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its almost 5 am and i cant even think about sleeping..
well i can think about it...
but i can't fathom getting to that point where i want to close my eyes....
at this point...i'm more bored than anything...

what to do...
what to do...

i have zombies on the brain...
saw 28 days later...
thought it was super...
being all alone in this house...
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nerdboy2345:
i need to see that movie, planned on seeing it this weekend with some girl, but i was ditched. boy i tell you, girls are bad news!
pseudo_ghost:
Its good to be back, being trapped in a little cage and fed through a tube did really suck tongue.

Wow nice tattoo pilar is that new I don't remember seeing it before? I so want to get some done Im stalling cause I cant decide on the design.
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biggrin
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ponyboy_curtis:
oh my god. Ruby is totally right.
little baby nap.
filthyrich:
guess whos back???
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FACT:
I don't wear much of anything around the house! EVER!


i had a picture to match but...i think i got a little camera shy...
thank gosh for edit buttons...
whatever
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chiquita:
fact: me, too. love that!
nerdboy2345:
oh my my, sounds interesting
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killing me softly...
and enjoying every minute of it....

eeek
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ponyboy_curtis:
"murder was the case that they gave me"
lil_tuffy:
I shot the sheriff
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i had the weirdest dream last night...
it was one of those where you think it's real...
and then it turns out to be a dream...

It involved someone I miss alot...
and well...
sometimes a dream is the closest thing to living fantasy as you can get...

eeek surreal
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dollface:
ok, and then last night, i was dreaming about hangin out with luke wilson. i don't get it.
filthyrich:
hi pilar
hows things, checked out the new tats i like the skulls with swirlly eyes. what happened to our friend ghost?????
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someone once said the following:

you're a righteous and really hot babe. it's weird that we had to go all the way to SF to meet. i hope you don't have cats so you invite me to spend a weekend with you sometime this summer

sometimes it's those little things that count...
kiss for that special girl...
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nerdboy2345:
would you belive someone said the same thing to me?
dollface:
hey swee-tee

yeah i am back. i need coffee!

been so sleepy.
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i got a little sidetracked this week...
so i guess i'll pick up where i left off...
so itll pick up on thursday of this coming up week...

FYI
-my tattoos are coming along lovely...
-i see the design for my half sleeve on thursday...
-i'm currently not obsessing over anything...which feels damn good...
-i've somehow lost 10lbs....
-i've got this funny feeling shit is...
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ponyboy_curtis:
i don't think canada really exists. possibly, but only for members of the witness relocation program. missing you.
thirtyseven:
eleven is the magic number smile
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DAY 3: BRANDON
YUM YUM BRANDON!

After Josh, I kind of felt numb
I drifted from different beds and different arms
Looking for something I had lost
One day I was at a showin this cramped venueand I saw him!
Brandon had to be one of the most attractive boys I ever met
He was what most would call gorgeousPerfect in every wayHe could have...
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saturn1:
yes, i am for sure going if i have somebody to ride with me to cedar point. i know dkitten and strawbettie might, and vespa666 was thinking of going. i'm pretty sure i'll find somebody to ride with me. are you planning driving straight across from chi?
saturn1:
oh, i think i forgot to reply to you about jason {belmondo} ... yes, sf probably. his plan was to move to seattle then portland but he checked out portland and realized it's not much cheaper than sf, and he's always loved sf so he's making plans to do it by the end of the summer. he's in seattle right now. i will probably follow someday because i want to at least try living on west coast, and sf seems like the perfect place to try. and i already miss him so that would be neat too.

how's the tat healing? i had weird reaction to the red in my last tat, but i told the guy about it this time and he use a different ink, and it seems to be doing ok. really scabby but it's a different sort of tattoo than what i normally get.


[Edited on Jun 22, 2003]
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DAY 2: JOSHUA

Josh and I met at a gas station. He was working at the counter and I was with my friends huffing gas fumes...
His mother hated me...because I wasn't Jewish...Somehow she though that being 16 meant I was ready to settle down...
He was one of my longest relationships...
He was a skinhead...he taught me what skinhead girls were...I stuck around longer...
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a35mmlife:
ive only felt that feeling with fliplet... none before... but hopefully not the last time... *crosses fingers*
saturn1:
strange, my first love was when i was 16 with a 21 year old. very similar situation. he was actually really good too me, but i was too young, and i think he was so good to me that he broke things off because he sort of new that i didn't need to be serious with a 21 year old at that time in my life. he was the first person i took out for a drive when i got my driver's license. i wonder what that boy is up to, too.

are you going to cedar point? i may try to stick around here til that's planned out. i really don't want to but i like to have this journal. and there's some people, like you, that i genuinely like interacting with. and some people that just give me a fucking headache. remember belmondo? he's moving to san francisco soon, he;s in seattle right now. i miss him frown
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SO...as promised...
BOYS BOYS BOYS...the story of my life...held in a one week extravaganza!

STEVE

steve was one of those boys...who talked the talk but never walked the walk...
met him at the beach...I was young...very young...
he was older of course...
There was something ever so cute about the way he looked...sometimes I like the tall lanky type...
his friends would all stare at...
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prudence:
i could never fit all of the boys who've been in and out of my life in one week [of course, i'm much older than you are]! it'd be more realistic of me to write about all the girls/women who have had a significant impact on my life...
dollface:
aww crap. so sorry you had to leave. i had many drinks and talked for a long time to odie from the baseball furies. then as i was walking to halsted, a fella said as i passed by, "god damn, you are so hot. can i lick your ass?"

three different girls complimented me on my dress and/or hair.

i think i have found my mojo again.

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went out with lisa...
and well..
i missed that girl alot...

it's good to catch up...


nuff said!

whatever
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miss_piss:
oh! the picture!
oh!
nerdboy2345:
are you sleeping?

WAKE UP!
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water and carrots...
a girl doesn't need much more than that...
well maybe a kiss goodnight...

next week will be dedicated to all the men in my life...
a listing every day for those who have made a realitive impact...so EXCITING whatever

Soooo I guess I lied...here I am after the 12...
HAPPY FRIDAY the 13th MUTHAFUCKAS!

tongue wink biggrin
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nerdboy2345:
you too motherfucker
prudence:
this is the cutest pic i've ever seen love