Bleh...my friends are pissing me off. The male ones anyway. They keep saying they love me, and then going off and having little escapades with other females. I mean, I don't fucking care. And normally, it wouldn't be any of my business. But once they start trying to profess this undying affection for me, then it's just stupidly hypocritical to go off with someone else,...
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tadzi:
its guys like that who fuck it up for the rest of us
fu:
Dirty Summumabitches! 
I spent the night with a tall, dark, and handsome
I came home smelling of sex and his skin
Rain fell softly as we brought the new year in
Again, and again, and again...
I came home smelling of sex and his skin
Rain fell softly as we brought the new year in
Again, and again, and again...
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drnecessitor:
Big foot?! 
tracyramone:
sweet!!!
I'm really upset by something that happened last night. Thus, I'm sure today will completely suck because I'm all confused and unhappy. I say today even though it's 11pm cause I slept most of the day after being up until 5 in the morning.
In other news, I'm hungry! Really fucking hungry. And I'm broke. This makes me sad. The first is all too close...
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In other news, I'm hungry! Really fucking hungry. And I'm broke. This makes me sad. The first is all too close...
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syd67:
I really feel for you. it seriuosly hurts me to hear about your less-than-pleasant times. just got home from moderately fun new years festivities. so many of us here LOVE YOU to no end. hope the new year brings you everything you wish for, long for, and DESERVE. you're incredible, and incredible people should have great things happen for them.
*hugs, kisses, deep looks into your fascinating eyes...whatever you need right now.*
...and in the deepest sense of the expression...
HAPPRY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hugs, kisses, deep looks into your fascinating eyes...whatever you need right now.*
...and in the deepest sense of the expression...
HAPPRY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jizzikah:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
wanna come over for dinner?? i'll feed ya!
wanna come over for dinner?? i'll feed ya!
Am inspired to attempt to be artistic. But I have no artistic talents whatsoever. I write medicore poetry and take meaningless photos. Quite frustrating, to want to create something someone will see as beautiful in some way and be unable.
Update 2:57pm - okay, I did some manipulating last night of some photos I took a while back, and I'm really happy with them. If...
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Update 2:57pm - okay, I did some manipulating last night of some photos I took a while back, and I'm really happy with them. If...
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maddy:
i lack inspiration and when i have it i am at work without anything but receipt paper and a pen. good luck with it.
maddy:
damn double posting accidents
I'm talking to Zarina and we're gonna see each other sometime, and I get to play with her boobs, and she wrote my name on her chest, and aren't I just the luckiest bitch in the world?
lol, you all wish you were me right now.
lol, you all wish you were me right now.
I've discovered that I'm obsessed with books about drugs. I'm not sure why, but I am. I love them. Recommend some good ones to me.
Of the suggestions, I've already read Go Ask Alice and Smack.
Of the suggestions, I've already read Go Ask Alice and Smack.
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neko:
naked lunch and fear and loathing are both fucking good recomendations. I just started this book today called "writing on drugs" by sadie plant, which is pretty damn cool. you might want to take a look at that. if you wanna just read random cracked up drug writings, you can look over at some of my more fucked up journal enteries. i love writing under the influence.
blurb.
xoxo
blurb.
xoxo
whip:
I was gunna say something about singing after the moment in chat that it was mentioned... but then I read your journal.
A few years back I had a girlfriend with a completely different religeous background than my own. When I met her parents, her dad was disgusted with me and her both. He ook offense to my existance because I didn't have the same beliefs as he did. It wasn't even as though it could be debated, he wouldn't even thing about it. He basically looked me up and down and decided I was worthless. He asked me once if I thought I would convert, as some sort of way to get his approval. Asshole.
So while I don't really know how you feel, I know what it felt like to me and it was horrible. I feel for you. I hope things turn up and I hpe you have a happy new year!
A few years back I had a girlfriend with a completely different religeous background than my own. When I met her parents, her dad was disgusted with me and her both. He ook offense to my existance because I didn't have the same beliefs as he did. It wasn't even as though it could be debated, he wouldn't even thing about it. He basically looked me up and down and decided I was worthless. He asked me once if I thought I would convert, as some sort of way to get his approval. Asshole.
So while I don't really know how you feel, I know what it felt like to me and it was horrible. I feel for you. I hope things turn up and I hpe you have a happy new year!
Christmas is the loneliest day of the year. I don't even celebrate it, but even if I did. I mean, you sit with family and unless you and your family get along (in which case, bravo), you sit surrounded by people who are supposed to love you, but don't and you feel more alone than ever. If you don't see family, you sit at home...
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marley386:
It will be hun, let me give you eight hugs and eight lighters (out of candles) and you win every game of dreidle. A very merry Un-Hannukah to you from the Mad Hatter (aka Marley) on your cruise with your sister... and if that's not a happy un-Hannukah then I owe you!
madamedevour:
hi sweetie. i'm glad the holidays are almost over too. the music, the buying, good god!
and i'll email you the date i can come to san antonio soon. i need to get some things firgured out. schooling,employment, money, blhhha. but i will keep in touch. or hey email me if you have any days you can think of... i'm thinking the middle of january.??
xoxo, you're a cutie.
p.s. and i'll sure as hell bake you those cupcakes.
and i'll email you the date i can come to san antonio soon. i need to get some things firgured out. schooling,employment, money, blhhha. but i will keep in touch. or hey email me if you have any days you can think of...
i'm thinking the middle of january.??
xoxo, you're a cutie.
p.s. and i'll sure as hell bake you those cupcakes.
Well, to all y'all Christians celebrating it, Merry Christmas from the Jew-girl.
To all my fellow Jews, keep having a great Hannukah.
I'll be back around sometime tomorrow. Wish me luck dealing with my Catholic father who hates the face that his daughter is Jewish almost as much as he hates his Jewish ex-wife. *sigh* Can't we all just get along? lol
To all my fellow Jews, keep having a great Hannukah.
I'll be back around sometime tomorrow. Wish me luck dealing with my Catholic father who hates the face that his daughter is Jewish almost as much as he hates his Jewish ex-wife. *sigh* Can't we all just get along? lol
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acwildheart:
Happy (belated) Christmas from across the Atlantic!
Hope it was relatively dysfunction-free. Can sympathise as this was the first Christmas we've had since my parents split but it went alright in the end.
Hope it was relatively dysfunction-free. Can sympathise as this was the first Christmas we've had since my parents split but it went alright in the end.
lipservicejen:
Ug! Hope it all worked out for ya with your Dad . . . must say sounds VERY familiar.
So . . . just how many presants did YOU get???
So . . . just how many presants did YOU get???
Listening to the acoustic version of Everlong. They play it here on 99.5 sometimes, so I taped it. Taking me back to the days of mix tapes, lol. But god, I love it. So very pretty. It makes me wanna do bad things to Dave Grohl 
Nah, not really. Just makes me wish I knew the person behind that beautiful voice and all that talent....
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nixxx:
Cheers for the comment on my journal sexy
And I'd LOVE to get nekkid with you!!!
=x=
And I'd LOVE to get nekkid with you!!!
=x=
victorian:
in rochester 99.5 usually plays christian instipirational speeches
here are some other men that feel insecure, but get over it by wearing an awesome pair of underware
here are some other men that feel insecure, but get over it by wearing an awesome pair of underware
Today I feel like dying simply because it would be easier than living. I wouldn't have to make any more decisions and choices, and I wouldn't have to worry about my troubles.
*shrug* I understand that it's not a great reason, and I've had far better reasons before. I mean, there's no real depression here today. Just stress.
But I'm just so tired, ya know?...
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*shrug* I understand that it's not a great reason, and I've had far better reasons before. I mean, there's no real depression here today. Just stress.
But I'm just so tired, ya know?...
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littledeadkid:
yea it would be eaiser cuz ud just lay there and not have to worry about nothen
asylum:
Everyone has down days some more than others but in those moments we feel happiness and joy we feel truely alive, it makes going through the lows worth it.