Ups and downs but always growing 🍃

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I need a rant, I’m sorry but after having an amazing weekend away I’ve now had the bullshit of reality hit me and I need to vent.

I’m fed up of always having being treated like shit when it comes to relationships, made to feel constantly guilty, worthless, unwanted and like I need to try harder and constantly fight for someone’s love and affection. I’m...
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Hope the ranting helped.  Can't imagine you'll find a more supportive and helpful community.  Good on you for appreciating the good things while enduring the bad.
starry:
We both have been through way too much, and I'm sure more weird fuckery since this blog was posted. Just know that as much as I'm MIA on social media at times, I love you so much and support you! I am fighting through the weird bullshit obstacles right beside you. I am just so incredibly proud of you for continuing to be such a kind, badass, sweet, and unique person despite the hard things getting you down. I'm right beside you fighting and also cheering you on no matter what babes. <3

Just under 2 weeks till Bad For You

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It’s just under 2 weeks till Bad For You hits member review on Suicide Girls and I can’t wait! It’s one of my favourite sets to date along with Friends Don’t Lie shot by one of my favourite photographers @niallpatterson, which unfortunately Friends Don’t Lie didn’t do as well as I hoped 😭 This set is also shot by Niall and we have a few
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billpowerssr:
LOVE YOUR INK  and your BUTT
freakme:
😘🤜🏼🍑👌💋

Rough spot...

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Everything seemed to fall into place when I got my new diagnosis with bipolar. Everything finally made sense in my head and how I’d been feeling. But this new medication isn’t helping and one thing after another keeps going wrong. As soon as things look up I feel like I take 5 steps back. It’s exhausting. And as sick as I am of fighting to
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freakme:
Any thing from nature like eating certain herbs, foods,  etc. help ? Meds don't work well for me.
erich:
It's hard. I've dealt with semi-severe depression since I was a kid. The right meds are amazingly helpful. But the wrong ones will totally fuck you up. It may take a few tries below you find the right cocktail for your particular issues, but don't give up. Once you're right, you'll feel so much better.

Mental Health

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This year has been pretty rough for me mentally so far to the point last week someone close encouraged me to go and seek help again as it’s been apparent to some people close to me that I’m a bit all over the place. If it wasn’t for speaking to a few individuals the last couple of months I wouldn’t have realised how serious my
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softnsweet:
the right meds and self care can make a world of difference. take care of yourself!!
pascipio:
Just know that you are absolutely lovely!
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