sadie

lots of things have happened since my last entry. i've been having boy troubles which i think we might be breaking up cause i cant be in a relationship with a drug addict anymore cause i dont want to be a drug addict. i was just in the hospital but i'm out now and everything fine. i've been dealing with being alone and trying to...
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i'm melting and my skin is changing colors. its too hot! some of you may say well its summer but i live in san francisco where its usually foggy and cool outside. i'm used to foggy weather and now its gone and changed on me and i dont like it. plus it seems things might be bad for eli and his jail situation i'll find...
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So as i riding the bus back from the jail yesturday some peru guy sat next me and we started talking about global warning. he said the ice age was something we should be more scared of then global warning its hard to belive with this being the hottest summer ive experience in san francsico not the hottest summer i've ever experienced cause i used...
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so i visited eli in jail on saturday, it went well and now he knows he can call me. i found out after i talked to him on the phone this morning that its a spare the air day which means public transit is free so i'm going to surprise him and visit him a day early, i told him i would come tommorow. please...
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well hopefully my dad gives me a ride to the marin county jail on saturday. the golden gate transit website is horrible and their maps for their buses suck even more and the transit trip planner doesnt even recognize the jails address as a place to travel to. if i could figure out how to get there before saturday i would. Eli tried to call...
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i'm sad yesturday i felt releaved after breaking up with eli, but my actions of calling 911 because he treatened suicide have resulted in him being arrested. hes probably going to be in jail for months and i feel horrible. i feel like i have no one to turn to who will understand cause everyone in my life seems to be against him and happy...
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i may be shooting a new set soon i'm not sure what kinda theme i want it to have but i have alot of clothes so i should be able to figure something out. not much has been happening in my life.

i hate the word blog. i hate life i'm very bitter and mean lately and i cant control it. i think it has something to do with how shitty being alive in this lying fucked up world. please help me in assited suicide.

so i didnt make it to prom cause i had a horrible pounding headache. i'm pretty disappointed by that also for some reason there was a lot tow trucks out side my window all night i dont know if it had to do with bay to breakers or what but it was very annoying. not to mention all the annoying drunk people and their loud...
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i need to make more friends. i spend most of my days laying in bed watching tv and i dont even have cable. today i watched a cartoon about trolls. my case manager wants to me to look for people on craigslist but that sounds bammer. so if theres anyone out there in SF or the SF area that wants to hang out or something...
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