sparkle

i cant keep a job...its so sad, it is kinda funny...anyone willing to employee a marginally sexy goth chick with limited knowledge (but willing to learn) of html, barely proficient in 2 foreign languages, and also unwilling to travel/relocate?

c'mon, you cant refuse....someone HIRE ME!!! i dont ask for much, just enough to pay rent (dirt cheap, its MS) and have some ramen in the...
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yo yo yo yo

its a week away, but im already excited about halloween, mainly because i shall be wearing thisthis and looking psycho sexy with a shaved head...and what "nurse satan" costume would be complete w/o fake blood, rubber glove and coathanger!! but it sucks cuz im gonna be working that day untill 1am (BOOOOO!!!) im still dressing up regardless...so what are your...
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i am okay, you are okay, everything is okay...breathe in, breathe out....pause for a moment, get back to work...remember to study for that test...what about that homework i forgot to do?...must get groceries...need to get laundry...just one moment of freedom...rent is due, so are utlities...not enough money in bank...this is going to kill me...but at least it won't be me...

if i wasnt already a "suicide girl"...i would have killed myself by now.

so, who else is ready to give up on humanity, or even existance as a whole. yeah, you cant really do anything productive when youre dead, but perhaps id be more appreciated posthumoulsy (someone should give me a xanax for using that word in an everyday sentence) than i am now. i...
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i had a bad night last night...

say something to cheer me up.

wheeeee.....the weekend is only 2 days away and yet it feels like it should have gotten here by now. if my sanity was ever in question, it will be without a doubt gone by the end of this hellish training. (monday-friday 4pm to 1am) in addition, i have 9 and 9:30 classes every weekday) no more *** weekends for me, sleep is the new high....
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enh, the layout is getting better, kudos to all the staff...bad layout or not, the content is what keeps me here. as my brief stint as an amatuer designer i always went for a fluffed up layout as opposed to actual content on my sites. that is never a good thing. people talk about films as being "actorproof" because the direction is so great no...
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im not feelin this layout yo....where is it that you can change the skin, i heard it mentioned somewhere in the new site design hatin boards...maybe it was a suggestion...

anywho, i guess i kinda like it because now i can blatantly rip off the old style on any new webpage i may create....

i will not be spitting in your food for much longer

stressful week concluded with a boring weekend...wonderful i would make a voyage to new orleans and see some peeps, but really all i would be doing is making a 6 hour drug run. i have no other real reason to go there. voodoo fest is at the end of this month (halloween) and i am still undecided whether or not im going to go and...
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yeah its been said, but boys are like parking spaces...all the good ones are taken and the rest are handicapped. being single has its advantages, but yeah as long as i keep hangin with people that ive had a known history with, it kinda makes it confusing for people that might want to date me? question mark for ambiguity's sake...id really be better off, but...
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