.
wishing you a good week.
BOOYA....kickin kaffeine und kaffe, ich weise eine besser Dinge zu sagen...fragen Sie mich, bitte? nicht sehr wichtig Eregnis fr mir zu sprechen! aber, ich knnte "A Perfect Circle" im Memphis sehen....veilleicht...
that took way too long to write...ive done worse in french, but dayum. it is always a confession posting here..when good entries go bad they are put on SG...there is much need for a...
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that took way too long to write...ive done worse in french, but dayum. it is always a confession posting here..when good entries go bad they are put on SG...there is much need for a...
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estrada:
I totally can't read or speak German!
I would be the scaringest cheerleader around.
Um, yay team?
I would be the scaringest cheerleader around.
Um, yay team?
autoregressive:
no fun making...don't understand a dern werd..
no, really...i am okay
depression fits me better than anything else...so its a good thing that i wear my smile upside down. no one likes someone who is a constant bummer, but it is much easier than pretending things will work out when they never do.
luck is a funny thing, though. i almost got into some serious trouble just being generally non-thinking, but luckily...
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depression fits me better than anything else...so its a good thing that i wear my smile upside down. no one likes someone who is a constant bummer, but it is much easier than pretending things will work out when they never do.
luck is a funny thing, though. i almost got into some serious trouble just being generally non-thinking, but luckily...
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fear93:
P.S
Frontline Assembly does suck now
Frontline Assembly does suck now
ersatz:
probably Killing Joke, although Skinny Puppy, Coil, and Joy Division all come pretty damn close
not having a window really sucks right now, haha...sometimes my idiocy astounds me...meh...as long as you have fuzzy pink sweaters it is all good...OCD can be a crazy thing, it is one thing to be bored, but to compulsively post for hours on end? that just aint right...i owe people money, i may have less fingers after this weekend. sooooooo....psychedelic trance festival in jackson, yippee...
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scut:
geez... that was the most disorganized post ever. i enjoy toe massages. What's worse than having 2 gloiters on your neck? If ever people tell me i suck, i have them listen to my impression of xpq-21's lead singer.... now THAT sucks. my cat's name is melvin. he's a singer for the new group ascii.disko. i eat pie like i eat hamburger, i put it in my mouth and 1)bite. 2)chew. 3)orgasm (comon.... in-n-out is great).
cut.rate.box: they toured with seabound. SEABOUND! daniel meier was better as Clear Vision. I have herpes. Woah! who was that?!? no kitty. that's my pot....... pie?
Who here likes all beef hot-dogs over all-everything else hot-dogs? The azoic are cool......... they paid tom shear of a23 $2,000 to remix their song progression. i really just have herpes simplex-a. MOUTH DISEASE!!!
My cat's name is not "fabulous"
I've never known anyone to be "INTO" html.
you are a nerd.
welcome.
OH SHIT!!!! theres another cat in here.
EDITED for retardedness.... spelling and tori.. and having too many hefewizenensasdf goddamn germans.
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cut.rate.box: they toured with seabound. SEABOUND! daniel meier was better as Clear Vision. I have herpes. Woah! who was that?!? no kitty. that's my pot....... pie?
Who here likes all beef hot-dogs over all-everything else hot-dogs? The azoic are cool......... they paid tom shear of a23 $2,000 to remix their song progression. i really just have herpes simplex-a. MOUTH DISEASE!!!
My cat's name is not "fabulous"
I've never known anyone to be "INTO" html.
you are a nerd.
welcome.
OH SHIT!!!! theres another cat in here.
EDITED for retardedness.... spelling and tori.. and having too many hefewizenensasdf goddamn germans.
[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 12:28AM]
[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 12:29AM]
silencenoir:
I'd go nuts without a window....really.
Mmmmm natural born stripper, eh? I wanna see that with my own eyes.
Mmmmm natural born stripper, eh? I wanna see that with my own eyes.
sometimes i can be so over-philosophical it is nauseating. what makes a person like what a person likes? what accounts for taste? is it actually something that a person likes, or do they just want to look "cool"...i mean sometimes i like the musical stuff i like thats "underground" and wonder, do i REALLY like this or has my subconcious mind gotten me so confused...
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leningrad:
you can't over-philosophize. the only reason we exist is to wonder why we exist. if you don't think about it, what's the point?
silencenoir:
So you looked like Manson, eh? Well maybe next time I'll dream of YOU, instead of him. hehe
happy halloween!!!
check me out, im bald!!!
you didnt think i was gonna do it, didya didya??? someone said that i looked like that girl off of "pitch black"...i was going more for the chick from "empire records" but yeah, i absolutely love my hair like this...its not exactly flattering or "pretty" but who cares??
what do you think of my buzzcut?
check me out, im bald!!!
you didnt think i was gonna do it, didya didya??? someone said that i looked like that girl off of "pitch black"...i was going more for the chick from "empire records" but yeah, i absolutely love my hair like this...its not exactly flattering or "pretty" but who cares??
what do you think of my buzzcut?
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dave_h:
the hair? (or lack of it) the first thing I though of is how tough you looked. like, if I was into boxing and stuff I'd wanna box you. Not in a violent way, but in a fun silly play-fighting type of way.
I don't know if that makes any sense.
I don't know if that makes any sense.
humberthumbert:
way hotter than the girl from empire records.
even without "better" things to do such as have a job, i still think sleep is way overrated. yeah, you feel somewhat better and not cranky when you get it. but its so much fun to stay awake and enjoy insanity. meep meep meep...ive gone off the chain, yall.
im offering, again, because ive gotten into a "creative" streak...i am offering cheap to free design...
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im offering, again, because ive gotten into a "creative" streak...i am offering cheap to free design...
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cobalt:
Hey -- you're up early! Awful nice of you to offer to do design work! I wish I had some work for you!! Creative streaks are the best...
sadie:
i am so cranky and i cant seem to sleep past 10 or 11 anymore i used to love to sleep all day.
this xmas, kwanza, haunikah, yule (insert other politcally correct holiday here) i am thinking about going for a "nightmare before christmas" theme...silly, dated, unnnecissary....perhaps...but i know all the stuff from halloween will be on sale at walmart and i can get the stuff for cheap cheap...it will be fun.
cure for boredom
cure for boredom
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siara:
Sounds like a good idea.. christmas is such a corporate whore holiday!! .. all the red & white is only from the marketing of Coke anyway!!
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justsayfaux:
yea, the new layout took a while to figure out. i still forget where buttons are and whatnot. i would definately take advantage of the post-halloween sales. does it seem like every year chirstmas stuff goes on sale sooner and sooner. i thought it used to go up after thanksgiving. im seeing far too many xmas-themed crap on sale already...
oh a not bein such a pussy-io!
oh and some more social skills!
might aswell add dear santa to the top so he can get workin for next year!
but fuck me . . . .
dont be get down on urself lady i dont know u loads but . .
oh i can add sucks at sayin stuff to me list!
. . . . dont know how to say it . . . . so . . . . huggle!
oh and havin to make an effort to hang out with peeps . . . . snap!
'im not afraid of feeling
and i'm not afraid of trying
i'm just afraid losing . . . . '
(not sure why but soz if inappropriate)
Something I'd change about myself is to take better care of me. To eat right and excercise becuase it makes me feel better and to go exploring and fall in love and such. To not give into my introverted ness as way to escape a damn good time... yea. that's all.
~Figment