i have cancer. blah. i guess i'll write more later.
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not living in reality isn't so bad...at least my dreams remain beautiful 
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inks:
reality is not its all its cracked up to be
lelaina:
mmmmmm sweet dreaming..................xx
i'm allergic to myself
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vada:
i hear the only specialists are yourself as well. =/
<3
<3
asdeputas:
maybe you are allergic to beauty.....
happy hallolween! i love today 
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littledevil:
You are my favorite girl suicide
doozer:
You have no idea how bad I wanted to use that Burroughs quote on someone lately.
Any good movies or books to suggest
Hope you're gettin' through things alright.
Any good movies or books to suggest
Hope you're gettin' through things alright.
i want to dance again. it hasn't crossed my mind in years, since i quit the tour...3 years ago? or was it 4, 5? i don't remember. you wait your whole life to live your dream and then you give it up, for no reason...or you give it up for the wrong reason. sometimes things happen so fast that you can't even comprehend what has...
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maiwan:
fuck art lets dance! mwah, thats what i think you should do. If you wanna do it, do it. I love burlesque, ive done a few shows myself and oh my oh my what good times, its the best adrenaline rush ever! i saw your set on the first tour dvd, you were hot! morrrrrrrrrrre!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mwah ha ha.
julliette:
snow is old school. represent!
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missaphex:
wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
loveit!
I leave to greetings and enormous kisses you miss enchants your to me sets passs by my site thanks with love aphex
loveit!
I leave to greetings and enormous kisses you miss enchants your to me sets passs by my site thanks with love aphex
brookdawg:
Snow,
Don't be uncomfortable. Wake up and feel the rain on your head.
Breathe it in and taste it.
Don't ever let go.
Taste life.
Live.
Don't be uncomfortable. Wake up and feel the rain on your head.
Breathe it in and taste it.
Don't ever let go.
Taste life.
Live.
i think i need to move away from the rain.
i have big eyes and one bottle of wine. i thought i was clear, but i have a biopsy on tuesday.
i erase everything that i write. this leaves me with nothing, with silence. if you are there, will you write me...
it isn't any fun when a saturday night feels just like a wednesday...
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i have big eyes and one bottle of wine. i thought i was clear, but i have a biopsy on tuesday.
i erase everything that i write. this leaves me with nothing, with silence. if you are there, will you write me...
it isn't any fun when a saturday night feels just like a wednesday...
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dino:
I love you. Come visit.
badsun2:
Sometimes rain is right. It cleanses. When I lived in the desert I longed for it and when thunder crashed and it came pouring down I ran out to dance in it. But rain without end just melts you away over time. The dampness just creeps in.
It is cold under the sheets
damp, from the sweat of my back
when you reach for air, there is no skin. When you call for him, you fail
only in September.
You were mistaken and I smoked by the window
The hole in my chest
It will not heal
I fear 4am, the snow, the white roses
Salt. It tastes clean and I confess
damp, from the sweat of my back
when you reach for air, there is no skin. When you call for him, you fail
only in September.
You were mistaken and I smoked by the window
The hole in my chest
It will not heal
I fear 4am, the snow, the white roses
Salt. It tastes clean and I confess
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misslolo:
you're my fave pearl^^
when i saw you on the first tour dvd, i wanted to become a SG!
♥
when i saw you on the first tour dvd, i wanted to become a SG!
♥
j01:
This was excellent.
it's too simple, a wider base, a larger audience.
my lips, my teeth, they are stained...the purple drips onto my chest. i am preparing for the worst, because i like it this way. my fingernails pulling what is left of my back.
why is your back hunched over? i am protecting my heart. i don't want a hangover, i don't want to wake up. the...
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my lips, my teeth, they are stained...the purple drips onto my chest. i am preparing for the worst, because i like it this way. my fingernails pulling what is left of my back.
why is your back hunched over? i am protecting my heart. i don't want a hangover, i don't want to wake up. the...
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gameboy06:
You have been away too long.
seachelles:
you have been my favorite suicide girl since I first discovered this site. Now with my new membership I can tell you this.
Thanks for being you.
<3seachelles
Thanks for being you.
<3seachelles
i went to see the BodyWorlds 3 exhibit with my mother. if you haven't heard of it, it is the anatomical exhibition of human bodies...real human bodies. it was amazing. bones, muscles, organs....all preserved by plastination. i love my mother, she was so fascinated by it, she stuck her head right in there, inches away from preserved intestines. we both have this thing for anatomy,...
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ragdoll69:
how delightfully educational!
jameswyper:
I saw it in Vancouver and was awestruck. Thanks for reminding me of that.
my girlie is always on the edge of this, she's lived with a brain tumor her whole life, but just in the past 11 years has known about it. she deals. she finds that her best doctor visit results are when she's been eating really healthy and practicing her ashtanga yoga every weekday.
I'm hoping for the best for you, i know you've made me smile many times with blog posts n such
You rawk, dont get too down about things, there are treatments
Happy Holidays girlie
I know is hard and really suck but I sent all my good energies to you