I'm so sick and tired of this shit, That guy can go to hell for all I care.
xoxox
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To My Dear Martine...
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So many things have happened in the last few days I dont know where to start, but I guess telling you I am without a doubt absolutely sure you are the person I am most happy with would be the most honest way to put things.
I dont know if the feelings are cultivated, or if its because you reject...
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So many things have happened in the last few days I dont know where to start, but I guess telling you I am without a doubt absolutely sure you are the person I am most happy with would be the most honest way to put things.
I dont know if the feelings are cultivated, or if its because you reject...
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alecks:
wow...from the past journal entries i really didnt see this coming
are your friends saying that youre a sucker for falling for him or just to fall for someone in general is foolish
neve rseen this side of you amazing... i mean passion sure but never anything so...deep?
not to say youre heartless but i mean you uttering the word love and setting what seems to be a deeply tread attachment....reading your entries are almost like a story
=-> Alecks
are your friends saying that youre a sucker for falling for him or just to fall for someone in general is foolish
neve rseen this side of you amazing... i mean passion sure but never anything so...deep?
not to say youre heartless but i mean you uttering the word love and setting what seems to be a deeply tread attachment....reading your entries are almost like a story
=-> Alecks
I met Martine. Id wrote him a long, long letter last night for no other reason then because I felt like writing a long, long letter to him. It was pointless of course. Ive written so many blasted love letters all my life, but never sent them out. The problem with these bloody things is that theyre normally written under certain assumptions or impressions. And...
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qato:
i just looked at your photoset and i'm really impressed by the photography and how dynamic your poses are. plus, i love your writing style.
gardimus:
Im sorry, I dont read your journal very often but when I do I enjoy them. Why are you in Singapore right now?
Im completely incapable of writing down everything I feel at this moment, so I wont. I get a bloody headache every time I think about anything that concerns my love/sex life at all, so Ive decided to simply not think about it. Not too much anyway.
But Ive discovered a few things. That people normally take other people more seriously then I do, and that...
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But Ive discovered a few things. That people normally take other people more seriously then I do, and that...
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pogo_the_monkey:
Misery loves company.
foz:
I hear ya sister, they're just croissants dude, get 'em right.
"Life is easy, what goes wrong, you're causin' it." Jay Farrar
"Life is easy, what goes wrong, you're causin' it." Jay Farrar
I Tried!
I have behaved so badly and felt so shit the last few days. After Greg turned me out of his place (he didnt exactly, but the atmosphere was so bad and I was so ashamed I left when he went to take a bath) I called up lan, but he turned down my call (no idea whats wrong with that dude, but Im...
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I have behaved so badly and felt so shit the last few days. After Greg turned me out of his place (he didnt exactly, but the atmosphere was so bad and I was so ashamed I left when he went to take a bath) I called up lan, but he turned down my call (no idea whats wrong with that dude, but Im...
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bunuel:
if you are aware of your faults, and say it out loud, admit it, does it make it ok to have those faults? does it make it ok for one to behave like he/she wants to.
like this; im a complete puritan. and if i have to keep my mind, and start a fight for it, i can always excuse and apologise by just saying, -but hey you know im a puritan.. i do it, but my morale says its wrong.
useless comment. but reading your journal entry made me think the way many people act.
like this; im a complete puritan. and if i have to keep my mind, and start a fight for it, i can always excuse and apologise by just saying, -but hey you know im a puritan.. i do it, but my morale says its wrong.
useless comment. but reading your journal entry made me think the way many people act.
giddyiguana:
*hugs*
Oh I am so bad at lying. Greg totally knew someone came over, and I couldnt have kept it away from my face at any rate. Sure, Im not honest all the time, I eat grape from the grocery store that I havent paid for, and spit the seeds out on the floor or something like that, but thats just it.
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zedasex:
You still like this man don't you? Your guilt is proof. Why else would you honor a married man? It seems he's gotten a taste of his own medicine and he doesn't care for the flavor.Explains why he's so upset. At the very least you have achieved equality. Everybody loves to be on top. 
mattereaterlad:
Best journal entry, ever.
There are all sorts of idiots in the world, and the one that I cannot stand the most is the sort that think they can bribe you. I HATE getting emails from men who think just because theyre white and rich, I should want to meet them. (I drop by in Singapore often for business, we should meet for a drink go to hell, who...
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nocontrol:
Life in Singapore sounds way the hell more interesting than it is around here. 
pr0ject605:
That's so shitty that someone would ever make you feel that way... and not just once! You said it happens a lot? 
That's just wrong.
I'd probably have asked you to go climb trees with me or something if I had done that. hehe
That's just wrong.
I'd probably have asked you to go climb trees with me or something if I had done that. hehe
Swing me Baby
I was invited to a swing party last night, it was fun getting to meet and talking to some of the people there, especially the married ones. Especially when Im so hung up on the whole marriage issue these days, courtesy of my mom. I was right, there are so many different sorts of marriage, and a couple can stay together regardless,...
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I was invited to a swing party last night, it was fun getting to meet and talking to some of the people there, especially the married ones. Especially when Im so hung up on the whole marriage issue these days, courtesy of my mom. I was right, there are so many different sorts of marriage, and a couple can stay together regardless,...
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frenchy:
Nah, you're not shallow bc you want to shag gorgeous men, and watch pretty girls have sex... you're just a human being 
Maybe an "above the average sexual" human being, but still... very human eheh!
Maybe an "above the average sexual" human being, but still... very human eheh!
giddyiguana:
I agree with the "sex as liberation" premise...I guess I just haven't gotten plugged into the right scene yet. But I'm working on it...
Wavelength
If anyones wondering where to purchase Astroglide, apparently the sex shop in The Arcade has it. Ive been looking all over town for it and havent been able to find it at an pharmacy or anyone of those places that one would presume carried good lubricant. They carry lubricant all-right, just very bad ones. The fact that all these places only has that glue...
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If anyones wondering where to purchase Astroglide, apparently the sex shop in The Arcade has it. Ive been looking all over town for it and havent been able to find it at an pharmacy or anyone of those places that one would presume carried good lubricant. They carry lubricant all-right, just very bad ones. The fact that all these places only has that glue...
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antony:
nice story. It tied up really neatly at the end.
I applaud your courage to be able to talk to your mom about things like that. I wish things are that easy to explain; but I guess with or without much talk, my mom probably guessed similar lifestyle of me.
She probably assumed worse of what I do.
Anyway, keep on truckin'. Never know people like you can be so extrovertic in Singapore.
I applaud your courage to be able to talk to your mom about things like that. I wish things are that easy to explain; but I guess with or without much talk, my mom probably guessed similar lifestyle of me.
She probably assumed worse of what I do.
Anyway, keep on truckin'. Never know people like you can be so extrovertic in Singapore.
soma__:
good writing. kudos to you for being able to be so articulate with your mother, I just always end up frustrated and stop talking about it
My scholarship application essay. I want to study Industrial Design in Denver. I woke up one morning, and I simply knew it was what I had to do.
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I have always believed in the value and necessity of contributing to society. In the inherent worth of leaving a part of myself behind that will be remembered and will add value to the world, in...
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I have always believed in the value and necessity of contributing to society. In the inherent worth of leaving a part of myself behind that will be remembered and will add value to the world, in...
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helena:
good luck with school, i know you'll do well cause i can tell how much you actually want to do it!!
good luck with school, i know you'll do well cause i can tell how much you actually want to do it!!
zedasex:
That is fantastic. It's refreshing to see those who still are'nt afraid to earn what they want. Best to you. 
I am so upset!!
I can't believe it. In 1 weekend, I've managed to loose a phone and a bundle of groceries! I mean, God-Damnit. Why do people take other people's things? It's just terrible. I can't believe how anyone would want to steal a shopping bag with apples and a box of cereal, plain yoghurt and some bananas. Jesus. I mean, don't they know...
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I can't believe it. In 1 weekend, I've managed to loose a phone and a bundle of groceries! I mean, God-Damnit. Why do people take other people's things? It's just terrible. I can't believe how anyone would want to steal a shopping bag with apples and a box of cereal, plain yoghurt and some bananas. Jesus. I mean, don't they know...
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melitta:
cheer up! and hope that the apples were bad 
cheer up! and hope that the apples were bad
frenchy:
Fucker!
My parents and I seem to have a never ending amount of pointless arguments. So many its annoying, and definitely pointless.
The bible has rules that you should follow for your own good.
But the rules were meant to bring out our faults, werent they, so that wed know whatever we do, we are hopeless failures and resigned to accepting Christ as our only hope....
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The bible has rules that you should follow for your own good.
But the rules were meant to bring out our faults, werent they, so that wed know whatever we do, we are hopeless failures and resigned to accepting Christ as our only hope....
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dr_u:
Actually the Bible doesn't say that homosexuals will automatically go to hell. Nowhere in the Bible does it actually say that homosexuality is wrong. The current policy is derived from papal edict and other religions falsely adopted their policies based on that. Whether you believe in a sentient god or not, understand that such narrowmindedness comes from man.
antony:
oh, Asian parents. Asian CHRISTIAN parents. 
Good luck, girl!
XOXOX,
LA