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wednesday poetry day...i havent written any poetry in ages. i think that part of my life is finished which is truly a shame. i would love to get back into it, but i have taken so many literature and creative writing classes that i would get bogged down in rules about not using abstractions and i would try to make it fit some kind of...
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blame it on bad feng shui...this room distracts me, i cannot get anything done. tonight, though...more procrastination for i am singing back up for our lovely member Mizu @ open mic night...can't particularly sing so well, but it is just harmonizing, after all. must do some tedious german translation and fix dinner. wish me luck!

i am a banana

i am bored....entertain me.

now!

i need to get sleep
i cant get no sleep
-"insomnia"

yeah whatever the grammar police will get me for that one, but oh well....busy bee...not much to say, just really hyper and naturally to boot. okay, maybe diet coke helps, but im pretty speedy for just some caffeine. wheeeeeeeeee.

(a few moments later)
yep yep, starting to wind down. these entries never mean a...
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i shut my eyes and the world drops dead
i think i made you up in my head
-sylvia plath

(some crap by me)
caffeine is routine
to get a fix of nicotine
starvation is a fashion
and your fitness is a fraud

i hate school (mostly just homework).

fun times...i need to change my location, im back in the dirty south. things are back dramafied. i really dont know what to do anymore. even though i had it in my mind to make a certain decision, i think im just gonig to be a pussy and not do that. this morning (well, more toward noon) it felt like someone was taking a chainsaw...
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i really should be packing, i should be doing a lot of things right now as i go home in a few days...so sad...enh, i will survive, i suppose.

it never stops....it never stops...oh la la, it is too much for me...yep, not going to work on the paper untill at least thursday night. i have to do a little bit more research anyway. stroke of genius came to me... one of the class projects, i planned on discussing the different night clubs in quebec. well, why not write my other paper on that...
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i am truly going to miss this place, i had thought earlier that the people were somewhat rude, but that was a mistake. if it werent for the boring classes, this trip would be truly exciting. ive done a few things that i am not proud of, but im in another country, so it doesnt count, right? wish i could have discovered all these cool...
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right now, i dont know if i could study even if i wanted to...i just feel so depressed now, its horrible. i want to have a good time here, but there is no one for me to talk to that ive established a really good relationship. so now im just sitting here in my room crying for no reason whatsoever, as much as this city...
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mavais garcons, qu'est ce que tu vas faire....qu'est ce que tu vas fair quand ils viennent pour toi??

for all of you non-francophones (said with zero condescension) that was the theme song for the tv show cops. i cant tell you how much that still amuses me...just sing it, its funny. i have way too much time on my hands. well nothing too amusing to...
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