No, nothing tragic has happened during the past few days, aside from the fact that I think Ive caught a mild case of mumps, and my dear little sister is down with a fever. It had been raining pretty much incessantly after Christmas day, and it was a un-welcomed 21 degrees. Ive normally no problems with 21 degree weather, but this one was very wet,...
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That I am stuck Here, yet be so damned busy all the time. You know, there was an experiment done sometime ago on a set of people chosen at random who had unfortunate physically disabling accidents befall them, to correspond the severity of the accident to the severity of the depression that ensued. The truth was, within the average of 6 months, people normally get...
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mrdelicious:
half his height and dressed like a fairy, I'd have inquired after you as well
threejane:
fresh > fried. That is all 
Galileo said:
I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use.
Your update rang that bell.
So its not stopped raining for the past 24 hours, Im stuck in a house with just about the rest of my extended family (and you know how it is with vaguely traditional Chinese families, it is large. Were talking something like, 20 kids, which apparently according to Esquire, is very appealing for a woman to have. Because girls with huge families are supposed to...
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sadieblackeyes:
you know what, I really enjoy reading your journal. I think you're bloody fantastic 
kasara:
God, that is the hottest profile picture EVAR!! 
I can't get over how hawt it is. I hope that's from an upcoming set, because I'd sure like to see it.
I can't get over how hawt it is. I hope that's from an upcoming set, because I'd sure like to see it.
Brutal, Cruel, and Egotistical.
How is it that some people will choose to be loved out of duty and humanity? And isnt it a paradox when they cry because they dont wish to be loved like so, because its painful not to be greatly desired by the object of your affections. I suppose some concern is better then none; I dont think I could understand...
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How is it that some people will choose to be loved out of duty and humanity? And isnt it a paradox when they cry because they dont wish to be loved like so, because its painful not to be greatly desired by the object of your affections. I suppose some concern is better then none; I dont think I could understand...
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mrdelicious:
I can't imagine you being silent, with so much to say you might explode. I don't want you to be silent, reading your journal makes me look at myself and ask questions I never would think of otherwise. thanks
threejane:
Your journal entries are always intense and captivating. I enjoy them, and I respect you for approaching your world with passion and poetry. Additionally, you are incredibly sexy and bright and all the obvious things.
With that said, I'll wager what is probably a totally inappropriate question, seeing as how I don't know you at all. It certainly isn't meant to be disrespectful, and is borne out of a genuine curiousity. Fuck disclaimers, but there's one anyway.
Why is it that we never get to hear about you laughing your ass off? There are moments of levity and lightheartedness in your tales, but not comedy.
Most people I've met who are so passionate about life, love, sex, friends, and moments are also terribly passionate about funny. In my own life, I cannot possibly understand a thing unless I can see why it is both serious and hilarious. I laugh at inappropriate times, and become reflective when others are laughing. A couple of my friends are the same way, specifically the ones who remind me of you in terms of intensity of thought.
Anyway, just curious. Respond (or don't) as you see fit. I've got thick skin.
With that said, I'll wager what is probably a totally inappropriate question, seeing as how I don't know you at all. It certainly isn't meant to be disrespectful, and is borne out of a genuine curiousity. Fuck disclaimers, but there's one anyway.
Why is it that we never get to hear about you laughing your ass off? There are moments of levity and lightheartedness in your tales, but not comedy.
Most people I've met who are so passionate about life, love, sex, friends, and moments are also terribly passionate about funny. In my own life, I cannot possibly understand a thing unless I can see why it is both serious and hilarious. I laugh at inappropriate times, and become reflective when others are laughing. A couple of my friends are the same way, specifically the ones who remind me of you in terms of intensity of thought.
Anyway, just curious. Respond (or don't) as you see fit. I've got thick skin.
I Like Ginger
Especially when its candied, and coated in chocolate, but the colour alone is lovely on lan.
Him, for all his man, that girls a crazy whore, is actually a completely lovely boy. I met him after watching the Phantom of the Opera with the Girls, which wasnt terrible, but a vast disappointment. Hes always trying to get me to go out for...
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Especially when its candied, and coated in chocolate, but the colour alone is lovely on lan.
Him, for all his man, that girls a crazy whore, is actually a completely lovely boy. I met him after watching the Phantom of the Opera with the Girls, which wasnt terrible, but a vast disappointment. Hes always trying to get me to go out for...
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_mre_:
Ginger??
Ginger??
Pussy like Blown Glass
I got up at 9 this morning, two hours after the alarm had gone off. It was too hot to run outside, so I decided on a few kilometers on the treadmill. There was a boy who entered after I did, he seemed like he really wanted to chat me up, I didnt feel like it. I look none too fantastic...
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I got up at 9 this morning, two hours after the alarm had gone off. It was too hot to run outside, so I decided on a few kilometers on the treadmill. There was a boy who entered after I did, he seemed like he really wanted to chat me up, I didnt feel like it. I look none too fantastic...
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sybil:
i was away when your set went up, it's goregous, you're so beautiful.
dubboy:
I agree with Arete. You are sublime.....
Living Too Hard
Whenever I miss a couple of days blogging, its usually because Im just living too hard and too much to have any time I can set aside to write a little something. And when the time does present itself in a little slot trap in the morning after workout and before I leave to either meet my girlfriends or Dr. Seuss, Im...
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Whenever I miss a couple of days blogging, its usually because Im just living too hard and too much to have any time I can set aside to write a little something. And when the time does present itself in a little slot trap in the morning after workout and before I leave to either meet my girlfriends or Dr. Seuss, Im...
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paulnikon:
The best journal I've read all day.
perilsensitive:
I always read the entirety of your journals. They are very intimate and vulnerable, if that makes sense. I find them fascinating.
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malloreigh:
dear santianna,
thank you for fulfilling about half of my fantasies. for the rest, please come over. email me and i will give you my address.
love,
malloreigh.
thank you for fulfilling about half of my fantasies. for the rest, please come over. email me and i will give you my address.
love,
malloreigh.
arik:
i'm glad things seem to be rad for you right now
Desperate girls, Marriage and Materialism.
Morning. Martine. Hard-on. Got up and went straight to the bathroom.
Your bladder must be exploding. He said to me.
Not really, but Id rather not fuck on a full bladder.
Who says Im going to fuck you?
I look at him like hes mad. I did fuck him, it did feel good, but it really hurt too. Hed done...
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Morning. Martine. Hard-on. Got up and went straight to the bathroom.
Your bladder must be exploding. He said to me.
Not really, but Id rather not fuck on a full bladder.
Who says Im going to fuck you?
I look at him like hes mad. I did fuck him, it did feel good, but it really hurt too. Hed done...
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gofuserectus:
your life seems very complicated! i wish i was on your list!
solveig:
I don't know you, and I never stop and read long journals in english, cause I don't speak in that language. But from the first line of this journal I felt so... alike... that strange feeling when you just have to keep reading, cause your words are in some way the things that has been in my head trapped...
Hope that everythings gets better, and by the way, your set is exquisite...
Hope that everythings gets better, and by the way, your set is exquisite...
Jealous Bitches
Cupido revealed something to me last night: The rest of the women in his company (and working in the creative industry, the bulk of his employees are women) simply do not like me. They said I was rude, made dirty jokes all the time, and sat with my legs wide open despite the fact that I was in a dress. Oh, and that...
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Cupido revealed something to me last night: The rest of the women in his company (and working in the creative industry, the bulk of his employees are women) simply do not like me. They said I was rude, made dirty jokes all the time, and sat with my legs wide open despite the fact that I was in a dress. Oh, and that...
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sonofmorrissey:
Drop a line to SGSF if you're gonna be in town. We are renown for our ability to throw parties for visiting SGs. 
yeatsgrave:
i got new pix go chex them out
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yumi:
badbadbad girls!
i love it!!!
so when will you be comming to the uk? 
i love it!!!
so when will you be comming to the uk?
mrmiah:
Ohh my god! that may have been the most increadible thing i've seen all week!!!
Infatuated.
I went over to Martines yesterday evening, before I headed over to Zouk Out. We spent most of the time lying in bed, talking, cuddling, and sighing. I had my period, and the bitter, metallic smell of blood completely throws him off, so we didnt. He was very apologetic about it, but he swore he wasnt just lying so he could skim out of...
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I went over to Martines yesterday evening, before I headed over to Zouk Out. We spent most of the time lying in bed, talking, cuddling, and sighing. I had my period, and the bitter, metallic smell of blood completely throws him off, so we didnt. He was very apologetic about it, but he swore he wasnt just lying so he could skim out of...
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accessed:
Wow..! You sure know how to express yourself verbally!! Also, I foegot to comment opn those FANTASTIC pictures that were in your journal yesterday---->they were awesome 
Also, I foegot to comment opn those FANTASTIC pictures that were in your journal yesterday---->they were awesome 
kesu:
It's humbling how well you can write.
I'm glad you had a fairly OK christmas, in spite of the weather.. Mine was spent hurrying from one place to another, visiting relatives, and back to work already on the 27th, so no time to relax.
I didn't get many presents, etiher, but for me the best present would have been a nice, long week off work to have a quiet relaxing time with my friends and relatives.. But you can't always ge what you hope for, so here I am, back at work.
I hope you will have a great New Year. Best of luck to you on the upcoming 2005!