raenie

..hello all! from my last however many blogs, i had talked about applying for a position at google. unfortunately, it didn't fall through. the first interview went great; the second one, not so much😕 for awhile after, i felt very defeated - i had applied for the google position in hopes of leaving the bad vibes i was dealing with at my current job. but...
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..hi all! so..if you guys can remember from my second photo set, i went through chemo when i was 20-22.. i had cut my hair short to avoid hair loss looking too obvious. however..my eyebrows thinned out a lot. then i started using brow pencils&&such. however, i'm not that good with makeup...&&it takes me forever to even get two simple brows on.

this last saturday,
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sooo, as most of my followers know, i don`t talk about my occupation. at all. some girls on here share everything, but i had preferred to keep that aspect of my personal life to myself. however, there are some changes that are being made to my career, and i am too excited about them to not share SOME details of it. so here we go!...
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my dearest!!! thank you all for the continuous support! "california love" has received so much love - not to mention all the extra posts here&&there from fellow hopefuls, SGs&&SGland members to promote the set! honest truth, each time i see these post, i tear up a little&&my heart swells with happiness, gratitude, &&love.

for forever&&always - it doesn't matter if i ever turn pink or...
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@rambo @missy

..i have had ONE celebrity crush from the first day i saw him in xmen all the way to now - the one&&only hugh jackman❤️ i honestly think it's his badass-ery when he played wolverine that just forever captured my heart. &&even years later, he looks damn fucking fine for his age. lemme just google some pictures of him&&drool over the photos😍

this one is very simple - i'd never give up something i'm good at&&that i love for someone.

this may seem selfish, but if this someone cares about what i love, especially if i'm really fucking good at it, then this person would support me.

the first time i gave up something i love&&excelled at was when i was 18. i was a lifeguard. the...
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dear @missy && @rambo

i'm at the worst with dealing with stress. i frequently just end up breaking down&&crying. getting tattoos would be a great way, but it never fully got rid of my stress; it only briefly masked it. sometimes i'd go driving, but that's also temporary; once i stop, all the stress flows back.

in the last year, with the help of therapy,...
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