sassie

im just so lonely...

i just made my first meal alone in my new apartment. i got the microwave all set up. i got my tv and dvd player working, and im watching some dexter. everyone i know loves it...plus i don't have cabel yet, so dvds it is. o, and im stealing internet. ftw! drinking some rum chased by some smirnoff. tonight i don't feel so alone. im...
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its not the sin, its the mess
that feels so right

Let's just stop,
drop everything,
forget each other's names,
And just walk away.

Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
we just walk away.

This is probably the best,
not to mention...
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so i got approved for the apartment.

i go to sign the lease on saturday, which means i can start moving in then.

i feel incredibly overwhelmed and very sad right now. it all just hit me. plus, i have so much going on between now and next week. everything seems to happen all at once as usual.

no one will ever give me the...
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i applied for my own apartment today.

cross your fingers for me.

-sassie!

im building a wall.

Let's get drunk
You can drive us to the harbor
Wish upon a star but
Do you know what stars are?
Balls of fire, burning up the black space
Falling from the landscape
Exploding in the face of God

Let's get crazy,
Talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been
Build my walls up
Concrete castle
Keep this kingdom...
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if the world is ending, im throwing the party.

im not hungry. im not tired. maybe my body has finally adjusted to just living off alcohol.

i went to a show on saturday night. nothing too exciting. i even got off work early because my friends band opened and i didn't want to miss them, and we still got there too late. the bands pretty much sucked. i drank jack daniels and beer. then...
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