sabine

i need a girl to make out with at parties.

edited to add: also there's a new flaming lips album coming out on april 4th but you can get it on the internet now and it's pretty awesome.

ugh...i just staid up until 4am...to watch 'clueless' on tv.

sometimes...most of the time...i feel like life is just passing me by. i mean, i know, who really seizes the fucking day, right? i've known maybe two people who really live their lives like that. and maybe stormy. heh, yeah she seems to.

but it's not just the lack of excitement. i'm not progressing. i'm not learning. i'm not accomplishing anything except sleeping a ton...
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sometimes i forget that most people are lame. i wish people could just be honest. maybe i need to be more selective concerning who i'd call a friend.

what's not lame are the ultimate chocolate cookies i'm going to make. also i just ate the most delicious fresh pineapple in the universe. kitties are also good, and hugtimes in half an hour or so, for...
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what do you do when you feel empty?

i mean i'm not unhappy, but you can't feel fulfilled all the time.

just wondering what makes you, internet strangers, feel fulfilled, even temporarily.

during foreplay earlier i got distracted because i came up with an idea for a porno: a parody of 'the shining' called 'the boning.' obviously having a kid in it would be sick so he'd be replace by a midget. the midget walks into a room where heavy duty spanking is going on...instead of the finger thing he'll be jerking off, and instead of 'red...
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i should be shooting a new set sometime in the next few weeks. if it turns out how i want the awesomeness will be mindblowing.


i just hope it turns out well and gets accepted because if i put a lot of effort into it and i get another rejection i'll probably stop trying.