Mood: Ack the apathy has set in 
Music: Empire Records soundtrack
I feel so lost without learning, my brain feels static, I need to create, to think in order to breathe. I don't think that I will ever be happy in just a job, my mind is too vivid and alive to not absorb. Creativity flows through my veins instead of the blood that should...
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Music: Empire Records soundtrack
I feel so lost without learning, my brain feels static, I need to create, to think in order to breathe. I don't think that I will ever be happy in just a job, my mind is too vivid and alive to not absorb. Creativity flows through my veins instead of the blood that should...
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I feel like my soul is being ripped out. So much for the good feeling lasting 
I wish I could shake this headache, I'm beginning to worry about it a little now, I feel weak, I feel lost.
Something changes inside, something turns the light to dark and all that was well is gone. Why does this happen? Why can elation turn to utter devastation?...
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I wish I could shake this headache, I'm beginning to worry about it a little now, I feel weak, I feel lost.
Something changes inside, something turns the light to dark and all that was well is gone. Why does this happen? Why can elation turn to utter devastation?...
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karalynn:
Oh my Bam is totally cute. Gosh you have the best taste in men.
marionette:
heya!
i see you are a UK girls! where abouts are you??
i see you are a UK girls! where abouts are you??
duuuuuuuuuuuuudes I finally finished the stoopid telemarketing job, no longer do I have to phone convenience stores and ask them if they sell Peperami wooohooo!
On the down side, I've had the worst headache for 3 days, it sucks
Thanks all of ya for bearing with me in my random sadness, I'm doing better
You guys are all so beautiful in your own special ways,...
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On the down side, I've had the worst headache for 3 days, it sucks
Thanks all of ya for bearing with me in my random sadness, I'm doing better
You guys are all so beautiful in your own special ways,...
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runelateralus:
I just noticed today. Congratulations! 
silveronthetree:
I hope it lasts too sweety.
It hurts, it hurts to know that people who dedicate their lives to others are killed by this dedication. It hurts to know that people who dedicate their lives to killing and hate live long and happy lives. The irony of life and death destroys hope, it causes pain and panic and confusion. Most of all it causes dissidence.
This world is a contradiction, this...
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ems:
I know what you mean. :/
*Hugs*
*Hugs*
hermes:
Ah but you forgot about karma - the reward or the penalty for one's actions isn't necessarily going to come in this life, but the next one... 
In the words of the Ramones...
I wanna be sedated.
I wanna be sedated.
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deadmansdust:
I hope things get better for you soon
winterwolf:
no in a good way or a bad way?
wish I could help but you know there a ocean in between and I'm so busy.
wish I could help but you know there a ocean in between and I'm so busy.
I started the most mind-numbing soul destroying job yesterday. It doesn't even have a transvestite to brighten my day.
It sucks....so does the half hour walk home in the pouring rain, the sore throat I've gained from talking to shop keepers on the phone all day to ask them if they sell petfood, the imminent cold thats hanging around my chest feeling like tiny imps...
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It sucks....so does the half hour walk home in the pouring rain, the sore throat I've gained from talking to shop keepers on the phone all day to ask them if they sell petfood, the imminent cold thats hanging around my chest feeling like tiny imps...
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ems:
Aw. Feel better soon!
gizmoabdn:
Just thought i'd invade your journal again to say congrats on making it to be a PSW cover girl.
Mood: 
Music: HIM
Activity: Crazy job application
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October is an ironic month - its up there in my favourite times of the year as well as being down there in the depths of my most hated. I see intense beauty, driving along tree line streets, summer greens turning into the brightness of reds and...
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Music: HIM
Activity: Crazy job application
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October is an ironic month - its up there in my favourite times of the year as well as being down there in the depths of my most hated. I see intense beauty, driving along tree line streets, summer greens turning into the brightness of reds and...
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hermetica:
Hey- take the job, and just put your hair up in a librarian bun kinda thing- I have a friend who is a high level exec assistant in a big investment firm, and keeps her hair bright red- she just keeps it tied back and tidy.
a) Yes Id take Virgin Galactic. Just to prove that non-PhD sods like us can be astronauts too dammit.
b)hmmmm..
c) apples
d)both but frosty mornings a bit more- they have to be viewed from under a big warm duvet with someone snoozing next to you and a cat curled up on your feet.
LOL! I would have loved to see that cow thing. That kind of stuff makes my day.
a) Yes Id take Virgin Galactic. Just to prove that non-PhD sods like us can be astronauts too dammit.
b)hmmmm..
c) apples
d)both but frosty mornings a bit more- they have to be viewed from under a big warm duvet with someone snoozing next to you and a cat curled up on your feet.
LOL! I would have loved to see that cow thing. That kind of stuff makes my day.
drechana:
Hello Sweets!!!!
And the fuschia transvestite said unto me:
"Hmm you like playing computer games...thats odd for a girl".
Oh the irony!!
So I'm still undecided about the fuschia transvestite job - it really is the most mundane thing and the bigger irony is I can't have any visible body mods - and obviously have a randomly sexist boss who happens to be a man in woman's...
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"Hmm you like playing computer games...thats odd for a girl".
Oh the irony!!
So I'm still undecided about the fuschia transvestite job - it really is the most mundane thing and the bigger irony is I can't have any visible body mods - and obviously have a randomly sexist boss who happens to be a man in woman's...
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burstandbloom:
excellent PSW set again
i think youre gorgeous
1) your top ten tunes that make you smile and sing?
its impossibel to name only 10
but ill start with
Mr. Jones, Counting Crows
Say What, Miles Davis
Repeater. Fugazi
Where the Streets Have No Name, U2
I want my MTV- Dire Straights
Cool Like Dat- Diggable Planets
Welcome to the Jungle - GNR
Sitting Still, Talking About Jets, Detachment Kit
Bwuena, Morphine
Smells Like Teen Spirit, Nirvana
2) Do you find it bizarre for a transvestite to be shocked at the fact that a girl likes gaming?
no, transvestites are pretty bizare, so it would make sense their actions are also
3) If you had the power to travel anywhere, real or fantasy where would it be and why?
Middle Earth, cause id be Lord of the Rings baby
i think youre gorgeous
1) your top ten tunes that make you smile and sing?
its impossibel to name only 10
but ill start with
Mr. Jones, Counting Crows
Say What, Miles Davis
Repeater. Fugazi
Where the Streets Have No Name, U2
I want my MTV- Dire Straights
Cool Like Dat- Diggable Planets
Welcome to the Jungle - GNR
Sitting Still, Talking About Jets, Detachment Kit
Bwuena, Morphine
Smells Like Teen Spirit, Nirvana
2) Do you find it bizarre for a transvestite to be shocked at the fact that a girl likes gaming?
no, transvestites are pretty bizare, so it would make sense their actions are also
3) If you had the power to travel anywhere, real or fantasy where would it be and why?
Middle Earth, cause id be Lord of the Rings baby
october:
fuschia transvestite? i'm confused 
*hugs* i'm sorry you're missing bristol so much. you're always welcome to come and stay with me for a bit. maybe for the next bristol meet?
*hugs* i'm sorry you're missing bristol so much. you're always welcome to come and stay with me for a bit. maybe for the next bristol meet?
Sooo I had the weirdest interview. I didn't go there with great expectations but hell did I not expect it to be like walking into Rocky Horror Picture Show. Don't get me wrong, I love Rocky Horror. It's just the last thing you expect to see when you walk into the interview room is a 6ft 5 transvestite wearing the shortest fuschia pink skirt imaginable,...
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amanda:
I can come and cook for you and your funky coffee shop
nic:
Hoorah for the pinkess!
Mood: Uber
Music: Fleetwood Mac - Rumours
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Sorry I haven't replied to you guys over the past coupla weeks, I will do, I just have to pull myself together. Its been a bit of a sad week really, our kitty had to be put to sleep and I am devastated. He ended up with his back legs paralysed and no pulse to them, the...
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Music: Fleetwood Mac - Rumours
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Sorry I haven't replied to you guys over the past coupla weeks, I will do, I just have to pull myself together. Its been a bit of a sad week really, our kitty had to be put to sleep and I am devastated. He ended up with his back legs paralysed and no pulse to them, the...
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scrap:
I never track my music by emotion because it varies from day to day - I'm a fickle music lover.
lilmissmorbid:
Hope you had a great weekend
Mood: with a hint of and a sprinkling of 
but also oddly
Music: Hackers soundtrack.....Mess with the best die like the rest my pretties.
Sooo I guess I better fill you in a little bit. At the moment I am going through a major depression but gradually dragging myself back out the other side kicking and screaming.
We moved into the new place, which is...
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with a hint of and a sprinkling of but also oddly
Music: Hackers soundtrack.....Mess with the best die like the rest my pretties.
Sooo I guess I better fill you in a little bit. At the moment I am going through a major depression but gradually dragging myself back out the other side kicking and screaming.
We moved into the new place, which is...
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drechana:
heya babes, sorry i havnt said nothing in a while but i have been totally busy all the time with college and work...hope ur ok an that..let me know how ya are : )
myeviltwin:
Lovely, you are young still, don't waste it worring so much. I know that it's easier to say than do. I know that unemployment sucks,. But keep venting,. I know that it helped me. I hope that you feel better soon. Eat some chocolate cakes for me, for better yet, come over here and Angel will make you some hot chocolate. It makes everthing better.
Loooooook loooooooooook I have the t'internet back again. Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrah! yaaaaaaaaaaay! wooooooooo!
I shall update properly later, when I get over my excitement and have replied to some of you lovely people!
Sin xx
I shall update properly later, when I get over my excitement and have replied to some of you lovely people!
Sin xx
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karalynn:
If you need to talk I'm avaliable.
Will be thinking of you.
Will be thinking of you.
myeviltwin:
Hey!!!!!!!! I have mine back too!!!!!!!!!
(2) Being curled up in bed.
(3) Shopping
(4) around and back