The last few hours have been splendidly strange. Most of it was spent in the plush couches of all the secret cafes I could think of, lounging about over long blacks, his hands massaging my thighs with my feet propped up onto His lap. Ocassionally, he'd bend down to kiss my knee and the side of my calves, lick the tips of my fingers, asking...
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Red-Flag
The Girlfriend continually reminds me of the fact that I have a crush on the French Gallery Guy. Of course I have a crush on him, Id freely admit that. I like having crushes, its so nice to be at the giving end of the infatuation line occasionally. And mind you, I mean Very occasionally only. Any more then that would be simply detrimental...
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The Girlfriend continually reminds me of the fact that I have a crush on the French Gallery Guy. Of course I have a crush on him, Id freely admit that. I like having crushes, its so nice to be at the giving end of the infatuation line occasionally. And mind you, I mean Very occasionally only. Any more then that would be simply detrimental...
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kentclark:
That's the best kind of rejection, don't you think?
Candace Bushnell isn't what you're aiming for, obviously.
Candace Bushnell isn't what you're aiming for, obviously.
freshprncebelair:
Oh no, its just that, I think your thoughts are He struggled to find a word. Deep. Advanced?
That's the biggest thing I see in you. Your posts are very eloquently written and show a lot of insight.. I am a fan.
That's the biggest thing I see in you. Your posts are very eloquently written and show a lot of insight.. I am a fan.
Prescription Sex
I did a silly survey on Deviant Art today, and it asked me the name of a famous person I would wish to have lunch with, if I could. I would presume that when you had lunch with a famous person, youd want to get to know things about him that were not already known, and with famous people, how much is there...
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I did a silly survey on Deviant Art today, and it asked me the name of a famous person I would wish to have lunch with, if I could. I would presume that when you had lunch with a famous person, youd want to get to know things about him that were not already known, and with famous people, how much is there...
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energychannel:
Good choice on the one you would want to sleep with.
I like the pics in your gallery, you are quite photogenic!
I like the pics in your gallery, you are quite photogenic!
selket:
thanks for the email, you write beautifully. brutally honest, but beautiful. add in your art as well, good stuff. i admire you.
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libby:
i just like to look at the pictures. 
5alvani:
I would love to read a book about childrens libidos... there are many curious children out there... and i myself was very curious and thought I was some sort of freak til i grew up and knew it was ok and that it was nothing of the other world. And about the twins blowing each other, my friend and his best friend would give each other hand jobs when there were kids and that was something strange for me to hear some how... i cant imagine insest.....
Have you EVER thought about how many people you've slept with to the second degree?
I made a rough maximum estimate today. It had to be an estimate, because some guys never disclose exactly how many partners they've had. I suppose it would be a weird thing to do, but they usually dont mind telling when I ask, because I'm not one to bitch about...
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gilane:
Your ass is not nice. It HOT! Agreed.
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I'll pass on the calculation thanks. I keep getting stuck thinking about past lovers ... mmmmmm
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I'll pass on the calculation thanks. I keep getting stuck thinking about past lovers ... mmmmmm
aerosolinvasion:
any girl who gets hot off jazz is a-ok with me 
you seem pretty rad.
you seem pretty rad.
I got a rather strange, delightful SMS. An invite to a foursome of the BYO variety (Bring Your Own Man, in other words). It was from a girl Ive been personally wanting to ask myself, but for some reason never got down to. Perhaps she wasnt the sort. Shes very strongly attached to her boy I kept giving myself a number of reasons to procrastinate...
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freshprncebelair:
That sounds very hot. Hope you enjoy that.
clover:
me..well..why?..umm...I don't know what to say..thanks. 
Women treat us just as humanity treats it's Gods. They worship us, and are always bothering for us to do something for them - Lord Henry Henry Wotton, in Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Grey.
But I love worshiping my men, especially on my knees and with my mouth. And I never always bother them to do something for me. They are ever hinting...
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But I love worshiping my men, especially on my knees and with my mouth. And I never always bother them to do something for me. They are ever hinting...
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freshprncebelair:
And its a wonder what a little thing like a few seconds of blowjob can do for a guys mood, and his perspective of the world.
It's like you took the words out of my mouth (no pun intended).
When a girl gives me a BJ, it is usually the way you describe. I don't expect it, but when we are both in the mood, it is magical.
It's like you took the words out of my mouth (no pun intended).
When a girl gives me a BJ, it is usually the way you describe. I don't expect it, but when we are both in the mood, it is magical.
scottgstar:
Thier is so much sexuality and beauty in your pics. in the Alienista section ... And yes I do agree that you have a great ass ...
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glorybox:
You are so incredible perfect... i still havent figured out if you are a real person. You look absolutely stunning in every single picture.... ITS NOT FAIR!!!! 
libby:
lallala still waiting on ur set to go up lalalalaaa!
This is fucking scary. For an hour last night I thought I was possessed. I've never had fits before, or epilepsy, or whatever, but it scared the fucking shit out of me!!
I was so scared I swear.
The worst night of my life. EVER!
I was so scared I swear.
The worst night of my life. EVER!
Bad Mood.
PMS.
Yelled at taxi driver for taking long route. Paid him the amount I usually expect to pay.
Cried in the cab too out of fustration.
OUCH! Fucking cramps.
Want to be alone.
PMS.
Yelled at taxi driver for taking long route. Paid him the amount I usually expect to pay.
Cried in the cab too out of fustration.
OUCH! Fucking cramps.
Want to be alone.
posh:
i loathe when cab drivers do that!
Facing Up
People who suffer from addictions are not escapists, they are realists.
The world sucks, lets face it. And they wake up, every morning, and see that it sucks, and go back to their addictions. The next person who tells me to face up to reality will get the finger, and a good chastising on why shes incredibly stupid to believe that facing up...
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People who suffer from addictions are not escapists, they are realists.
The world sucks, lets face it. And they wake up, every morning, and see that it sucks, and go back to their addictions. The next person who tells me to face up to reality will get the finger, and a good chastising on why shes incredibly stupid to believe that facing up...
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freshprncebelair:
Living in a dream world only means that you aren't truly living. It's a world of lies.
Living in the real world, with all of its truths, is the only way to really live.
I guess I have been reading a little too much into philosiphy though.....
Living in the real world, with all of its truths, is the only way to really live.
I guess I have been reading a little too much into philosiphy though.....
santianna:
Bullshit
If everything in the world is percieved through your mind, and you are really living through how you percieve things to be, then it's really how you see things that matter.
What is reality? Reality is everything that sucks. Reality is the opposite of dream. Reality is the antithesis of hope, because dreaming is what makes hope.
Dreams are not lies, they are goals. Living in a dream world is not akin to living in a world of lies, instead, it is living in desire. In how you want things to be. And if you keep that belief long enough, you'll be happy, whether or not fantasy manifest itself in what is termed 'reality; That is of no consequence.
The purpose in life is to be happy, is for the pursuit of pleasure. Not to wake up everymorning feeling like your life sucks.
If everything in the world is percieved through your mind, and you are really living through how you percieve things to be, then it's really how you see things that matter.
What is reality? Reality is everything that sucks. Reality is the opposite of dream. Reality is the antithesis of hope, because dreaming is what makes hope.
Dreams are not lies, they are goals. Living in a dream world is not akin to living in a world of lies, instead, it is living in desire. In how you want things to be. And if you keep that belief long enough, you'll be happy, whether or not fantasy manifest itself in what is termed 'reality; That is of no consequence.
The purpose in life is to be happy, is for the pursuit of pleasure. Not to wake up everymorning feeling like your life sucks.
The first thing on the local paper was This. What the hell? Id like to think Im one of the worlds most empathetic people, if not in action, at least in thought but what use is being compassionate in thought? I dont think theres any worth really, but better a good intent then an evil one. Thats the Singaporean way after all, an opinion...
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freshprncebelair:
Wow, a good and decent perspective on the Iraq conflict. My dad was called up after Sept 11th, and helped with the Iraqi Freedom campaign. Since my dad was gone from my sophomore year of high school until my last two months of high school, I learned a lot about Iraq, Afghanistan, and the middle east in general.
Your perspective is quite correct. I guess just knowing human nature counts for a lot. Saddam Hussein ws in violation of UN accords from the time we left pretty much. What happened over the years is that under Clinton's watch, Saddam was coddled like a baby. He would build up weapons, or fly in no fly zones, and we would do nothing, or just do something little. He got away with more and more, because no one would stop him. It's appeasement all over again. Bush finally said: Enough is enough. You are putting our friends in serious danger (Saudi Arabia, Israel), you are destabilizing the region, and you are going to be an example of what happens when you think the US is weak and spineless (that means you, Iran, North Korea, and Libya). We are tired of not backing up words with action. This war was quite necessary. It also had a lot of benefits. People take us more seriously now, Iraqis are now free, and the middle east peace situation looks like it may be able to be worked out. Additionally, a lot of countries are willing to work with us now to avoid any conflict. North Korea toned down its rhetoric, although we may go in there yet if Kin Jong-Il keep up his lunacy and oppresion.
Lastly, France and most of the other countries who opposed the war had worse motivations than us in wanting peace. They had deals with Saddam to buy oil off of him. They stood to profit off of the oppresion of the Iraqi people. It's sickening how people hold up France, China, Germany, and the others as a bastion of freedom, enlightenment, and peace.
Your perspective is quite correct. I guess just knowing human nature counts for a lot. Saddam Hussein ws in violation of UN accords from the time we left pretty much. What happened over the years is that under Clinton's watch, Saddam was coddled like a baby. He would build up weapons, or fly in no fly zones, and we would do nothing, or just do something little. He got away with more and more, because no one would stop him. It's appeasement all over again. Bush finally said: Enough is enough. You are putting our friends in serious danger (Saudi Arabia, Israel), you are destabilizing the region, and you are going to be an example of what happens when you think the US is weak and spineless (that means you, Iran, North Korea, and Libya). We are tired of not backing up words with action. This war was quite necessary. It also had a lot of benefits. People take us more seriously now, Iraqis are now free, and the middle east peace situation looks like it may be able to be worked out. Additionally, a lot of countries are willing to work with us now to avoid any conflict. North Korea toned down its rhetoric, although we may go in there yet if Kin Jong-Il keep up his lunacy and oppresion.
Lastly, France and most of the other countries who opposed the war had worse motivations than us in wanting peace. They had deals with Saddam to buy oil off of him. They stood to profit off of the oppresion of the Iraqi people. It's sickening how people hold up France, China, Germany, and the others as a bastion of freedom, enlightenment, and peace.
thefuckoffkid:
I looooove your posts in Slut Pride. You're right on the money.
Very interesting journal entry too.
Very interesting journal entry too.