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fuck everything.

why fucking bother.

i always get fucked.

fucked. fucked. fucked.

my dreams look like they are about to be crushed. no more dreams....no nothing. fucked. you spend hours and hours and hours and hours, you put everything into something...you lose your job, you fuck up your relationships all for a dream. the dream seems to be going your way and then BAM. fucked....
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ericj:
Don't stress on e-mailing, girl. You're busy, take care of business first, I'll be here. And dial-up DOES just really suck! Maybe we should make a "dial-up sufferers" club.

Spells are coolwell, some of them. tongue biggrin I'd say "good luck" with everything, but the cool thing is that passion is better than luck, and it seems like you've got that covered. smile
mace_windu:
hey dudette, live will always suck, you'll always get f*cked, things will never go your way...but you still here, alive and breathing on this f*cking planet and and everythinh has a reason to be messed up...so you might as well make the most of it.... smile cheers babe
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she changes her appearance
to compensate
for not being able to change her mind


at times my life would be easier with a laptop...with travelling, SG, and my business...so much easier...taking a bath with bubbles...saving money until january...writing and going to the library...just 8 more hours...sleeeeep
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mpitaji:
Hot as always, congrats on your new set.

You are quite fascinating to me.
26oo:
Do you miss sleep regularly?
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there is this constant pressure in my head....just above the base of my occiput...burning, throbbing, pressure.

i just don't have time...i need 8 more hours a day...i must say that there are so many of you that i need to write to!!!!!!!! really i am not ignoring your emails...and the few of you that have been in contact with me for some time, i am...
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sethomatik:
your new set made me worry. Sleep some, okay girl? I might have been the only one to go, " hey, that ain't right! That one needs a nap!" I'm like that I guess. Everyone marveled at the art, I wanted to shove you into a cool dark room with a soft bed, lock the door and make you sleep for days!!!!
:-)
Seth
sethomatik:
ahhhh dear, it would seem as if this is something I should at least know a fair bit about? Alas, then, well concieved, emotional work. Kudos. I guess you can keep the price I paid for admission then.
:-)
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i need to see the contract....i am not about to get fucked. we have to have 6 girls now, instead of four. we are already being forced into something that i am not completely happy with. i suppose we can make it work....
i am so close to just saying fuck off, but i won't. i don't think people realize that i am responsible....i am...
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quickstar:
Fight the Motherfucking Power!

You need to tell this shit to the right people.

Let em know that you aint no chump.

Without you and your crew there is no show.

<font color=red><b>Fight the MotherFucking Power!</b></font>
pantsonfire:
i like your new piercing. and you make the best faces in your sets.
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your cuts are shallow
i fall down
the sheets are wet
my heart pounds
your mask so black
my neck so soft
you swallow me and i sink sink sink into the ground


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amitabha:
so here's what im wondering...

why the hell dont you have any candid pics up??
violenttortoise:
Marry me?
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it is so nice to be at HQ with no HBO crew....
went shopping on melrose today...bought a cute polka-dot dress...and a tight white tee. siren got some tatts...ruby and i wrote a vagina song...it is very sexy, trust me! now i am off to get pierced...by ericallen. katie says she smells like garbage....the burlesque touring thing is going to happen probably in january...touring with...
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the9mmheartthrob:
i can't believe what i am seeing.. feel quite woozy.. please entertain us more with yourself.
monet:
You girls are so lucky to be able to walk all around there, and jsut buy clothes, and get tattooed all day! Wow! Good luck with all of your touring!
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the lack of sleep doesn't seem to be bothering me too much...i did run into the sliding glass door.

take me to your jager....take me to your beef jerky

siren sleeps with a silky, ruby hides under her blanky. so cute.

i am in LA, held captive at headquarters. there are so many amazing girls here....maggie, olivia, katie, erin, missy.....okay so i am only naming...
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thecowboy:
...im no rock star...but im a person...
annie:
dusty hot motel in texas eh?
love maggie
ps. did i mention i have a crush on you.
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la after the storm....the performance went okay, better than i had expected....met some creative members....the time was gone.....the pictures taken.....the vodka gone....my mind.....


he can't see my lips through the phone

i grab him for a moment.....i can't hold on.....i have to go.....he tries to understand.....time and my imagination....
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bettie:
Can't wait to see some of the pictures from last night. I'm sad I msised it.
ericj:
You were amazing last night, girl. You ladies did a great job. And I was so stoked that we got a few minutes to hang, especially considering how busy you all were. It probably goes without saying that i wish we'd had more time, but I was really glad we got to the time that we did. Anyway, I'll e-mail more later, but you were incredible, and I hope we get a chance to hang out again sometime, hopefully soon. Oh, and thanks for the hugs! smile

Now don't have too much fun with the tv cats, and all those SGs. biggrin
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leaving for la...

the street that i come upon
carries my name past the corner
for a moment the path is silent
the air moves slowly, but does not pass me by





siren ARRR!!! ruby blush snow eeek
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eatingchucky:
YOU GOT AN I SAW YOU hahahahaahhahah!
quickstar:
digital slide distribution

returned to source of origin

oreg ON again OFF to a great start

Sticky sweet chocolate salty sexy bouncing balls!

rigged for inter-continental broadcast

artificial strawberry projectiles EXPLODING like shrapnel

Electric tape fantasies rain 5 dollar bills

Bowls packed deep and burning long

Blue Mondays metamorphosized

blinding road flares of hot burning desire

Grace

Courage

Beauty

Strength

Respect

Thanks

Blessings

Peace

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they really are after me....and their madness is deep....i will be followed forever....searching searching for me


puke
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kinghell:
Somehow I get the feeling that you're no stranger to pursuit, and that anyone who goes looking for you winds up with a lot more than they bargained for...
ruby:
TIME TO GO TO LA.