poppy

detox off
i ate food
drank alcohol
and had sex with someone ive slept with before

ive come to the conclusion i dont have any will power

no food, alcohol and maybe not even sex! ok that might be pushing it. im trying this master cleanser diet for the next 2 weeks. im trying to rid my body of toxins and excess weight. so i figured why not, not have sex too. ha but you know as soon as i say no sex i will meet a ton of boys who i...
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"Do you know Dick?"...I love walking by conversations and only get a fraction of it. This one made me laugh. Ok, yes I'm like a 12 yr old but it was funny.

At this moment I wish I has some peanut butter to eat with my celery, and my glasses that I left at home by accident. Things are a little blurry.

Ok update.
Bruises-fading....
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I'm bruised! I hate moving. I have 46 bruises on my body right now, plus I fell on monday moving a chair and my ankle is still swollen. Its pretty gross. Its like 3xs as big as my other one. Best part was after I fell down some stairs and cried I got up and kept moving. I'm guessing that might have made it worse....
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why do boys love anal sex?

I knew this boy making machine would be a hit!

So, I have a funny story(one reason why I HAVE to make this machine). Around 2 wks ago I went to this super dive bar by my house and this guy walked up to me and said hey aren't you(insert my real name), I stalk you on myspace. Here's where maybe I should've walked away...but...
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i want to invent a boy making machine. i'd like to take bits from lots of different boys and make 1 super boy. and im finding out, no i mean i already know im a little shallow. so i cant find all the things i like in 1 boy. or maybe im meeting the wrong boys. boys who are hot but lacking personality, boys who...
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my haircutting extravanganza(how could you not love that word, bonanza is also a top fav.)anyway, haircut party= great time. lots of wine, food and of course gossip.
i love my friends!

at the end of the night i went outside for 5 minutes, thats it, but long enough for fucking mosquitos to go full force on me, damn that fruity wine. i went back inside...
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thanks to all of the great comments and pictures. it made me cheer up.
this weekend i got a surprise in the mail. mixed cds w the best sleeves ever. my camera is dead or id take a picture. but it had skulls and hearst on it! this person is very sweet. i think he makes me feel better in general.

on a side note,...
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my emotions today are:
sad
angry
i feel let down
taken advantage of
and tricked
empty
what the fuck...never let a x boyfriend back into your life. he will only demolish it...

i hope the weekend is better.
xo
listening to modest mouse makes me feel better and worse at the same time. someone send me funny pictures to cheer me up!