Dropping In
I definitely have no inspiration to write about much today, although (as usual) in the course of the last few hours, many nice things have happened. I really do think there are two kinds of people in this world, the people that live activity filled lives, and the people that dont. I mean, how is it possible that without trying, 6 hours out...
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I definitely have no inspiration to write about much today, although (as usual) in the course of the last few hours, many nice things have happened. I really do think there are two kinds of people in this world, the people that live activity filled lives, and the people that dont. I mean, how is it possible that without trying, 6 hours out...
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Being in love is the biggest joke. Sometimes I wish he would just tell me to sod off already, so I dont have to go through all the insecurity. Its completely unbelievable. So what if he doesnt send me a text? I dont send a billion other guys texts, even though theyd want it, and I dont care for texts from them either. Theyre good...
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killermike:
if love is rude to you, be rude to love! 
conclusion:
This is simple. i stopped reading after the first paragraph so I hope I'm not ahead of my self. Girls like guys who treat them like crap. Most will say the opposite but I see different. Think of a friend who gets treated like crap. nine times out of ten I bet thats the person who you would say is most faithful in that relationship,.
I cannot think. Most of my thoughts are all inwards on Martine, and those feelings I cannot describe. Theres too much. What an incredible, amazing lover he is, hes not sent me a single message all day. I know hes obsessed with Jeffery Sachs and Bono, so its excusable, but how marvelous. Hell kill me.
I went out to meet a photographer this afternoon, he...
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I went out to meet a photographer this afternoon, he...
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tadzi:
i am a sucker for attachment...unfortuantely for me. i wish i wasnt.
comandante_72:
i would like to see some of your kinky comic..
I Should Be Exploding
See that thing over there? Its an emotion coordinator. It comes with a little transistor thingy you can stick up your boyfriends ass that you can use to coordinate his feelings with yours. That way you can make him feel like youre feeling. Its rather simple to use. You stick in songs and poems that bring out a certain emotional sensation,...
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See that thing over there? Its an emotion coordinator. It comes with a little transistor thingy you can stick up your boyfriends ass that you can use to coordinate his feelings with yours. That way you can make him feel like youre feeling. Its rather simple to use. You stick in songs and poems that bring out a certain emotional sensation,...
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lotus88:
nice
kiss kiss amber girl
nice
kiss kiss amber girl
loganmaclaren1:
What you feel about talking to M is very alike what I feel reading your journal. Realize that made me smile.
Santi, I'm hoping you gona become a writer, because I do love read what you think about everything. Of course, I also feel quite a bit stupid, since I'm not even close of your queerness, inteligence or brightness now, what to say about when I was young like you... but you write very much of what I feel, even when I don't behave according what I feel.
I hate myself for this broken English of mine, that privent me to comunicate coerently and clearly because I want so badly exchange ideas, impressions, thoughts with you... but probably even if I could speak adequadly I wouldn't be a match for your queerness. I just can compliment you for be like you are, at so early age. Congratulations! :-)
XOXOX,
LA
Santi, I'm hoping you gona become a writer, because I do love read what you think about everything. Of course, I also feel quite a bit stupid, since I'm not even close of your queerness, inteligence or brightness now, what to say about when I was young like you... but you write very much of what I feel, even when I don't behave according what I feel.
I hate myself for this broken English of mine, that privent me to comunicate coerently and clearly because I want so badly exchange ideas, impressions, thoughts with you... but probably even if I could speak adequadly I wouldn't be a match for your queerness. I just can compliment you for be like you are, at so early age. Congratulations! :-)
XOXOX,
LA
Situational People
Most people really are very nice. I think only insecure people are horrid. And as I meet more and more people, I realize that people these days are mostly pleasant and rather decent. Maybe its because I grew up on the good old wait till you grow up, then youll appreciate the life you have as a kid. Because the world is cruel,...
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Most people really are very nice. I think only insecure people are horrid. And as I meet more and more people, I realize that people these days are mostly pleasant and rather decent. Maybe its because I grew up on the good old wait till you grow up, then youll appreciate the life you have as a kid. Because the world is cruel,...
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tadzi:
i quite like it
chanel:
I wish I had the money to buy it, cause thats a beautiful painting...
and your superhero sounds bloody fantastic. hahahaa...superb.
Your journal entries are always so wonderful..I love reading them. Ive never commented before but now I feel more confident...and thank you for the comment on my set! Im so happy you liked it.
and your superhero sounds bloody fantastic. hahahaa...superb.
Your journal entries are always so wonderful..I love reading them. Ive never commented before but now I feel more confident...and thank you for the comment on my set! Im so happy you liked it.
Self Loving, Darling
Did you miss me? Asked the doctor.
I did actually.
I thought you were in deeply love with your boyfriend, whatever his name is. He accused.
I thought I was. And I think I am, but you know what? I think when Im allowed to love a person completely, which means to say I have that love returned in some way, eventually,...
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Did you miss me? Asked the doctor.
I did actually.
I thought you were in deeply love with your boyfriend, whatever his name is. He accused.
I thought I was. And I think I am, but you know what? I think when Im allowed to love a person completely, which means to say I have that love returned in some way, eventually,...
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prograham:
Thank you. I think I mayt have just fell in love again and it feels really good.
missmeemee:
xox
xox
Crossword Coincedence
Sometime ago there were a bunch of rather bored metaphysical scientist who got a rather sizable sample size of human beings and made them do crossword puzzles. They made them do the puzzle in the daily paper regularly for half a year, then they made them do the puzzle in the daily paper that belonged to yesterday (yesterdays paper as opposed to todays...
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Sometime ago there were a bunch of rather bored metaphysical scientist who got a rather sizable sample size of human beings and made them do crossword puzzles. They made them do the puzzle in the daily paper regularly for half a year, then they made them do the puzzle in the daily paper that belonged to yesterday (yesterdays paper as opposed to todays...
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alecks:
i couldnt indulge in lust if i tried
im an odd odd boy
=-> Alecks
im an odd odd boy
=-> Alecks
loganmaclaren1:
You're getting terrible philosophical... goddam, I like it!
You're right in one point about your statements: if someone did say something like that about like, it sad it quitely and noneone else remember it.
XOXOX,
LA
You're right in one point about your statements: if someone did say something like that about like, it sad it quitely and noneone else remember it.
XOXOX,
LA
Mode of Living
Ethan left, and I dont feel very much to be honest. May be because this time I know Ill be seeing him in a matter of months, so theres not much for my imagination to speculate upon. Its difficult to feel sad or lonely because I was traveling with him, and now Im grounded, without it. The situations are too vastly different...
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Ethan left, and I dont feel very much to be honest. May be because this time I know Ill be seeing him in a matter of months, so theres not much for my imagination to speculate upon. Its difficult to feel sad or lonely because I was traveling with him, and now Im grounded, without it. The situations are too vastly different...
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mrdelicious:
I don't know what I'm more envious of, your writing talent or the life you write about.
tadzi:
have i told you that i LOVE your journals?
It's A Small World
Guess what? Ethan and I came back to Singapore for a couple of days so I could collect my A Level certificate (in case youre wondering, I did manage to get a decent enough score to enter the Fine Art and Design course I wanted) and he decided to meet a few of his friends hed gotten to know back, oh,...
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Guess what? Ethan and I came back to Singapore for a couple of days so I could collect my A Level certificate (in case youre wondering, I did manage to get a decent enough score to enter the Fine Art and Design course I wanted) and he decided to meet a few of his friends hed gotten to know back, oh,...
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loganmaclaren1:
I don't know how you take the comments, so I would like you to tell me if you like or even better, if you want any personal comment about what you wrote.
Just to make it easier for you, if you don't answer, I'll take that as a "no", ok?
XOXOX,
LA
Just to make it easier for you, if you don't answer, I'll take that as a "no", ok?
XOXOX,
LA
alecks:
that is a great temptation that Ethan is thwarting... my ex had a blog and i read it countlessly and the more i read the more i became heartbroken from her unfaithfulness.... but then again me and her were official... and she simply said dont look... so i couldnt help it
=-> Alecks
=-> Alecks
The damn thing can really fuck off. After managing to aqquire twoc ondom accidents in about a fortnight (Durex too!) I decided to play it sfae since I was fucking so often and take the pill. The downside for me is that I get pretty shitty cramp. And I'd like to blame the 1-ish kilo I gained on that damned thing too, but I know...
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gremlinz:
i wanna have your babies
alecks:
happy belated!
lifestyles ahsnt failed me yet... ive heard stuff about durex and trojan
=-> Alecks
lifestyles ahsnt failed me yet... ive heard stuff about durex and trojan
=-> Alecks
i just now noticed that you replied to me through an email like 2 months ago...pretty sad eh?
=-> Alecks