Women can never tell if a guy's a bastard.... perhaps!{/B}
If a guys a bastard when theyre in love. True/False?
Ive gotten so many comments with regard to my relationship with Martine, and most of them go along the lines of you deserve better. But the thing is, better is not always better. Its the way Im being treated that makes me feel good about...
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If a guys a bastard when theyre in love. True/False?
Ive gotten so many comments with regard to my relationship with Martine, and most of them go along the lines of you deserve better. But the thing is, better is not always better. Its the way Im being treated that makes me feel good about...
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loganmaclaren1:
Hum... I think it never was more aproprieted for me then now to say that you have all my sympathy.
Good luck with your adventure and with your love.
Take, girl, I like you a lot!
LA
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 9:22PM]
Good luck with your adventure and with your love.
Take, girl, I like you a lot!
LA
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 9:22PM]
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tadzi:
anyone who says they dont care what other people think is lieing. everyone cares to an extent about something. i think youd have to be a sociopath to truly not care.
in any case, i understand what you mean, except im usually the guy with the cute girl.
in any case, i understand what you mean, except im usually the guy with the cute girl.
loganmaclaren1:
Hello, Santi!
Girl, age isn't the only thing that drawns people's attention and reprovation; a small guy with a tall girl, inter-racial couples, and a nice one, different classes couples. I'm so danm luck that I have already been in ALL this situations, even the age factor, at some point of my life - even at more than one of this categories at once.
Personaly, I think that it only matters that it bothers you if you change the way that you treat the person or if you stop to hang out with this person because that. If not, it is because the well-being that you feel with this person is stronger than the much that they can bother you.
Wish you luck about all, dear.
LA
Girl, age isn't the only thing that drawns people's attention and reprovation; a small guy with a tall girl, inter-racial couples, and a nice one, different classes couples. I'm so danm luck that I have already been in ALL this situations, even the age factor, at some point of my life - even at more than one of this categories at once.
Personaly, I think that it only matters that it bothers you if you change the way that you treat the person or if you stop to hang out with this person because that. If not, it is because the well-being that you feel with this person is stronger than the much that they can bother you.
Wish you luck about all, dear.
LA
Dissed Off
<>Ethan is such an elitist, conservative, conventional oh-I-would-like-to-use-a-harsh-label-for-him-but-cunt. I had to mention Chris to him. I didnt tell him even 10% of everything of course, but it was bad enough. He called me a whore (and said 'thats a pity because I really liked you') I was terribly upset for awhile, before I realized that it didnt matter, because what he thought of...
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<>Ethan is such an elitist, conservative, conventional oh-I-would-like-to-use-a-harsh-label-for-him-but-cunt. I had to mention Chris to him. I didnt tell him even 10% of everything of course, but it was bad enough. He called me a whore (and said 'thats a pity because I really liked you') I was terribly upset for awhile, before I realized that it didnt matter, because what he thought of...
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loganmaclaren1:
I'm thinking... I don't know how old Martine and Cris are, but you said "early thirties". And you're 19. Just as a statement, difference between my parents is 15 years and the matched pretty well till know - besides the fact that my father is almost 80 and my mom 65, and he getting very frigile, with a good deal of health problems. In this point, you're like my mom, too mature for your age. You'd devore a 19 years-old guy, Santi.
Huummm... what Ethan called you tell more about his character than about you. And, for Christ sakes, why do you call yourself a whore??? Do really feel like this?
I was thinking about your dissolute life-stile. I have always been a "nice guy", and you know what it brought to me? I'm almost 30 and I didn't lived half part of what you did and I miss this experience. You did what you did in the right time, and now you can change this at your will. Period.
I don't know what you did with Cris, neither with the other guys - but you're the only one that can decides what to do with your body, with who, when and why. As much as Martine is about his. I didn't exactly get how is his personality, but, personaly talking, I would love find a very horny, sexy, fit and experient older lady to have sex. It is quite boring have to teach somebody from de bottom (except if you do care very much for this person) and very exciting have things to learn from. My best, by chance, is younger than me, but the girl that show me how good sex could be is six years older than me - what, at that time, meant 23 to 29. Thinking about, all my girls but two were older than me... that's interesting. I never thought about this before....
Santi, whatever the other girl means to M, think about this: is with you that he spent must of his time. And he isn't in love with her. So, who's the man?
Hugs,
LA
[Edited on Mar 30, 2005 8:34PM]
Huummm... what Ethan called you tell more about his character than about you. And, for Christ sakes, why do you call yourself a whore??? Do really feel like this?
I was thinking about your dissolute life-stile. I have always been a "nice guy", and you know what it brought to me? I'm almost 30 and I didn't lived half part of what you did and I miss this experience. You did what you did in the right time, and now you can change this at your will. Period.
I don't know what you did with Cris, neither with the other guys - but you're the only one that can decides what to do with your body, with who, when and why. As much as Martine is about his. I didn't exactly get how is his personality, but, personaly talking, I would love find a very horny, sexy, fit and experient older lady to have sex. It is quite boring have to teach somebody from de bottom (except if you do care very much for this person) and very exciting have things to learn from. My best, by chance, is younger than me, but the girl that show me how good sex could be is six years older than me - what, at that time, meant 23 to 29. Thinking about, all my girls but two were older than me... that's interesting. I never thought about this before....
Santi, whatever the other girl means to M, think about this: is with you that he spent must of his time. And he isn't in love with her. So, who's the man?
Hugs,
LA
[Edited on Mar 30, 2005 8:34PM]
xpain:
it looks like a novel in here....I really like your journal and find it quite interesting since these things affects us sooner or later...and I completely understand you... 
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lipstickbetty:
i love the sketch i love the writing. and i love your set. you are gorgeous. my new favorite SG.
loganmaclaren1:
Hello, Santi!
Nice drawing... as if I need more Ideas about make sex.
*sigh* I'm actually starting to freaking out.
Hey, nobody told you that the more difficult to conquer, the more desireble it is? Think about this: when you can have wherever or whomever you want, exactly the thing that you can't have become the most appealling one to you (normaly because what you really want is a challenge). Maybe that is what makes him so special to you... ;-)
XOXO,
LA
Nice drawing... as if I need more Ideas about make sex.
*sigh* I'm actually starting to freaking out.
Hey, nobody told you that the more difficult to conquer, the more desireble it is? Think about this: when you can have wherever or whomever you want, exactly the thing that you can't have become the most appealling one to you (normaly because what you really want is a challenge). Maybe that is what makes him so special to you... ;-)
XOXO,
LA
Dropping In
I definitely have no inspiration to write about much today, although (as usual) in the course of the last few hours, many nice things have happened. I really do think there are two kinds of people in this world, the people that live activity filled lives, and the people that dont. I mean, how is it possible that without trying, 6 hours out...
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I definitely have no inspiration to write about much today, although (as usual) in the course of the last few hours, many nice things have happened. I really do think there are two kinds of people in this world, the people that live activity filled lives, and the people that dont. I mean, how is it possible that without trying, 6 hours out...
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alecks:
well knowing that there is knowing and it snapping out of it is alot further than alot of people i know
i just now noticed that you replied to me through an email like 2 months ago...pretty sad eh?
=-> Alecks
i just now noticed that you replied to me through an email like 2 months ago...pretty sad eh?
=-> Alecks
adelina:
what does "SPG" mean?
Being in love is the biggest joke. Sometimes I wish he would just tell me to sod off already, so I dont have to go through all the insecurity. Its completely unbelievable. So what if he doesnt send me a text? I dont send a billion other guys texts, even though theyd want it, and I dont care for texts from them either. Theyre good...
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killermike:
if love is rude to you, be rude to love! 
conclusion:
This is simple. i stopped reading after the first paragraph so I hope I'm not ahead of my self. Girls like guys who treat them like crap. Most will say the opposite but I see different. Think of a friend who gets treated like crap. nine times out of ten I bet thats the person who you would say is most faithful in that relationship,.
I cannot think. Most of my thoughts are all inwards on Martine, and those feelings I cannot describe. Theres too much. What an incredible, amazing lover he is, hes not sent me a single message all day. I know hes obsessed with Jeffery Sachs and Bono, so its excusable, but how marvelous. Hell kill me.
I went out to meet a photographer this afternoon, he...
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tadzi:
i am a sucker for attachment...unfortuantely for me. i wish i wasnt.
comandante_72:
i would like to see some of your kinky comic..
I Should Be Exploding
See that thing over there? Its an emotion coordinator. It comes with a little transistor thingy you can stick up your boyfriends ass that you can use to coordinate his feelings with yours. That way you can make him feel like youre feeling. Its rather simple to use. You stick in songs and poems that bring out a certain emotional sensation,...
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See that thing over there? Its an emotion coordinator. It comes with a little transistor thingy you can stick up your boyfriends ass that you can use to coordinate his feelings with yours. That way you can make him feel like youre feeling. Its rather simple to use. You stick in songs and poems that bring out a certain emotional sensation,...
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lotus88:
nice
kiss kiss amber girl
nice
kiss kiss amber girl
loganmaclaren1:
What you feel about talking to M is very alike what I feel reading your journal. Realize that made me smile.
Santi, I'm hoping you gona become a writer, because I do love read what you think about everything. Of course, I also feel quite a bit stupid, since I'm not even close of your queerness, inteligence or brightness now, what to say about when I was young like you... but you write very much of what I feel, even when I don't behave according what I feel.
I hate myself for this broken English of mine, that privent me to comunicate coerently and clearly because I want so badly exchange ideas, impressions, thoughts with you... but probably even if I could speak adequadly I wouldn't be a match for your queerness. I just can compliment you for be like you are, at so early age. Congratulations! :-)
XOXOX,
LA
Santi, I'm hoping you gona become a writer, because I do love read what you think about everything. Of course, I also feel quite a bit stupid, since I'm not even close of your queerness, inteligence or brightness now, what to say about when I was young like you... but you write very much of what I feel, even when I don't behave according what I feel.
I hate myself for this broken English of mine, that privent me to comunicate coerently and clearly because I want so badly exchange ideas, impressions, thoughts with you... but probably even if I could speak adequadly I wouldn't be a match for your queerness. I just can compliment you for be like you are, at so early age. Congratulations! :-)
XOXOX,
LA
Situational People
Most people really are very nice. I think only insecure people are horrid. And as I meet more and more people, I realize that people these days are mostly pleasant and rather decent. Maybe its because I grew up on the good old wait till you grow up, then youll appreciate the life you have as a kid. Because the world is cruel,...
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Most people really are very nice. I think only insecure people are horrid. And as I meet more and more people, I realize that people these days are mostly pleasant and rather decent. Maybe its because I grew up on the good old wait till you grow up, then youll appreciate the life you have as a kid. Because the world is cruel,...
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tadzi:
i quite like it
chanel:
I wish I had the money to buy it, cause thats a beautiful painting...
and your superhero sounds bloody fantastic. hahahaa...superb.
Your journal entries are always so wonderful..I love reading them. Ive never commented before but now I feel more confident...and thank you for the comment on my set! Im so happy you liked it.
and your superhero sounds bloody fantastic. hahahaa...superb.
Your journal entries are always so wonderful..I love reading them. Ive never commented before but now I feel more confident...and thank you for the comment on my set! Im so happy you liked it.
Self Loving, Darling
Did you miss me? Asked the doctor.
I did actually.
I thought you were in deeply love with your boyfriend, whatever his name is. He accused.
I thought I was. And I think I am, but you know what? I think when Im allowed to love a person completely, which means to say I have that love returned in some way, eventually,...
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Did you miss me? Asked the doctor.
I did actually.
I thought you were in deeply love with your boyfriend, whatever his name is. He accused.
I thought I was. And I think I am, but you know what? I think when Im allowed to love a person completely, which means to say I have that love returned in some way, eventually,...
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prograham:
Thank you. I think I mayt have just fell in love again and it feels really good.
missmeemee:
xox
xox
Crossword Coincedence
Sometime ago there were a bunch of rather bored metaphysical scientist who got a rather sizable sample size of human beings and made them do crossword puzzles. They made them do the puzzle in the daily paper regularly for half a year, then they made them do the puzzle in the daily paper that belonged to yesterday (yesterdays paper as opposed to todays...
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Sometime ago there were a bunch of rather bored metaphysical scientist who got a rather sizable sample size of human beings and made them do crossword puzzles. They made them do the puzzle in the daily paper regularly for half a year, then they made them do the puzzle in the daily paper that belonged to yesterday (yesterdays paper as opposed to todays...
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alecks:
i couldnt indulge in lust if i tried
im an odd odd boy
=-> Alecks
im an odd odd boy
=-> Alecks
loganmaclaren1:
You're getting terrible philosophical... goddam, I like it!
You're right in one point about your statements: if someone did say something like that about like, it sad it quitely and noneone else remember it.
XOXOX,
LA
You're right in one point about your statements: if someone did say something like that about like, it sad it quitely and noneone else remember it.
XOXOX,
LA
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