smurf

I just saw Amityville Horror....and that movie licks balls...






enough said

just when i thought The Used couldn't get any gayer...i was proven wrong........i heard a cover of "Under Pressure" with the fucktards and some bad band called My Chemical Romance....it was one of the worst things ever.........just shows that you can suck at life ever harder if you partner up with The Used and try and play music





fucknuts

i'm back from Disneyland!!!

i got my first paycheck from Mel's today...i made more in tips then i got paid today ...after taxes and everything i guess there is little left...so i'm starting to figure out that if in 2 weeks i make on average $120 on a paytcheck...then on average $100 a day in tips...i could probably pull out about $800 every 2 weeks...so i could have enough...
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Use me when you want to come
I've bled just to have your touch
When I'm in you I want to die

User friendly fucking dopestar obscene
Will you die when you're high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
'til somebody better comes along."

Use me like I was a whore
Relationships are such...
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..awww there is so many people on my friends list that are grey now b/c they aren't on or members of SG anymore

working at Mel's is pretty cool...the only complaint i have is that my feet ache like the dead when i'm done with a shift...i don't notice it when i'm there but when i get home oh goodness!! ouchies galore

i'm really excited...
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What I crave....

is those hot summer nights where you feel like you can stay up till it gets light the next day...
is not being anemic...
is being able to loose weight...
is being the smartest i can be...

What I want...

is always out of reach...
will come to me if i try hard enough...

What made me sad...

was hearing Mitch Hedberg...
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Hmmm.....

Blonde hair w/ pink bandana 50's stylie???

or...

Blone hair w/ red bandana 50's stylie???

Today I started my job at Mel's in Walnut Creek...I'm loving it.
I took out all my facial pierings that couldn't be hidden. Now I only have my septum pierced beacuse I have flip the ring up inside my nose. I took out the right and left nostrel, and my lip ring. I thought I would be crushed loosing all these piercings that I've had...
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This is a jornal right? So I get to put shit in here like my insecurities and weaknesses? How about I'll just put in here what I'm feeling right now...

I feel like a wounded animal that's licked it's wounds into infectious putrid sores...To become the best of my ability I try and examine myself every chance I get. To better everything in me, and...
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